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is it u or is it me
idk but i should go
i should go yea i should leave 
i can’t stay here
this is toxic
all we ever seem to do is talk shit
u think u can’t do any better
so u jus wash it all off
smoke til u cough
u go an find another reason to jus brush it all off
u never get what u want
it’s tearing me apart
it’s really tearing me
cos i can’t show it
fuck i always blow it
i drop the ball every time shits so bogus
i wanna shove a plug up in my mind to stop the flowin
it’s funny when i’m high i’m at my lowest 
please stop talkin cos it’s pissin me off
can’t ease my mind i got conflicting thoughts 
i been fighting w myself i always get like this
when im like this i can’t see straight
got these objects that i can’t name
i can’t quiet my brain
it’s really not as easy as “shut up kaine”
i can’t quiet my brain
can someone please come punch me in the damn face

toxic 有毒 ｢blackwinterwells｣

art by @qt2f
i cnt b saved 

its too late
im sry
i gave up don kno whats wrong:(
theres too much pain inside me
i cannt find a way to breathe
fuck evrything
cnt find anypeqcce
lost everything

i been trying so dam hard
no matter how hard i fall
alwys used to get back up
jus try again
this time its different
im giving up
ion give a fuck
everything sucks

its too late
im sry:(
i gave up dnt kno whats wrong
theres too much pain inside (x2)

sorry [prod. maknae x yugen]

sulfur w/ emotionals

@benjithemachine
@toxinbrewer
@lifepoints

Artwork by Kyle2k

Don't Wanna Know +Benjithemachine & Toxin Brewer [lifepoints]

w/ @blackfridvy
prod me
mixed by me & fridvy
cover by me & tessa

-lyrics-
benji
i’ve been haunted by myself these days
you’re leaving told me to be brave 
now i can’t feel my face
cause i act like i don’t care
i’m really sorry i’m so scared 
but i’ve been like this my entire life
i wish i was a shooting star
i would pass by earth in one fell swoop and no one would remember me 
but the stars are such a crowd
babe i know that you're not proud
but do you ever feel ashamed of me
tomorrow i’ll find another way to hide 
i swear i heard your voice in the walls last night 
i’ll be your stupid waste of time
i know your eyes were never mine
Oh woah baby are you ashamed of me

fridvy
days pass by like shooting stars 
i seldom wonder where you are 
and i'm so scared of the truth i seek 
said i’d get better but im weak 
i told my mom i'd kick the pills 
i broke down everything we built 
cause baby that's just what i do 
i shoulda stayed away from you 
dont got the energy to try 
so when i leave girl please don’t cry 
like i said i'll never change 
i'll let you turn another page 
wish i wanted to sober up
i hate how much i love these drugs
i waited outside in the rain
tell me are you ashamed of me

(synthetic 4evr)

ashamed of me +fridvy

I had to lose it all just to know what it feels like
It's so easy to feel worthless
None of us  are perfect
It's so easy to feel worthless
When none of us  are perfect
I hope that it's all worth it
I feel like a god
Like the kabbalah
I feel like a god
Like the kabbalah

I hope the haters have me in their sights
When the gods' bathing me in light
We are the eternal form of knowledge
Realize your power, your intent lays unconscious
We are made up of the gods and goddess'
I wish I was special I just want bands in my wallet
I just waste away in college

You're just like me
I know I'm not special, my life like a dream
That's what I need

 [etai]
Floating in the sky on a cumulus
Calling me the goat I guess they know I'm a computer wiz
I been fading away I'm in the matrix
Miss my brother everyday ain't been the same since
Wish u wasn't underground like a basement
Glad I got to know you I wouldn't trade it
Time to move along carry on and get a day shift
Imma need escape pods in my spaceship
Look at me, I'm a god in the making
Set me free from the walls I've created
Look at me I'm a god in the making
I just see what I want and I take it
Shot for the stars but I aimed for the moon
We will meet again soon till that day I'll be waiting

I hope the haters have me in their sights
When the gods' bathing me in light
We are the eternal form of knowledge
Realize your power, your intent lays unconscious
We are made up of the gods and goddess'
I wish I was special I just want bands in my wallet
I waste away in college

Feel like a god
Like the kabbalah
I feel like god
Like the kabbalah

GOD (feat. etai s0) [Remix]

blood pact

oculus w/ etai s0 (saint mike)

★..down on my luck but i caught me a blessing..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/safe-haven-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:

although my heart may be weak
its not alone
its grown with each new experience
and its found a home with all the friends ive made

ive become apart of their heart
just as they've become a part of mine

far from home
tell me is this heaven
im so shocked
just give me a second

down on my luck
but i caught me a blessing
is this a safe haven

hook:

far from home
tell me is this heaven
im so shocked
just give me a second

down on my luck
but i caught me a blessing
is this a safe haven

cross the stars
i cant even question
what i did
for all this affection

found some friends
and im finally resting
is this a safe haven

bridge:
is this a safe haven
yeah

verse:
i found some family in this scene
feels like i can finally
truly now just be me
for real now

and im staying up like all night
tryna catch a quick flight
visit all my friends
yeah i swear it just feels so right

when our bond is real tight
swear i find some delight
in being with them
when im with them

yeah i swear im alright

bridge:
yeah im feeling alright
when you guys are at my side
i love you all
i mean it

repeat hook:

far from home
tell me is this heaven
im so shocked
just give me a second

down on my luck
but i caught me a blessing
is this a safe haven

cross the stars
i cant even question
what i did
for all this affection

found some friends
and im finally resting
is this a safe haven

ending:
and if they think of me now and then
if they dont forget me
then our hearts will be one
i dont need a weapon

my friends are my power

★streaming★

★safe haven★ (prod. uglyzucc)

lyrics:

got me spinning like a peloton
xans and melatonin but i cant sleep on this damn futon
need a king size bed all to myself 
hit my plug on the 11th and i re up on the 12th

shit im smokin only top shelf
i know that the cops smell
and they so mad they cant do nothing bout it
heard the phone ring but i left the house without it
dont wan talk less its bout guap 
im stacking up and its astounding

put me in a pound cause im hounding it
yeah im doggin out yo bitch yea im poundin  it
if u wanna start some shit we surrounding it
pour a four of the red and im downing it

but im upping up the strap point a red dot 
im getting hella sick of this crap only go for headshots
dont even think bout comin at me cause u best not
where im from it gets hot but fret not
ima put a hole up in your face just like a cavity
make dat boy ascend he gon be feelin zero gravity
wish this life would end all i can really feel is apathy
its a tragedy 
swear to god im the only one mad at me in this galaxy

reup (prod. glacies)

lyrics:

u know nothing bout me
getting hunted down like a bounty 
but they still haven't found me
i might have to redden up his shirt 
yeah this shit is gonna hurt
floating in the drip cause i never let it 
u know nothing bout me
getting hunted down like a bounty 
but they still haven't found me
i might have to redden up his shirt 
yeah this shit is gonna hurt
floating in the drip cause i never let it drown me

drop dead [DR0WN_M3] w/ DZO DIGITAL (prod. irlshitbih)

Ice Eyes (s0ru X Ev333)

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toxic 有毒｢blackwinterwells｣

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