prod. Jolst

https://soundcloud.com/eunhae

lyrics

you lie to me, you're wrapped around my heart like a centipede 
this beating in my chest, i just can't breath, i'm trying to figure out what you did to me
(i'm so hopeless)
hit me up, but your love feels like pins and needles
hit me up with the same old drugs when times were somewhat simple
tell me that you're sorry about the things that you couldn't do
and when you tell me that you want to believe me know that i do too
i know you're saying that you want to believe me know that i do too

you never hit me up, feel like its been forever, 
and i been waiting to tell you i loved you since november
i watched the time pass, well better late than never
and now i'm sitting here lonely thinking about the weather 

and i've down bad, you're killing me softly, you're killing me slowly
cant get that time back so i don't wanna waste another second of my life 

hit me up, when i'm feeling sober, i'm sorry that you don't like me, its funny that you don't know her
im sorry i didn't text back, its funny that my heart grew colder

(eunhae)

i'm sorry that i don't text back, 
i cant remember the last time we didn't feel bad
and i've been waiting so long to go back to how it was before 
you know for you i'd try again and reopen the door

cuz every time you're with her its playing in my head
the times we cant get back, still id do it again
i don't know why when every time i try it hurts so bad
i cant give up god i hope that you don't in the end

hollow ft. eunhae (jolst)

nevermore.

prod. neohn

lyrics
you can say what's on your  mind, i've heard it all before
its too late, but that's fine, cuz ill love you nevermore

i don't really care but you can keep talking
if you're gonna say shit you should say you're sorry
pulled up to my day shift feeling like a zombie
wake up in a coffin, dead man walking

i, i'm just tired of sleeping alone
don't call i wont pick up the phone
been feeling like nobody cares, nobody's there, nobody knows 

i don't understand why i find the rain calming
caught up in a landslide cant stop falling
breaking rules like left right, are you gonna stop me?
feeling like a zombie, dead man walking

flashback to that summer night 
when you said you were leaving left me dead inside
i like it better when its you and i
cause lately it's hard to feel satisfied

you can say what's on your mind, i've heard it all before
its too late, but that's fine, cuz ill love you nevermore

is it really that hard to say sorry?
i just cant stop thinking about it tonight
did you mean it when you said you don't love me?
is that really what you meant or am in denial?

nevermore (neohn)

prod drylids

lyrics

it hurts to say i want it back
but what we had just wasnt true 
i try to hold my tongue cuz you're always on my mind 
and i swear to god i wish it wasnt you

never meant to hurt you my bad
its funny how it ended like that
sad to say i watched you go

take a little walk in my shoes
i meant it when i said i loved you
hurts to say we'll never know

fuck what you said i know you left my heart intact
but still i bled im getting so sick of it
hope you meant it, god damn you said
dont act like you got it bad
feeling better still waiting for letters
or you just to text me back and

never meant to hurt you my bad
its funny how it ended like that
sad to say i watched you go

take a little walk in my shoes
i meant it when i said i loved you
hurts to say we'll never know
x2

Pertinence (drylids)

prod. lostcage

lyrics

So take one word, you said
You put it in your bed
you rest your tiny head on your pillow
you wonder where you're going next
you've got your head pushed to my chest
and now you're hoping that someone will let you in
well I swear I'll let you in

its not right just know that im sorry
didnt think i'd hurt you again
hurts a lot when you say you dont want me
sometimes think im better off dead

long nights when we stay up fighting
got a lot running through my head
cry a lot when i think about leaving
cuz id rather stay instead

another sleepless night i lay awake by the phone
miss when you'd hold me tight but now i feel so alone
you're always on my mind, i find it hard to let go
wish i could turn back time, if only i had known

id swim the oceans for you, and id move mountains to prove, my love 
there's nothing i wouldnt do, just know that i wont give up

sometimes i dont feel like i am growing at all
these blurred lines make me feel i am not in control
i dont wanna fight the pain, i dont wanna cry when im to blame
i dont know what's wrong with me, i dont wanna feel like im goin insane

so don't let anyone scare you
you know that I'll protect you always
now, through the thick and thin, until the end
you better watch it, you know you don't cross it
because, I'm always here for you and I'll be here for you

I know, I know, I know
I know how it feels
believe me, I've been there, and
I know, I know, I know
I know what it feels like, tell me, darling

and I'll swim the ocean for you, the ocean for you
whoa, darling
and I'll swim the ocean for you, the ocean for you
whoa, darling, oh you, darling

darling [you never let me in] (lostcage)

prod cxrter x bino beats

lyrics

i dont know where you're going, but i keep losing sleep
i wish that i could see your face a little more than my dreams
i dont know how to tell you how much you mean to me
i realize things are complicated but i dont want you to leave

and i miss it when you get mad, i miss all the laughs that we had 
i miss all the times when we were sad
and i know that i would kill to go back

i guess ill see you when you come around, call me on the phone when you're feeling down
keep me in the loop tell me what you've been up to,i promise ill be there if you need me now

all our favorite songs still on repeat, i love them but i dont wanna wear them out
i promise one day that ill make it all up to you, i promise to be there when you need me now

i've been down bad, but one day ill be better
im feeling kinda sad but at least you kept my sweater
i miss what we had, now we're not together 
ill always remember

i dont know where we're going, always searching for now
but i have only reason, to keep you close for now 

i dont know where you're going, but i keep losing sleep
i wish that i could see your face a little more than my dreams
i dont know how to tell you how much you mean to me
i realize things are complicated but i dont want you to leave

leaving (cxrter x bino beats)

lyrics 

i just need a break, maybe oneday ill be better
its been driving me insane, dont know if ill regret it
my heart still aches, im still trying to pick up the pieces
my soul do take, i cant stand the thought of you leaving me

every now and then i sit on the fence, why do i feel so 
lost inside my head, i dont understand it
trying to make amends i dont wanna let everything go to waste
but you're already gone and i dont feel the same 
i think that i moved on, when you moved to LA
i dont cry anymore guess my tears went away
i dont cry but i still feel pain

i just need a break, maybe oneday ill be better
its been driving me insane, dont know if ill regret it
my heart still aches, im still trying to pick up the pieces
my soul do take, i cant stand the thought of you leaving me

tell me why you gave up on me tell me why you moved away
tell me why you gave up on us threw it all away
tell me why you couldnt count on me, tell me why you couldnt wait
tell me why i didnt stop until i dug my own grave

you're the one who always moves on quick 
why you always act innocent
you and i the same, we both deserve the blame

all aboard the sinking ship
why'd i have to ruin it
guess ill be okay
ill just find my own way

heartache (cxrter x nihil x nannan)

lyrics

im sick of writing these sad songs
im sick of hiding the pain
is it so wrong to want love?
wouldnt you want the same?

im getting tired of waiting
its getting to hard to wait 
i think im done with the chasing, im not that fast
it always 2 steps forward then 10 steps back
you needed someone to cling to
and i guess i was that

im sick of writing these love songs
when you dont feel the same
so ill just walk away 

im trying, so damn hard not to lose my mind
i get a little sad it'll all be fine
do a few lines just to pass the time im

trying to forget about december, had such a shitty winter
feel stuck but i dont know how to tell her
i, coulda wrote you a letter 

im too damn fine, pretty little shawty tryna hit my line
i dont wanna tell her not to waste my time
so i kick her to curb now its bye bye bye im

feeling like a ghost call me casper
when you told me that i never really mattered
i dont wanna feel this way forever
i, hope things will get better

im so alone, nothing feels like home
im so alone, im trying to find my way back home to you x2

im trying, so damn hard not to lose my mind
i get a little sad it'll all be fine
do a few lines just to pass the time im

trying to forget about december, had such a shitty winter
feel stuck but i dont know how to tell her
i, coulda wrote you a letter 

im too damn fine, pretty little shawty tryna hit my line
i dont wanna tell her not to waste my time
so i kick her to curb now its bye bye bye im

feeling like a ghost call me casper
when you told me that i never really mattered
i dont wanna feel this way forever
i, hope things will get better

</3

im trying (cxrter)

pretty little liars (jolst x pekarot)

lyrics

dont care, you dont care 
when you're right there, in my crosshair
will you fight fair? baby fight fair

when you said you loved me did it feel wrong?
i gave you a poison and you dont even know
keep up the illusion that you're still in control but youre not and you know

we're breaking rules, you're cutting lines, im cutting loose
i think i need to slow it down, it's hard to do
its spreading like a poison that i cant even stop once it starts it just goes

when i say love you why's it feel wrong
i cannot explain it i just feel like a ghost
tell me you feel safer when you're here in my arms and i wont let you go

crxsshair (voidrave99)

prod. vacant.end

lyrics

you told me im not ready 
ive grown since nights spent alone now
you're a red light, id probably still go i lack self control now

i think too much, i try too hard 
you're all i want, im not enough
i miss your touch, its all i want
its hard to exist here without you

I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
And you're talkin' to me one-on-one
But you've become

Somebody else 'round everyone else
You're watchin' your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated

Life's like this you, 
and you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
You promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no

tell me, what's it like in the front seat?
dont know when life's gonna catch me
so i keep my head down running full speed

now that its over, we should have waited
everythings fucked its so complicated
all of the times that we had fun
now i see that you've become

Somebody else 'round everyone else
You're watchin' your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated

Life's like this you, 
and you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
You promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no

complicated (Vacant.end)

for mew ♡

prod. pekarot x jolst

lyrics

i dont wanna leave can i stay for a while?
before you go to sleep i wanna see you smile
i had other plans but im here with you tonight
ill show you where im at, and where my loyalties lie
(x2)

this is an open letter (open letter)
to say i'll treat you better than i did before
cuz all this stormy weather, hardly matters
if we can both make it out before the flood

i miss you when i sleep, more than you know
you permeate my dreams, but i know its just your ghost
i had other plans, i told you that before
ill show you that ive changed so much you cant ignore

i dont wanna leave can i stay for a while?
before you go to sleep i wanna see you smile
i had other plans but im here with you tonight
ill show you where im at, and where my loyalties lie
(x2)

i dont mind waiting here for you
i told you how i feel i know its overdue
i dont feel the same here without you
i dont like the pain its like my hearts in two

stay (pekarot x jolst)

prod secre x Jolst

lyrics

im sick of writing love songs
i think i understand why it went wrong
but you swear its only my fault
its probably why you blocked me on your iphone, i dont

know what you want from me
when you tell me you dont care it makes it hard to breathe
we kept each other company
i remember when you fell out of love with me

does she love me? does she love me? does she love me not?
used to tell me everything but i forgot
ive been trying to stay sane but i might lose it
im in pain i wish we didnt have to do this

in the kitchen we would sit on the countertop
now im crying picking petals off forget-me-nots
i miss your voice how you sang it was soothing 
every night i spent afraid that i'd lose you again

i know that i messed up, (im so sorry)
blame it all on bad luck (i dont know)
ive been feeling so stuck, (kill me softly)
but i dont wanna give up (and bleed me slow)

just say that you love me too, ive been staying up late 
dreaming of you
nobody gets me like you, and miss you all the time i dont know what to
so, 

take my heart and watch it shatter, withered roses, what comes after?
i shouldve known should've seen the patterns, 
i felt alone, guess to me it didnt matter

take my soul and save it for your next life
crush my bones and scatter them in moonlight
i dont know how to feel but its not right
find me in the starlight, baby you know im the one

forget me (not) [secre x Jolst]

prod jolst x pekarot

lyrics

i thought i was better than that
ill try not to get too attached
cuz pain always comes with the fact
that you never wanted me back

heartache, hurts like, toothaches
dull pain, let me rot, and decay

i thought i was stronger than that
too many problems attached
i didnt know how to react
its okay

pick me up, and throw away
burn me down, to cremate
save yourself, its too late
we melt away, like snowflakes

my heart is under attack
feelings keep holding me back
i need to clean up my act
its too late 

before i die, of old age
bury me, in snow banks
where i lie, my soul takes
we melt away, like snowflakes

dont let me fall, dont let me fall
are you here at all? are you here at all?
dont let me fall, dont let me fall i dont wanna wait

before i die, of old age
bury me, in snowbanks
where i lie, my soul takes
we melt away, like snowflakes

snowflakes // angel's requiem (jolst x pekarot)

prod. irby x pekarot

lyrics

its getting dark out, im feeling lonely
i try to calm down, i cant control my heart
i never figured out, what you meant to me
so i blame myself cuz i tore us apart

i see you, i think i like you
i cant escape you, im too attached to you

i think we're soul bound, 
ive been waiting for you just to come around
i know i let you down,
i promise that ive changed and things are better now

ive been, spending too much time in the lions den
and i dont even think i really like my friends
so when i feel alone what am i craving? what am i saying?

will you lie to me? when you talk to me? 
dont wake me up, i like this dream
like videos, and fantasy
i just want your love, will you lie to me?

24/7 got you running through my mind
cuz a girl like you is so hard to find
ill break the rules, ill bend space and time
and i wont stop until i make you mine

i see you, i think i like you
i cant escape you, im too attached to you

i think we're soul bound, 
ive been waiting for you just to come around
i know i let you down,
i promise that ive changed and things are better now

will you lie to me? when you talk to me? 
dont wake me up, i like this dream
like videos, and fantasy
i just want your love, will you lie to me?

lie2me (irby x pekarot)

lost boy,
decaying at a breakneck pace

formerly nightmare 🖤

contact me @ lostboikairu@gmail.com

kairu

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