kaisexistence?

i dont find a need to fight.

prod me

what's there to talk about
tryna get away from my home for now
driving forty minutes and i look around
i don't think i'm ever gonna turn back now
why'd you talk that way
there's dread in your heart every single day
seems like you've known nothing other than hate
now all you do is give it away
i swear to god i tried
to do what's good to do what's right
still did me wrong but that's alright
cause now i'm driving into the night
and so i think a lot
bridges that i've burned and ones i've crossed
memories that haunt my head
they'll only leave me once i'm dead

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later:
and when i think about it
i think too hard and my mind is crowded
i know you said you cried about it
baby i know that you're lying
so i walk a lonely road
walked passed our spot as i'm coming home
and i remember that you once said
 i'm all you'll ever need and all you'll ever have but
maybe in ten years when we're older
i can see you on the aisle
with your boyfriend turning husband 
that can really make you smile
i was never meant for you and
you know i was in denial
maybe we can talk again some time 
but not for a little while

into the night w/ jacko

wifiskeleton - twenty sucks (slowed part)

See Me

summer w/overtonight

it's over 2night. (Deluxe)

right person wrong time

too far gone

hit by a bus

i really wanna kill your boyfriend - overtonight

Produced by holdmetillicry and coldwntr
Vocals mixed by holdmetillicry
Lyrics:

@holdmetillicry
you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

the way u drive me crazy
dont think ill live at 80
girl i just want ur love but u been acting shady

and girl im sorry that i forgot to take u out
but im a loser , sit online , what i write about
ill cut my wrists just watch me bleed i wont make a sound
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

@coldwntr
swear ur Love drives Me crazy
swear I want Ur Love so badly
Dont know what it'd take for you to like me back
I'd give you my life, I wont ever look back
You seem to not care latelyyyyyy 
i know u dont notice meeeeeee :///
Visions of what we Could Beeee<#33
just know that For You Id bleed

@holdmetillicry
and i can't work at all
baby i just wanna lay in bed zzz
i took 20 fucking pills to get you right outside my head
but it didn't even work, so i just think of you again
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

(ALL PLATS) for you, i bleed w/ coldwntr

june 2024 was the worst month of my life

you hurt me and i still havent healed

somehow your bound to me everywhere I go


(Kai, why do you even exist?)
I said that I would end it, but I'm too much of a coward.
And I haven't cut in weeks, cause I felt like I was drowning.
If I show my mom my music, it will never make her proud. 
So I'll keep it to myself, until I have a bigger crowd. 
Don't tell me bout your problems, cuz I don't wanna hear it. 
Cuz when I tried to explain, you said you don't wanna hear it. 
Cause I'm tired of games, and now I'm calling up the ref. 
(Kai is a fucking loser.)
Please take me out before I do it myself. 
Before I die. 
I'd like to sharpen a knife. 
Take the blade and drive it through my eye. 
(You are so goddamn pathetic.)
You told me yesterday, that I should just die. 
But that's something to be done.(3x)

why do i try so hard and why does it take so much

was it really worth it

taking out her lungs like an organ donor 
pop the pill and hit the floor like i fucking told her
got my hand on her neck like a fucking choker
if i ever get the chance i would fucking choke her
imma walk into the tomb like a fucking pharaoh 
we gone fuck by the stairs hoe going feral 
give a fuck if you care hoe get up in this
barrel
spending all my fucking time i’m on the internet while dodging all these pedophiles

pharaoh

“To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved"

was it really worth it

kaisexistence?

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