kaisexistence?

I guess every time you close your eyes
You see me standing right beside you
Brush your hair from morning on
Wipe your skin til your tears are gone
I guess everyone just fucking hates you
Shattered words will end and break you
Cry to me while you sing along
Look at me while you get it wrong
Say what you said I heard you

I known you for a long time so I can't hurt you
And I don't want you feeling like I'm not okay
I tried to leave but not again
Looking at the ceiling of my room
I'm pondering, I'm missing you

Thinking of our conversations
I can't even think of things to do
You wanted me to stay but I don't wanna see it through
Rathеr be by myself but evеry time I close my eyes I'm seeing you

-crayon

close ur eyes - crayon

a remake of migraine by jaydes with lyrics by retrogress

lyrics:
i feel so fucking useless and i wish more people cared
toil & trouble going through it ever since then time stood still
i made a mess out of my hands dried blood crusting at my wrist
i know i fucking hate you
but i wish i could tell you this

i made my mind up going through with it i hope that youre not mad
all the things ill never tell you but i know thats all my bad
i had the choice and opportunity but blew it all to hell
i hate your voice and what you do to me so why do i love you still

toil&trouble

i know you hate it but im alive and im healthy

whatever

first song ever really bad dont listne
told myself that idc
everyday see ur dumb curly hair
im so obsessed i stalk ur page,
im on delivered but it says ur not away
if i looked like him, you'd think that im cool
you said that hes pretty hot and idk what to do
it sucks theres no one like you its fucked ik i cant have you
its not that hard to check ur phone
are u doing it on purpose or am i just that unknown
to you, wonder how i look to you
guess im nobody at all jst a random fkin dude

cant have you

lyrics:
gonna take my life
on a cold december night 
there's no reason why
i guess it just feels right :P
i hope you miss my warmth
remember how you'd ignore
all my cries for help
and it got to the point 
where i no longer know 
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself

kill myself, brains all on the wall
such a shame you ignored my call
you're so mean when you're talking to me 
really makes me wonder if you'll even miss me



cold december night

june 2024 was the worst month of my life

you hurt me and i still havent healed

somehow your bound to me everywhere I go


(Kai, why do you even exist?)
I said that I would end it, but I'm too much of a coward.
And I haven't cut in weeks, cause I felt like I was drowning.
If I show my mom my music, it will never make her proud. 
So I'll keep it to myself, until I have a bigger crowd. 
Don't tell me bout your problems, cuz I don't wanna hear it. 
Cuz when I tried to explain, you said you don't wanna hear it. 
Cause I'm tired of games, and now I'm calling up the ref. 
(Kai is a fucking loser.)
Please take me out before I do it myself. 
Before I die. 
I'd like to sharpen a knife. 
Take the blade and drive it through my eye. 
(You are so goddamn pathetic.)
You told me yesterday, that I should just die. 
But that's something to be done.(3x)

you hurt me and i still havent healed

kaisexistence?

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