@shikixo
@kindahaunted
RARE VID: https://youtu.be/YXwdBd9copk
lyrics:
baby i don't wanna eat i wanna fade away
i don't wanna fall asleep i wanna die today
i been smoking on formaldehyde it eat my brain
and ik yr fucking him so i just lie awake

well like i guess we were in love until we fucked it up n lost it
i been staring at my ceiling waiting on an open coffin
sick of these 4 walls and the agony of silence
i think i'ma be alright as long as i stop lying
everything i touch been turnin to gold i feel like midas
i can't fall asleep cuz in my dreams yr always dyin
baby why u cryin?
baby r u proud of me?
i did everything i said i would to those who doubted me
but i know u see me with a sold out tour
but i cut 13 lines and i cut 13 more
and i regret it everytime u knock i open the door
tell the boys pack their bags, they're all goin 2 war

4 leaf clover, bby i been feelin lucky
u can take the pain away, it gets replaced with all this money
u cut thru me like a razor cuz u kiss me, leave me bloody
i been gettin better on my own, don't tell me that u love me
u shouldn't tell me that u love me, i don't wanna find out
just a whisper while ur leavin, i don't wanna cry now
i don't wanna know the truth, think i need to lie down
i was thinking u were mine now :'(

and i think something's wrong w my head
i can't go thru that again ;)
i need some rest i'm braindead
need something for the pain

formaldehyde (prod. taylor morgan) [vid in desc.]

sorry for the inactivity, working on some better music!

without you my day sucks (guda)

by your side

find solace <3

mix & mastr by me 😱

lyrics

wear your heart out on ur sleeve now that ur bleeding out
there’s a lot more u will see now that ur leaving town
pressing screens, live like feins i can’t tell u everything but what u hear u gotta scream it loud

nearly accepted what i preach but do u mean it now
there’s not a lot more i can teach with that defeated frown
i can sense a force that’s tense and did i mention still affection coz the trees that we grew from weren’t from different ground

baby i’m tryna ‘scape reality 
coz maybe this life we live ain’t what it seem
ur point of view is something i’d love to believe
but when you’ve lived inside this hole so long it’d hurt even looking up to see

now
feel the breeze now 
and trees now
hear the voices speak now

i’m sorry for my point of view and i can take it back
and i’ll try help with all the damage that i caused but that
isn’t a promise i’m just not one to hold my word when the futures as uncertain as my mental (verge on the collapse)

and if i’m honest
we’re living in a lodge amidst a fire in th forest
it’s in ur gut so save urself before it’s too late i’m sure ur prolly sick of hearing all this logic
im sick cant stop it
lets change the fucking topic

fire in th_forest (yasuma)

shoutout to @fleshgolem for the crazy mix & mastr

lyrics

abuse me and hurt me but don’t fuckin love me
it’s what i deserve all this earth does is fuck me
and breaking me down till i’m one with the ground
when i don’t feel like talking that’s me calling her ugly

it’s hard when ur broken 
someone that’s all knowing 
but no way could fix up all of these emotions 
or whatever’s left 
on this trip i’ve been floating the motions are flowing but everything’s slowing me down
but when ur around 
i feel my pulse beating twice as fast and the clocks not making sound

she said do u feel it now 
no but why am i bleeding out
stopped the healing now
oh fuck i can feel it now

oh fuck i can feel it now
im losing my patience now
been taking my time, my whole fucking life and I cannot lose this now

my body is losing its function 
the motor inside isnt pumping 
im losing my care in this high numbered function
ill make everyone think that im something 
so get the fuck out of my way 
ive got too much shit that i held ‘till this day
fucks sake i love u 
this once just believe what I say

i dont wanna move forward
till ive found a new face
been farming ideas now i want the source 8

masochist (whitlen)

https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229/youth-santana?si=d1375d62267945108ccb686b18c447ba&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

residential - youth (cover)

u dont like me (prod. eric godlow)

fall back

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

nevrfall's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.nevrfall1669


/lyrics/ 

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

throw my fist through the air
breaking knuckles against the wall
I'm not real
I'm not real
at all

head blown
started throwing objects
haven't left the bed
mom thought i was a carcass
i can't even write now
not even an artist
fuck all of the fake shit
ive been getting nauseous
i don't wanna say shit
that i don't mean regardless
had to take a break
i just had to leave the darkness
things ain't looking up
and i don't really care now
i just need to keep to myself
I'm prepared now

four months passed
and ithought i was goner
i can feel my heart beat
feel it getting faster

i just need some time
to get out of my mind
OK
need to clear a path
get the fuck out my way
it feels like
no matter what i say
i end up in the same
forsaken place

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

0.1 (nevrfall)

pessimist

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Молчание
Слышу твоё дыхание
Ты мне своё шептание
I′ve been waitin' only you
Ты моё молчание
Слышу твоё дыхание
Ты мне своё шептание
I′ve been waitin' only you
verse
Глаза закрой
Твоё укрытие за моей спиной
Мы опьяняемы дождевой водой
Просто, малая, доверься, я с тобой
Наедине
Так заражён тобою был извне
Помню, что ты говорила в тишине
Просто ты доверяй лишь своей душе
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Всё плохое прекратим, вместе прекратим
chorus
Молчание
Слышу твоё дыхание
Ты мне своё шептание
I've been waitin′ only you
Ты моё молчание
Слышу твоё дыхание
Ты мне своё шептание
I′ve been waitin' only you

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