this is my favorite kind of song, in every way. 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟 10 out of 5 stars 🤩

😎❤️‍🔥👍🤡🌏🐸🥶🤯🍁

I fucking needed this so motherfucking beautiful dude

I don't know what to write...❤️❤️❤️💚💚❤️💚🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

yeah, you got this. your music has helped us through many a dark moons as well as blazing daze. blessings from the Appalachians and please keep your story going strong. if ever in VA, just holler and lets burn a couple down✌️💚

The Upload - 05

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Artwork by KloudM

LYRICS:
Maybe I’m ashamed
‘Cause maybe I’ll lose
I’m broken apart
Lookin’ for the glue
But the fight isn’t done 
There’s more I could do
A man is his heart
And the heart can be bulletproof
So yeah, maybe I’m maimed
but I’ll never be done
I’ll stand like a king
with a crown made of blood
Look in my eyes
see what hasn’t been touched
The sting of defeat
needs permission to cut

And maybe I’m just wrong
And maybe I should admit its over
But that’s just not my way
You see a dead man walkin’
I see the steps I take

I’ma finish what I started
I’ma get through this I promise
One way or another I’m making it home
I keep this photo in my pocket
Through all this, I still haven’t lost it
‘Cause if my lover’s got a view
I know living is a killer cologne

I’ll see you when we’re kissing hello
‘Cause baby I’m making it home
I’ll see you when we’re kissing hello
‘Cause baby I’m making it home

So here I’ma stay
The arena can boo
I’m liking the scars
I’ll spit out the tooth
Yeah, we’re not the same
I’m not my wounds
A man is his heart
And the heart can be bulletproof
Yeah, there is no blade
That’ll cut through my soul
There is no gun
I’m afraid you can load
When you look in my eyes
See I am whole
You can hurt this flesh
But no pain will ever touch my ghost

So I’ma finish what I started
I’ma get through this I promise
One way or another I’m making it home
I keep this photo in my pocket
Through all this, I still haven’t lost it
‘Cause if my lover’s got a view
I know living is a killer cologne

I’ll see you when we’re kissing hello
‘Cause baby I’m making it home
‘Cause baby I’m making it
‘Cause baby I’m making it home

Killer Cologne

Stream

Problems

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LYRICS:
I don’t think I’m even good enough
I should quit while I’m behind
I feel like I’m biting aluminum
They’re saying what’s happened to Kai?
They’re telling me don’t ever take a break
They tell me you win or you die
They tell me not winning is my only sin and
To give into sin is to piss in the mind 
Yeah, I’m not addicted to liquor 
Put the glass down, you could pass out 
Yeah, but if me winning was served with a lemon
Throw the cap out, I would blackout, yeah
I gotta keep winning to cover my limits
and forget the trauma I’ve been in
If I’m not on top, I can feel it
the proof that I’m nothing, I’m no one, I’m finished
I’ve gotta get up
I need validation and love
I need a whole nation of love
I gotta make up for the vacancy of it
I don’t see my pain in the face of the public
So look at me, follow me, I’m gonna covet it
Help me forget I forgot how to love me
I need me a hit of anonymous loving
To feel for a minute that I’m more than nothing to you
Yeah, ooh, I got something to prove
Soon as I step in the booth
This is me fighting abuse
This is me wanting to use
Yeah, who needs the vodka?  I got your attention
I see tequila dripping from the comment section
And blunt smoke in every like and mention
I got some new drugs
I can feel good when the views come
I’m checking my phone to consume some
Of that crack, that double tap that, I’m a user
And I’m used to, yeah, looking outside of myself, yeah
Trynna find my worth in the eyes of someone else
Yeah, if I don’t win I’m scum, yeah
If I’m number one, yeah, no that’s not enough
If I don’t love my own self
I’ve gotta unlearn being concerned about all this
Ain’t nobody on earth is flawless
I don’t wanna seek applause, it’s
outside of me, it ain’t mine
I wanna feel better, no fear in the mind,
No beer in the hand, envy in the eye,
Or anything but, thank God, I’m alive
And thank God I’m alive
Drunk driving at night with a mind full of self-hate
Another night, ‘nother midnight milkshake
Another fight with the hell my self made, like damn
How many cuts are by my hands?
How much poison’s from my soul?
What bad luck is just the man?
Like how much of me is trapped by “I am”
Which of my demons came from my damage?
What enemies came from my land?
How much of what I can’t do is what I won’t do
And what I blame it on is how I cope through it
And what I’m hating on is how I show you
It’s like I’ve had a war inside of myself
Like I opened up a door when I was like twelve
And then every morning forward, no matter my health,
I would wake up in the mud and I’m done with it
Waking up like, wow, this again?
This face, this town I’m living in, sinning in
I wanna live, I wanna finally get some new drugs
Like give me that fanny pack and that food truck
And maybe I’m stuck with just one chick, my medusa
I wanna see the sunset as a gift, hallelujah
And I got two bucks to my name, so what
I’m a new buddha
I wanna feel calm in the jaws of a barracuda
Laying in my blood and I still got love for my shooter
Rewind everybody, we’re the same, unmade, no doula
Look at everything you want and hate and face your ruler

New Drugs Freestyle

Songs Used
1) Treading Water- Said the Sky
2) Waiting- Caslow ft Kaylie Foster 
3) Takeaway- Illenium & The Chainsmokers ft Lennon Stella

Said the Sky x Illenium x Caslow- Treading Water X Takeaway X Waiting

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Euphoria

Yoo! It's Jimmy - had to remix this song "I Never Liked Your Friends" - when I heard this song for the first time in 2019, it made me feel so nostalgic. Here is my piano house remix of the song. Let me know what you think in the comments!

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The Federal Empire - I Never Liked Your Friends (ROSEDRiiVE Remix)

Submission for MOONBOY's "Need U" Remix Contest, Enjoy !

MOONBOY - Need U ft. Madishu (JoToasty Remix)

DRINKS ON ME: VOLUME 4

I'm back again with the fourth edition of my mix series "Drinks On Me" and I could not be more happy with the outcome of this one! Super excited for you all to listen to all the original mashups and edits I put this together with! Shoutout to the entire Deerock Discord Fam for all the help throughout this process.

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Drinks On Me: Vol. 4

Tusk Tape 1.0

Cut Deep – Stripped

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New War

pen & paper

Foolish Lover

Saint Laurent

Mikey Mike’s Life on Earth: Vol. 1

Yasmin you will never hear this

Ride

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