YOUR QUEEN IS BAAAAACK
Thank you for your support <3 gonna be posting a lot more in the near future :)
Produced by martensite
Mix/Mastered by Demxntia
Art by me and Digital Yams

Get it Down (Again) Prod. Martensite

Eyes Closed w/ Fantasy Camp + Curtains

Good times are good times <3 Prod by https://soundcloud.com/multirex
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I remember when I met you...it was a cold January late night singing the blues
I never fell in love I swear it's true, but the moment that I talked to you
It felt like everything was good...
Why does it feel strange? I've been zoning out for days...
But no i've been feeling down with my head in the clouds
And im running outta town gotta stop stresing out...
CHORUS: Clearwater memories, love when you're next to me
I swear don't leave my side cuz I swear you're keeping me alive.
Stay by my side, guess i'm gonna close my eyes...
Reminisce about those good times...
Late talks at night, we would talk about anything, Talk about life.
I swear everything's so good. I got u smiling like you should...
---Won't you go back in time with me? Back to clearwater memories...---
Oh no...Oh no...Oh no...Oh no,,,
~~I remember when we said goodbye you held my hand so tightly
 I tried so hard not to cry...
I swear I fell in love hope its not true...
That the moment that you walked away you didn't fall in love too..
Why does it feel strange? I've been zoning out for days...
But no i've been feelin down with my head in the clouds
And im runnning outta town gotta stop stressing out...
CHORUS: Clearwater memories, love when you're next to me
I swear don't leave my side cuz I swear you're keeping me alive.
Stay by my side, guess i'm gonna close my eyes...
Reminisce about those good times...
Late talks at night, we would talk about anything, Talk about life.
I swear everything's so good. I got u smiling like you should...



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Clearwater Memories [Prod. Multirex]

Enjoy.. Prod by https://soundcloud.com/charlesmanson :)
Visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMDm69-X3Kw
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I know that I gotta let this go...These memories they haunt me u should know
Ayo Ohh so tell me that you miss me too.. yea yea yea
And I laugh it off everytime you ask me how im doin, nah... 
I know you don't really give a shit 
and I should stop hitting you up cuz I know that
You're just moving on... You know I don't wanna deal with this
~~Growing up quick, we're all just getting old, 
Playing hide and seek, oh where did you go
You're just like a sunset, you're just gonna say goodbye to me again.
And I feel the tears run down my face but u just look away...
And everytime I see ur smile in the picture frame it don't look the same...
And I wonder what happened to the soul I once knew, 
My whole life changed on the day that I met you....
But I guess i'm just a memory...did you forget about me???
CHORUS: I just can't forget about you, forget about the things I put u through
And you should know that, I miss you so bad, tore my heart apart
Threw away all the words that I said...
~Take one more step closer to me...You walk away & then you leave...
--It's been getting harder just to breathe...
I've been drowning my memories Ayo Oh I don't think you miss me...
Nah Nah and I cry it off everytime you ask me how im doin
Nah I know you don't really give a shit and I should stop texting your phone
Cuz I know that you're just moving on. You know I should let go of this..
~~Growing up quick, we're all just getting old, 
Playing hide and seek, oh where did you go
You're just like a sunset, you're just gonna say goodbye to me again...
And I feel the tears run down my face but u just look away...
And everytime I see ur smile in the picture frame it don't look the same...
I just can't forget about you, forget about the things I put u through
And you should know that, I miss you so bad, tore my heart apart
Threw away all the words that I said...
~Take one more step closer to me...You walk away & then you leave...

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Can't Forget You [Prod. funeral] +Visual in description

A sad song about a sad girl. Prod by  https://soundcloud.com/orionnotitle
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She's sinking down the oceans, she's choking on emotions...
She feels herself sinking, getting deeper, shes holding onto her breath,
just falling to her own death, she feels herself sinking,getting deeper deeper. 
She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.




https://kaiyko.bandcamp.com/album/reminiscing-girl-ep

TheGirlWhoLivesUnderwater [Prod.Orion]

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/scummusic and https://soundcloud.com/demxntia 
Produced/Mixed/Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2xvldSfqY7pk8Z0DWyCYyL?si=7m_ZS2V3SyCZPwCn1Gt0Qg 
Lyrics:
[kaiyko]

i get lost when i get scared
freaking out about the endless possibilities 
find myself crying in my backyard
hoping to myself that the neighbors can't hear me
but I love how simple and sweet
you always make things out to be 
deep inside I wish I was like you
but everything about you always cuts through me

Like a knife right through my chest
Cutting deeper than the rest
Wish you could stay here forever
But I see what's coming next

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish I could keep us from harm
But I think love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart

[scum]

blood red
got my eyes red
from the crying
i'm fine
here we go again
man i'm trying
look me in my eyes
and tell me that i'll be okay
demons always haunting me
i think they here to stay
don't lie when you tell me that you care
i've been falling i even shaved my hair 
i been finding out who loves me
but i can't trust you

[kaiyko x demxntia]

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish i could keep us from harm
But i feel love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart

[demxntia]

nothing ever lasts
i been stuck inside my past
i'm faking all my smiles
and my heart is made of glass
it's shattered
but i don't think it really matters
i'd rather be alone than
feel the pain when i look at her

losing myself from this world, i
don't really know what to do, why
does everything come to an end?
cuz i can't make amends anymore
but you know i'll still be here 
confused with you

[kaiyko x scum x demxntia]

i get lost when 
i get scared
freaking out about 
the endless possibilities 
find myself crying
in my backyard
hoping to myself that
the neighbors can't hear me
but i love how simple and sweet
you always make things out to be 
deep inside i wish i was like you
but everything about you always cuts through me

like a knife right through my chest
cutting deeper than the rest
wish you could stay forever
but i see what's coming next

A Flame Out In The Wind w/ scum & demxntia

Prod by https://soundcloud.com/internet-boi 
Mixed/Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
You find your way inside my head 
Like a song that plays over and over again
And I can't seem to get you out the background
Oh no, now i'm falling into pieces
I can't believe how we ended up like this
It's really beautiful, It's so precious
How you brought my heart to a new dimension

And the moon was watching over us that night
Could I stay forever I hope that when I close my eyes
You'll be there when I open them tomorrow
But am I thinking way too far again?
No i'm just being myself, I never wanna play pretend
Cuz I love you with everything I have
So do what's best for me, baby can you do that?
I always let my feelings get the best of me
So when the time comes could you take care of me?

Cuz the moon was watching over us that night
Could I stay forever I hope that when I close my eyes
You'll be there when I open them tomorrow
But am I thinking way too far again?
No i'm just being myself, I never wanna play pretend

So baby tell me where I am, cuz i'm stranded here in this place
But you come save me again, and I find my heart in a new dimension

You find your way inside my head 
Like a song that plays over and over again
And I can't seem to get you out the background
Oh no, now i'm falling into pieces
I can't believe how we ended up like this
It's really beautiful, It's so precious
How you brought my heart to a new dimension

To A New Dimension (prod. internetBoi)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/jakkyboi
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
[And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz Summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it]

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

It's into drive, nevermind, turn it back around
Ever since I met you got my head always spinning
Around and Around like we goin 180
I think you got me sick but I know you're the remedy
And if you love me, you would sit there riding shotgun quietly
While I say what I gotta say cuz I don't have another day
If my heart's doing U-turns

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted 
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

SPOTIFYY

My Heart Does U-turns(prod. jakkyboi)

https://undergroundunderdogs.com/articles/inviting-us-into-her-own-story-kaiyko-shares-all-i-knew-before/
Wrote this one when i was going through it. I hope it can speak to you in some way. Thank u for listening.
Lyrics:::
Walking down this familiar street, It's 10 pm already
And I can't see a thing cuz my
Vision's so blurry and the thoughts in my head have
Eroded my happiness it's all worn out thin

So don't wake me up when I oversleep
I live in my dreams cuz the real world is merciless
And say you won't leave me to die alone
I'm losing myself don't know if i'll make it on my own.

Is this even real, Will I be okay, It's been getting hard for me 
Just to say, I've been trying.
And I thought I couldn't get through last night 
Fighting with these demons while I cried 
Didn't think it'd really come to this
But I almost let myself go till I

Saw your face and your voice reached out and said
I'll be okay and i'll live to see the next day
And the rain washed out all I knew before
And the sun came out and it opened my eyes.

So don't wake me up when I oversleep
I live in my dreams cuz the real world is merciless
And say you won't leave me to die alone
I'm losing myself don't know if i'll make it on my own

Walking down this familiar street I look up to the sky
And I feel my own heartbeat and im feelin so fuzzy
And the thoughts in my head
Have washed out all the toxins that left me for dead

So don't wake me up when I oversleep
I live in my dreams cuz the real world is merciless
And say you won't leave me to die alone
I'm losing myself don't know if i'll make it on my own

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/discent !!!
Mix by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia !!!

All I Knew Before (Prod. Discent)

I'm face down, won't you pull me from the bottom
I always got something I can't explain
So for a second I will turn away
Try to figure out what's inside of my brain
That's been eating me away
I got ten ice packs for the bruises I got every day
For the last few years and the last few months I been so so
So alone so alone Just walking through these empty worlds
You see me in your photographs but thats not me no more

So tell me you'll look for me And I promise I will look for you
Yea you say there's a place for me, But you're lying when I dream of you

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
I don't wanna cry, Feel like everybody's watching me
Trippin like this as if anybody knows of me
Ima keep it cool when i'm chillin next to somebody
Feelin like a nobody I'm living like a nobody

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
Is it too good to be true let me know now
Ima give it up real quick for the show now
Are you wishing for me?
Don't you wanna be free?

Yea i'm face down I been holding on for too long
Been killin myself everynight for another song
What's even for I do all of this just to make it through
I don't even care who's watching Ima do the shit I do

I got so much love so much love yea all around the world
But i'm still such a nobody, But I still got somebody
To make me feel something I guess that's all I ever needed

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
I don't wanna cry, Feel like everybody's watching me
Trippin like this as if anybody knows of me
Ima keep it cool when i'm chillin next to somebody
Feelin like a nobody I'm living like a nobody

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling

Like A Nobody (Prod. Otvaje)

Stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2UsvQ3rPyxIqOupbE4HsSg?si=UJvdPMa4SESBxsyXyMXYcQ
(I don't wanna go home right now, I just wanna feel the outside air
I remember I was crying next to you, Now I wonder if you still care)

Face first on the concrete doesn't compare to how I feel about you!
Got me drivin off these cliffs of misery, I can't let this off my chest
No i'm not talkin bout the silly drama, Left our high school days
And we're onto new problems alright
I been getting to the bag don't wanna talk to you
I'm the only one allowed to see my dream fall through

And it's alright, If you replace me, 
You won't find no one that sees the way that I see.
Yea I see visions of the future I can see it all.
All the wins and all the losses even my down-
Fall through, I just wanna fall through
Fall out of the lines and all the spaces that were built by you
Don't hit up my line if you not talkin bout the paper
Tryna make the moves before I see myself fade first

Because i'm hoping that I see just a little bit more than this
Cause i've always been a little afraid of it
But now I think i'm ready to fall through, fall through

And i'm not talkin bout the silly drama, Left our high school days
And we're onto new problems alright
I been getting to the bag don't wanna talk to you
I'm the only one allowed to see my dreams-

Fall through I just wanna fall through
Fall out of the lines and all the spaces that were built by you
Don't hit up my line if you not talkin bout the paper
Tryna make the moves before I see myself fade first

Because i'm hoping that I see just a little bit more than this
Cause i've always been a little afraid of it
But now I think i'm ready to fall through, fall through

I Wanna Fall Through (Prod. Discent)

Listen on spotify~ https://open.spotify.com/track/07TSKG9mwPs8Rh2n3YI5qV?si=12LtSq0kTLulOgKlgEefVg
I'm sorry, I should've told you this a long time ago
But my heart at 18 was so young I never thought I would know
How much it would hurt, hurt, hurt, this much
And it's taking all my energy to write this song
So face my truth, or tell me what I should
To keep you there, Cause you are everywhere to me
I see you standing there, Next to an ocean blue
And the tears they don't fall, Yeah the tears they don't fall
I think i'll save it for when I get home

But don't you know, know, know, I love you so, so so
We're being dramatic, I think it's just a habit
That we both share
So are you who you say you are?
I feel like such a fool alone in my car

So i'll face my truth, or tell myself what I should
To keep us there, Cause we are everywhere to me
I see you lying there, I hope you're asleep so
you don't hear my crying
Know that I was the one, Yea I was the one 
Who was keeping it all underneathe my skin

But don't you know, know, know, I love you so, so so
We're being dramatic, I know it's just a habit
That we both share

Don't let me get too far away, I have too much I need to say
But my tongues' so selfish like this
My hearts just having it's fit. I don't wanna say goodbye
But I don't wanna be away from you so
Don't you know don't you know don't you know

Face my truth, Tell myself what I should do
To keep me there, Cause i'm not anywhere no more.

But Don't You Know (Prod. Tidecruz)

Lyrics: 
Is it the start of the end or the start of beginning no
Cuz I don't know where to go when everyone starts leaving home
And the rest feels so unknown
You can be my killer if you wanted, you can be my killer if you tried
I wouldn't move a muscle if you came through 
And just shot me with your lies

Just tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive home
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

This is your last saving point
You can turn around now or face the fact that 
What you want's not what you'll get
But you'll get something close it
Stop your crying it's not the end of the world
But no one listens to a quiet little girl
I wanna talk about, don't wanna shout about it
Left me alone made me the killer on the drive hom

Okay, here I go again I apologize for the way 
I've been acting since the beginning
I know that you still love me so, Say that you will hold me close
But I know that it'd be better for the whole world if you just

Tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive home
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

So tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights

KILLER ON THE DRIVE HOME (PROD. 6SIGMA)

S/O https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke 4 the beat
S/O https://soundcloud.com/demxntia 4 mixing 
S/O my bf 4 helpin wit da cover txt :,)
LOVE YALL THX SOOO MUCH 4 LISTENING!!!
LYRICS:
Tension! Tension! Is building in my heart again
Chemical inside my brain are constantly calling it off
Feelings get a hold of me and I say things that I don't mean but hey
There's no such thing as perfect in reality
~I don't wanna go back so baby let me take my time
I don't wanna see your face or hear your voice don't hit my line
And ima do what i wanna do from now on
Sit back in my car with the music up loud
And i don't care if you're proud of me or watching me
~Cuz i've been up all night startin fights with my thoughts again
Tell me where it ends, oh my god, Here I go again

Tension's all that i've known and I won't let go
Cuz i'm alive, All day and night
Tension's all that i've got so I just can't stop
Cuz i'm alive, All day and night
Darlin' why am I fallin for you again?
Found you deep in my heart, where you've always been
Even if i'm cryin I can keep on dancin to the beat of my heart
With the tension in my head

Tension! Tension! Is building in my heart again,
I think I should let you go cuz maybe it's just for the best
But you go and pull me right back
I don't wanna have to fight this again
I'm stuck cuz I can't go without a happy ending
~I am better off on my own, but I don't wanna live without your soul

And ima do what i wanna do from now on
Sit back in my car with the music up loud
And i don't care if you're proud of me or watching me
~Cuz i've been up all night startin fights with my thoughts again
Tell me where it ends, oh my god, Here I go again

Tension's all that i've known and I won't let go
Cuz i'm alive, All day and night
Tension's all that i've got so I just can't stop
Cuz i'm alive, All day and night
Darlin' why am I fallin for you again?
Found you deep in my heart, where you've always been
Even if i'm cryin I can keep on dancin to the beat of my heart
With the tension in my head x2

SPOTIFY

TENSION! (PROD. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

thank u  https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic for this beat<3
thank u https://soundcloud.com/demxntia for mixing like always<3
thank u guys for listening and always supporting me<3333
Lyrics: I wish I could see whats ahead of us
But what's the point if i'm still tryna live my life 
Like a waste of my time, You'll waste it for me
And hey you with a low self esteem
Why you gotta go and make a fool outta me?
It's not the end of the line, so why you wanna cut it?
You know that we still got it good
~Frame by frame try to live it, You ain't gotta worry bout nothin
I'll be somethin worth your time so, Learn it from me
And I love you like i've loved no one before
Yeah I know it's harder to describe yeah it's for sure
Something way too good to let go
But if it has to go we still got it good.
~Try to see it better than my old eyes could see
But my heart is like an anchor
Keepin me down like my tear-stained cheeks
Try to wipe it away, Do you really wanna see me?
It's not the end of the line so why you wanna cut it?
You know that we still got it good.
~Frame by frame try to live it, You ain't gotta worry bout nothin
I'll be somethin worth your time so, Learn it from me
And I love you like i've loved no one before
Yeah I know it's harder to describe yeah it's for sure
Something way too good to let go
But if it has to go we still got it good.
And I don't wanna fight this fight no more
I'm fallin off the edge but i'm in control
I see it right there see it right there
But why do I still stand here?
~Frame by frame try to live it, You ain't gotta worry bout nothin
I'll be somethin worth your time so, Learn it from me
And I love you like i've loved no one before
Yeah I know it's harder to describe yeah it's for sure
Something way too good to let go
But if we hold on you know we've got it good
Yeah yeah you know we still got it good

WE STILL GOT IT GOOD (PROD. IOF)

thank you to the people that continue to support me u guys r everything<3
produced by curtains & mixed by demxntia 
lyrics:
find me fallin out of time
catch me loosing my mind
every single damn time you
go on call me out call me call me call me out
cmon tell me that im doing everything all wrong
and that i got a couple things i gotta work on
I gotta work on, damn i gotta work on
show me show me how i should to turn my whole world around
the only only unreasonable person right now
is me me me don't try to slip out of the line
and reap reap reap what i sow so i cant cry at all

and i dont wanna think about the other side
and what its like and the feelings that i gotta hide
cuz i dont wanna be the answer i dont have the answer
but you should know by now that you're my everything
i lost my heart in the open i wanted to show you but it's too late
cuz i been waiting on so you long
idk what is wrong with the future
but im seeing clearer
over and over watch me do this over
thought im feelin better but i haven't found the right cure
and now its been a really really really long time
since i been feelin like myself and i can finally shine
through the dark days it feels like its forever
don't know what i should say when i cannot remember
why i need you by my side
and all the reasons why i gotta get up and try but i know you'l....

find me fallin out of time
catch me loosing my mind
every single damn time you
go on call me out call me call me call me out
cmon tell me that im doing everything all wrong
and that i got a couple things i gotta work on
I gotta work on, damn i gotta work on
show me show me how i should to turn my whole world around
the only only unreasonable person right now
is me me me don't try to slip out of the line
and reap reap reap what i sow so i cant cry at all

CALL ME OUT(PROD. CURTAINS)

Produced by T8 !!!!
Lyrics:
Why should I care about what u said what she said
I don't even know why it's messin wit my head but

It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream
Wish I could see you
The way you see me in your head
So picture perfect
But I just wanna be dead

I got it on my own for awhile
Until I felt sad again
I just wanna see the end
Cuz everyone is useless
When you're on your own
Ain't it funny that it feels like my best friend is my phone.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Was it my fault everything's complicated
But you can't take the blame
Can't take care of everything
You say it's a waste
To throw away just everything
But maybe you're the right one
And I am the wrong one for this time.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Was it my fault everything's complicated
It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream
Wish I could see you
The way you see me in your head
So picture perfect
But I just wanna be dead
I got it on my own for awhile
Until I felt sad again
I just wanna see the end
Cuz everything is useless
When you're on your own
Ain't it funny that it feels like my best friend is my phone.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Is it my fault everything's complicated
But you can't take the blame
Can't take care of everything
You say it's a waste
To throw away just everything
Maybe you're the right one
And I am the wrong one for this time.

Why should I care about what u said what she said
I don't even know why it's messin wit my head but
It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream

RUNNING OUT/KINDA FUNNY (PROD. T8)

Produced by 1800.sean & Mixed by Demxntia 
Lyrics:
Let go of everything that you've been holding on
It's not easy but you're feelings aren't wrong
Don't look back again cuz there's nothin 4 u there
Or here or anywhere
Im so sick of feelin like u tied me to my own grave, my grave
I coulda been someone better but I had to go and get carried away
away

I wanna be the person you adore so
Tell me all the dark secrets inside your head
Is it okay?
If I forgive myself one more time
Can I still be the one on your mind each day.
Is this the one chance that I just won't take.

Wish I could break in, that crazy head of yours
I know u fakin for the whole sake of feelings you can't ignore
I know u got it out, let it out, but in a bad way
Go back to those days, Am I a dreamer without a choice
Or forcing myself to get better?
You don't wanna go there, you don't wanna go there
No one is making you 
I know it's not I know it's not fair
Fightin myself for your own place
Knowing the feeling might not change
I wish youd say I'll be okay cuz

I wanna be the person you adore so
Tell me all the dark secrets inside your head
Is it okay?
If I forgive myself one more time
Can I still be the one on your mind each day.
Is this the one chance that I just won't take.

Let go of everything that i've been holding on
It's not easy but my feelings aren't wrong
Don't look back again cuz there's nothin 4 u there
Or here or anywhere
Im so sick of feelin like u tied me to my own grave, my grave
I coulda been someone better but I had to go and get carried away
away

I wanna be the person you adore so
Tell me all the dark secrets inside your head
Is it okay?
If I forgive myself one more time
Can I still be the one on your mind each day?
Is this the one chance that I just won't take?

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