When I was a little girl, like really little like eight or so, I was playing in my father's study, a place in the house I wasn't supposed to go. My father fancied himself a sailor. His study was filled with nautical decor. He kept a boat in a bottle on the top of a shelf and it shattered on the ground when I slammed the door. I told my mother everything, I told her I was so so sorry. She told me don't cry when he comes home tonight we can make everything okay, this is all we have to say, "We don't remember a boat in a bottle. It must have fallen of its shelf alone. We know you loved it, we're so sad its broken, but neither one of us was even home." And it's our word, yes our word, against his. So I hid screw ups from my father. Made up school awards to please my mom. Whatever made the steak taste, whatever kept the waters calm. I was told to keep their secrets, and in turn they'd keep mine. As I got older I got dumber. I couldn't help but cross the line.

For the Record started playing and I was like "36 questions... that sounds familiar" then this song plays and I'm like "OHHH"

We know you loved it! We’re so sad it’s broken!

Random phase

deja vu

Our Word • 36 Questions

Evelyn Evelyn

All songs are by Natalie Chavez/Backseat Vagabond

No Strings Attached (Enemies To Lovers)

Kerosene - Amanda Waffles

Your Stupid Face (Full song) - Kaden Mackey

I'd like to draw attention that although this song uses gendered language, the overturn of Roe v Wade effects trans, nonbinary and gender non-conforming people, but the highest at risk of us is low income black and brown people with uteruses. 

Thank you for the support on this song-
I brought this song up to my team before it was even finished being written and they thought it was urgent that we get it out as soon as possible. I recorded this that day and got it back from being mixed the next day.

This is the reason I make music. To send a message and express my raw emotions regardless of what people think. Fuck the Supreme Court all the way. Fuck this white supremacist country all the way. We need radical change and we need it now.

I love you guys and I am here with you.

Fuck The Supreme Court (Rant Song)

Fuck The Supreme Court (Rant Song) by Rio Romeo (they/them)

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by madilyn mei

lyrics:

I think I really miss my bed
Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end?
I had it good, I had it good
And yet I left and can't retrace my steps
My steps

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be faster

Run for the yard
They’ve barred up the gutter
That was our route better find another
Was that a rabbit?
Really not
Like the one I’ve seen on a cereal box

And the birds don’t talk
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me?
And the birds don’t talk
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me?

(instrumental)

Cotton tail gonna end up in jail
Wrong place wrong time
Bad tune but it rhymed
And lined up perfectly to blame
The one who is far too tame
And he say:

Out, let me in, let me in, let me out
Stop telling me all about your problems
I been to hell, still in, get me out
Whatever they are I don’t know how to solve 'em

Out, let me in, let me in, let me out
Stop telling me all about your problems
I been to hell, still in, get me out
Whatever they are I don’t know how to solve 'em

Say, is that the kid from the milk carton?
Can I do anything when I’m also missing?
Something tells me kid
Never learned to swim
But can I do anything when I’m also drowning?

(instrumental)

Think I forgot a couple things
My brain is still at home
Home's far away
I really thought that life was one big race
But now I know it's one big chase

You can still win, just gotta be faster
You can, you can, you can, you can win

You can still win, just gotta be

I think I really miss my bed
Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end?
I had it good, I had it good
And yet I left and can't retrace my steps

Think I forgot a couple things
My brain is still at home (stop telling me all about your problems)
Home's far away
I really thought that life was one big race
But now I know it's one big chase (oh)

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be

You can still win, just gotta be

Oh, the air is thick
Kinda makes me sick
Can I give CPR when I'm suffocating?

And the birds don't sing
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)

Have they really domesticated me? (faster!)

The Milk Carton

Rock in God's Shoe. -Sushi soucy

i got no time/ sped up ♥

GUTS

vampire

"𝘚𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘳!!"

The art in the cover belongs to '𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘰𝘯' on Twitter!! 

★ 𝘚𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘚𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘚𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘳 !! ★- 𝘋𝘪𝘴𝘬𝘰 𝘞𝘢𝘳𝘱

Chridtmas Gift

YT link [+mp3 DL]: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOV2c0TiPpI

+ mix: crashtest @redshiftvocaloid
+ art: leela (http://calabresebun.tumblr.com)

In honour of National Suicide Prevention Week I covered My R, a song that deals heavily with suicide to hopefully raise awareness for it.

I also started a campaign on the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention to help raise funds for this!! Donate if you can and know that the funds go to a great cause! —> http://afsp.donordrive.com/campaign/wnrachie



＊Lyrics＊ (feel free to use!!)
Just as I was about to take my shoes off, on the rooftop there I see
A girl with braided hair here before me, despite myself, I go and scream
“Hey, don’t do it please!”

Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn’t care less either way
To be honest, I was somewhat pissed
This was an opportunity missed

The girl with braided hair told me her woes
You’ve probably heard it all before
“I really thought that he might be the one
But then he told me he was done”

For god’s sake please! Are you serious? I just can’t believe 
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
Are you upset cause you can’t have what you wanted?

You’re lucky that you’ve never gotten robbed of anything!
“I’m feeling better thank you for listening”
The girl with braided hair then disappeared

“Alright, today’s the day!” or so I thought
Just as I took both of my shoes off
There was but a girl short as can be
Despite myself, I go and scream

The petite girl told me her woes
You’ve probably heard it all before
“Everyone ignores me, everyone steals
I don’t fit in with anyone here”

For god’s sake please! Are you serious? I just can’t believe 
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
Cause even so, you’re still loved everyone at home
There’s always dinner waiting on the table, you know!

“I’m hungry” said the girl as she shed a tear
The girl short as can be then disappeared

And like that, there was someone everyday
I listened to their tale
I made them turn away

And yet there was no one who 
would do this for me, no way I could 
let out all this pain

For the very first time, there I see
Someone with the same pains as me
Having done this time and time again
She wore a yellow cardigan


“I just wanna stop the scars that grow
“Ev-e-ry-time that I go home
“That’s why I came up here instead”
That’s what the girl in the cardigan said
Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn’t care less either way
But in the moment I just screamed
Something that I could not believe
“Hey, don’t do it please!”

Aa what to do?
I can’t stop this girl, oh this is new
For once I think I’ve bitten off more than I can chew

But even so please just go away so I can’t see
Your pitiful expression is just too much for me!
“I guess today is just not my day” she looked away from me and then she disappeared

There’s no one here today, I guess it’s time
It’s just me myself and I
There’s no one who can interfere
No one to get in my way here

Taking off my yellow cardigan
Watching my braids all come undone
This petite girl, short as can be
Is gonna jump now and be free

Utattemita

My R (English Cover)

36 Questions- For the Record

36 Questions- Our Word

you either die a femboy, or you live long enough to see yourself become a politician.

36 Questions- Our Word

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