When I was a little girl, like really little like eight or so, I was playing in my father's study, a place in the house I wasn't supposed to go. My father fancied himself a sailor. His study was filled with nautical decor. He kept a boat in a bottle on the top of a shelf and it shattered on the ground when I slammed the door. I told my mother everything, I told her I was so so sorry. She told me don't cry when he comes home tonight we can make everything okay, this is all we have to say, "We don't remember a boat in a bottle. It must have fallen of its shelf alone. We know you loved it, we're so sad its broken, but neither one of us was even home." And it's our word, yes our word, against his. So I hid screw ups from my father. Made up school awards to please my mom. Whatever made the steak taste, whatever kept the waters calm. I was told to keep their secrets, and in turn they'd keep mine. As I got older I got dumber. I couldn't help but cross the line.

Random phase

deja vu

• Top of My School By Katherine Lynn-Rose •

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Average-Sushi Soucy

Your Stupid Face (Full song) - Kaden Mackey

The Ballad of Jane Doe

Rock in God's Shoe. -Sushi soucy

Played by The Crane Wives...
Kate Pillsbury - Emilee Petersmark - Ben Zito - Dan Rickabus

featuring their friends…
Steven Leaf - Savannah Buist - Katie Larson - Seth Bernard
Justin Dore - Ian Gorman - Michael Dause

Produced by The Crane Wives & Ian Gorman
Mixed by Ian Gorman
Engineered by Ian Gorman & Ben Zito
Recorded at La Luna Recording & Sound in Kalamazoo, Michigan
Mastered by Glenn Brown at GBP Studios in Lansing Michigan

Artwork by Rebecca Green

Thank you ~ our loving families, Ian & Rachel Gorman, Edith the Kitty, Carmen & Javier Vargas of Mi Pueblo in Kalamazoo, Rebecca Green, Joey Schultz of Chickenbach, The Accidentals, Seth Bernard & May Erlewine Bernard, Steve Leaf & the Ex Pats, Sean & Sarah Lamborne, Arlo Lamborne, Tyler Rehm, 88.1 WYCE, Matt Jarrells, John Sinkevics at Local Spins, Amber Buist, Josh Gibson, Bill Chesney, Lindsay Lou & the Flatbellys, The Appleseed Collective, Kris Kessel, Marianne Fisher, Leah Pillsbury

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The Moon Will Sing

i got no time/ sped up ♥

GUTS

vampire

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artwork by kris putter

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Lyrics:
When you’re gone I feel alone again
The voices cannot hold my hand
They keep me company at very best
Distract me from my loneliness

Maybe I’m just an anomaly
Even my demons have their families
Truly something must be wrong with me
To need you as much as I do

I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win

Shut up!

Here’s the reigns
Take ahold of me
Please don’t let me go

You do the talking
Sew up my mouth if I can’t keep it closed

There’s a dog barking right around the block
And a big ol’ whistle blow

Run for it
I’ll keep em occupied for you
Cause I love you, I love you so

Left me hangin at the station
But you’ll be back for me soon

I’m ‘bout to die
Yet the only thing I find i'm worried about is you

Something tells me you aren’t coming
Guess that I’m truly doomed

I’m 'bout to die
Yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you
I’m 'bout to die
Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you

I overhear your brain when it’s close to mine
Oh, I know that we’re not the same
My heart’s on the line

I’m just a pawn in your game
Not your partner in crime

And you’re slowly killing me
Taking your time
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your time

You’re slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)

You’re slowly killing me
And yet I don’t mind (You were never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
But please take your time

Partner in Crime

Listen

Rule #34

"𝘚𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘳!!"

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★ 𝘚𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘚𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘚𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘳 !! ★- 𝘋𝘪𝘴𝘬𝘰 𝘞𝘢𝘳𝘱

YT link [+mp3 DL]: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOV2c0TiPpI

+ mix: crashtest @redshiftvocaloid
+ art: leela (http://calabresebun.tumblr.com)

In honour of National Suicide Prevention Week I covered My R, a song that deals heavily with suicide to hopefully raise awareness for it.

I also started a campaign on the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention to help raise funds for this!! Donate if you can and know that the funds go to a great cause! —> http://afsp.donordrive.com/campaign/wnrachie



＊Lyrics＊ (feel free to use!!)
Just as I was about to take my shoes off, on the rooftop there I see
A girl with braided hair here before me, despite myself, I go and scream
“Hey, don’t do it please!”

Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn’t care less either way
To be honest, I was somewhat pissed
This was an opportunity missed

The girl with braided hair told me her woes
You’ve probably heard it all before
“I really thought that he might be the one
But then he told me he was done”

For god’s sake please! Are you serious? I just can’t believe 
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
Are you upset cause you can’t have what you wanted?

You’re lucky that you’ve never gotten robbed of anything!
“I’m feeling better thank you for listening”
The girl with braided hair then disappeared

“Alright, today’s the day!” or so I thought
Just as I took both of my shoes off
There was but a girl short as can be
Despite myself, I go and scream

The petite girl told me her woes
You’ve probably heard it all before
“Everyone ignores me, everyone steals
I don’t fit in with anyone here”

For god’s sake please! Are you serious? I just can’t believe 
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
Cause even so, you’re still loved everyone at home
There’s always dinner waiting on the table, you know!

“I’m hungry” said the girl as she shed a tear
The girl short as can be then disappeared

And like that, there was someone everyday
I listened to their tale
I made them turn away

And yet there was no one who 
would do this for me, no way I could 
let out all this pain

For the very first time, there I see
Someone with the same pains as me
Having done this time and time again
She wore a yellow cardigan


“I just wanna stop the scars that grow
“Ev-e-ry-time that I go home
“That’s why I came up here instead”
That’s what the girl in the cardigan said
Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn’t care less either way
But in the moment I just screamed
Something that I could not believe
“Hey, don’t do it please!”

Aa what to do?
I can’t stop this girl, oh this is new
For once I think I’ve bitten off more than I can chew

But even so please just go away so I can’t see
Your pitiful expression is just too much for me!
“I guess today is just not my day” she looked away from me and then she disappeared

There’s no one here today, I guess it’s time
It’s just me myself and I
There’s no one who can interfere
No one to get in my way here

Taking off my yellow cardigan
Watching my braids all come undone
This petite girl, short as can be
Is gonna jump now and be free

Utattemita

My R (English Cover)

All credits go to the original owner(s) of this Musical aka Joe Tracz. I own nothing. 

Lyrics :

[MICHAEL]
I am hanging in the bathroom at the biggest party of the fall
I could stay right here or disappear, and nobody'd even notice at all

I'm a creeper in a bathroom 'cause my buddy kinda left me alone
But I'd rather fake pee than stand awkwardly, or pretend to check a text on my phone

Everything felt fine when I was half of a pair
Now through no fault of mine, there's no other half there

Now I'm just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom, at a party
Forget how long it's been
I'm just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party
No you can't come in!
I'm waiting it out 'til it's time to leave
And picking at grout as I softly grieve
I'm just Michael who you don't know, Michael flyin' solo, Michael in the bathroom by himself
Oh, by himself

I am hiding, but he's out there, just ignoring all our history
Memories get erased, and I'll get replaced, with a newer, cooler version of me
And I hear a drunk girl sing along to Whitney through the door - I wanna dance with somebody!
And my feelings sink, 'cause it makes me think: now there's no one to make fun of drunk girls with anymore!

Now it's just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party
I half regret the beers
Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party
As I choke back the tears
I'll wait as long as I need, until my face is dry
Or I'll just blame it on weed, or something in my eye!
I'm just Michael who you don't know, Michael flyin' solo
Michael in the bathroom by himself!
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Knock, knock, knock, knock
They're gonna start to shout soon
Knock, knock, knock, knock
Oh hell yeah, I'll be out soon
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Knock, knock, knock, knock
[MICHAEL]
It sucks you left me here alone-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Knock, knock, knock, knock
[MICHAEL]
Here in this teenage battle zone-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Clang, clang, clang, clang
[MICHAEL]
I feel the pressure blowing up-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Bang, bang, bang, bang
[MICHAEL]
My big mistake was showing up-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Splash, splash, splash, splash
[MICHAEL]
I throw some water in my face
And I am in a better place
I go to open up the door
But I can't hear knocking
Anymore
 

And I can't help but yearn
For a different time
And then I look in the mirror
And the present is clearer
And there's no denying, I'm just-

At a party
Is there a sadder sight than-
*hums*
Michael in the bathroom at a party
This is a heinous night
I wish I stayed at home in bed watching cable porn
Or wish I offed myself instead
Wish I was never born!
I'm just Michael who's a loner
So he must be a stoner
Rides a PT Cruiser
God he's such a loser
Michael flyin' solo
Who you think that you know
Michael in the bathroom by himself
Oh, by himself
Oh, by himself
All you know about me is my name
Awesome party
I'm so glad I came

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i don't have anything funny to say here expect, if you hurt my son i will cut you.

michael must be protected

Michael in the Bathroom

36 Questions- For the Record

36 Questions- Our Word

you either die a femboy, or you live long enough to see yourself become a politician.

36 Questions- Our Word

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