chill

give this a like if that’s how u feel. Dropping this on my b day so show me some love 💙

Amygdala Hijack FT:  GoofEy

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LYRICS:
you can’t save me from myself
throw my heart into a wishing well
though it ended, i wish you well
captivated by your spell
(x2)

by your spell, your spell, your spell oh woa
you built up a wall jus to push me off
& i hate that i miss you when you piss me off
n what if my best is never enough

n i aint wanna take it slow myself
but, being what it was i couldn’t help it
now that im without you im in hell
might need you to love me can’t love myself..

n you can’t save me
but you can’t push me away
but i need something …
i need something to crave …

you can’t save me
but you can’t push me away
n i need something 
i need something today 

you can’t save me from myself
throw my heart into a wishing well
though it ended, i wish you well
captivated by your spell
(x2)

by your spell, your spell, your spell oh woa

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phase:15 [prod.mystxry]

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LYRICS: yeah, you’re just a stranger…
you’re just a stranger…

you’re just a stranger now
a couple problems of our motions got me goin down, motion sick
i won’t live, acid on my lips
i won’t live, acid on my lips

you’re just a stranger now
everything’s over complicated
i hate going out 
i’m sick of faking it to make it
when we’re both around 
i’m sick of acting non-invasive just 
to hold you down
we’re going down (x2)


just stop ! back up
take a second, you’ll see I’m a lot
pick the petals off me i guess you must love me not 
if you claim you love me then just show me 
when we talk 
i been thinkin bout you i been hoping it’ll stop

oh no, this how we go down
we going in circles
(we’re going in we’re going in we’re going in)
oh no, this how we go down
we’re going circles
(we’re going in, we’re going in, we’re going in)

you won’t leave me ‘lone when i’m resting
‘neath these hollow bones i’m all empty
things better left untold it gets heavy 
please just let me go you arrest me

you’re just a stranger now
everything’s over complicated
i hate going out 
i’m sick of faking it to make it
when we’re both around 
i’m sick of acting non-invasive just 
to hold you down
we’re going down (x2)

i'll get over it eventually

Jus some sad shit. 
thank u for any and all support. i love u all.
Check out more of Wolfe Garibay @wolfegaribay 
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Lyrics: 
Me: I’ll fuckin hate one day and just be happy the next
I might just open my phone and send a text to my ex
Just to drown out these emotions with some meaningless sex
& I mean who woulda guessed, when I’m left all alone
That if I ain’t gettin drunk then I’d rather be home
Cause all these motherfuckin feelings cut me down to the bone
Call me a catacomb, I’m sippin out styrofoam 
And you can try to hold me down but I jus be in my zone
Right, thats right, I been choppin up pills.
I’m sorry momma if you hear this you prolly gettin the chills but your,
oldest son has gotta deal wit his ills.
But he’s got big dreams, to get a house in the hills
& been sinnin a lot, but I been praying a lot.
And I know I don’t believe but it’s the last thing i got
But hey I gave it a shot, and I know you’d be proud.
You and my real dad both i still let him around,
But I just pushed him away, just like everyone else.
And I jus sit here at night, I do it all to myself.
I only saw him pictures that I kept up on my shelf,
But i ain’t ever fuckin call despite that love I felt.
Mood swing type shit I’ve never been one for love.
Cause the thing I the love most has just been money and drugs
I ain’t ever have a dad so I grew up wit a vice
So I’ll pop another pill I guess this pain will suffice tonight.

@wolfegaribay : I fucking hate one day 
I’m never happy the next.
I’m always sleeping inside. 
I’m always stressin stress 
I’m always losing my time. 
I’m always trying my best.
Close my damn closet.
Take this s off my chest 
I’m not a hero.
I ain’t flying no cape.
Going ghost.
And I ain’t leaving no trace. 
I ain’t a credit card.
And I ain’t about chase
Tired of playing life.
And I ain’t talking games 
Can we cut to the bull. 
I’m tired of seeing red. 
And feeling blue 
When I’m cool 
And when I’m cool
I just wanna feel sane.
But it seems I’m only happy.
When I’m drowning in rain 
I never answer calls.
I don’t need help 
You can never change 
How I see myself 
I never answer calls 
I don’t need no help
You will never feel 
All the pain that I felt 
Comeback

Days ft. Wolfe Garibay [prod. Cohardt]

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Lyrics:
zukosdead: Say you ain't fuckin wit me. I'm not ever worried my back a whole team. Don't come around here with that fake shit I know they intentions is they never as real as they seem. My neck is so icy it costs me a key. Don't try to come jack it leave you in the street. No time for the bitchin I'm stackin my pensions and all of my partnas is feelin like kings. 

Kamil: We at the top of the castle, 
If you got an issue then press it, no hassle bitch
All you fuckin do is talk
Step up to the crew put brains on the wall bitch
I just hit another lick
broke into a house and I stole me a brick yuh
All you niggas do is diss
But you stay doin nothing I’m fuckin yo chick

zukosdead: If you is mad you can try to come find me, I gotta admit I ain't one for the fighting. But if you want problems let's make it exciting. A bounty on yo head let's talk about prices. I like to just chill I ain't one for the violence, so please do not test me it turn into crisis. World on my shoulder I got all my vices but I make it work utilize my devices. 

Kamil: Doin the dash I’m stealing your cash
Break in and enter I’m fillin a bag up
You a snitch and call backup 
You a bitch nigga backup 
Oo
I jus need somethin to do,
I might rob a bank I got nothin to lose 
I chugged a bottle of booze
So if I fuck up you’ll catch me on the news

zukosdead: I ain't worried bout nothing don't think you runnin shit. I pull up on ya and cause an issue the fuck you wit. My whole team crazy I been on one ever since a jit. Bitch in my inbox I already knew that it was his. 

Kamil: Yo girl jus hit my line, but I ain’t got no time
You see we I’m at the top you need a ladder tryinna climb
Cause you ain’t ever livin this
All you niggas do is diss
But you ain’t ever pullin up because we on some other shit

zukosdead: really ain't playin no games, never change, know my mental deranged. Layin it down for the people who doubt it I stay doin good know that I ain't refrain. Bitches is really too lame, yall dudes is the same. You better just stay in ya lane. I'm makin it work for me and they still fuck wit me ballin up on em like this is 2k

Kamil: Where is your legacy, bitch do not step to me,
I’m sensing jealousy, feel my supremacy 
I’m poppin this ecstasy, mix it wit Hennessy,
This is my remedy, I’m feelin heavenly,
oo
I’m willing to die for the crew
I might catch a body this shouldn't be news 
You fuckin wit us and you lighting a fuze
so pull up on sight an we makin you ooze, bitch

ONSOMEOTHERSHIT

Kamil x Zukosdead ONSOMEOTHERSHIT [prod. Lil T1p]

please free me from this mental prison.
LYRICS: 

Give me the dark, and give me peace
Serenity is all I need.
I’m countin money, smokin trees
I need to put my mind at ease (x2)

Always haunted by the demons in my mental, 
Always on the move, never stop, never settle,
Anybody test me they get hit up wit the metal,
Better start to move, better run, better petal.

You ain’t nothin different boy quit acting like a rebel
I pull up on sight and now I see you acting gentle
Fill your head wit lead and now you lookin like a pencil
Police gon find you they gon trace you like a stencil 

Oo
These demons they follow me
Depression swallow me
Leaving me screaming these evils all bother me
Distract my mind so I cannot be bothered 
But deep down inside I be fighting these monsters

Yuh
Anybody else wanna run up on me
Anybody else wanna see what I see
Step in my brain and just maybe you’ll realize these nightmares got details I cannot unsee.

I choose to ignore them, they don’t got me beat.
It’s poppin off rappin or live in the streets
Now nothin can stop me, now who gonna pop me
I do this for family don’t do this for me.

I’m drownin in evil, don’t know how to swim
I’m under the water I’m bathing in sin
The voices get louder, but they have no power,
I’m digging my way out the pit that I’m in.

Give me the dark, and give me peace
Serenity is all I need.
I’m countin money, smokin trees
I need to put my mind at ease(x2)

I tried my best, but I cannot forget
I’m addicted to hurting the heart in my chest
I am afflicted, unfit, but I can’t say the rest
But I battle myself on the regular

Yes, I’m the worst
Wake up wit face in the dirt 
How I get here and where is my shirt
My demons took over again and I guess I’m to blame I but I cannot complain cause we one in the same
But I just gained control, 
But you don’t wanna try me cause I do not fold
You was born as a bitch, I was born as some gold, 
An If you got a problem your body turn cold.

Yuh
Fuck it I might lose control
I’m dumpin your body I might need a boat
I’m back on my shit fuck your bitch in her throat
I already told you bitch I am the goat

!!!The goat, I am above you!!!
I fucked on your bitch after she say she love you 
I meant what I said, I never bluff
I’m runnin a muck rearranging her guts

They say I’m insane cause I do this for fun
The blood on my hands is not nearly enough 
You know where I be nigga I never run
Now what the fuck happened I thought you was tough

MENTAL [prod. Nico Guapo]

Produced by SickDrumz

Copyright 2019 COR/TAN Records / Experts Only

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i been on the road
pull up to the show
speakers finna blow
then i gotta go
wire me the dough
text from a hoe
then she give dome
then she gotta go (then she gotta)

damn now im on one, everybody want some
bitch you got the wrong one, preach
need a couple commas, drivin in a honda
but its still my mommas, sheesh
venue to a sauna, rowdier than ronda
want my anaconda, ay
smokin marijuana, now they want a song huh
bitch you got the wrong one, ay

bitch you got the wrong one, ay
bitch you got the wrong one, ay
bitch you got the wrong one, everybody want some
bitch you got the wrong one, ay
bitch you got the wrong one, ay
bitch you got the wrong one, ay
bitch you got the wrong one, everybody want some
bitch you got the wrong one, ay

people still talkin they shit, yuh
bitches still want on my dick, yuh
dont do gang type of shit, ay
but i know people with clips, ay
got recognized on the street, ay
got expectations to meet, ay
yeah you can come to the spot, ay
make sure to keep it discrete, damn

i got the molly on my, tongue
i got the smoke all in my, lungs
im paranoid and im high, strung
all of these benzos dont do, none
she tell me she want the pipe, doe
fuck her til i watch her eyes, roll
she get on top and then ride, slow
i dont got ice but im ice, cold

i dont got ice but im ice, cold
i dont got ice but im ice, cold
i dont got ice but im ice, cold
everyone tell me im nice, doe
she tell me she want the pipe, doe
fuck her til i watch her eyes, roll
she get on top and then ride, slow
i do this shit til i die, hoe

Wrong1

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PROBLEMS [mix.ballerondabeat] [prod.deyjanbeats]

Lyrics:
Hook: Fuck a UFO we're UFi (huh huh) who are you? who are we?who am I? (huh huh)
state your place and your face identify (huh huh) in this race no disgrace or you will die (huh) fucking UMI 

UFO we're UFi (huh huh) who are you? who are we?who am I? (huh huh)
state your place and your face identify (huh huh) in this race no disgrace or you will die (huh) fucking UMI.

Verse: Red skin incubus like nigga how you think of this..imma get my clout up fuck the mouth of Jada Pinkett Smith... chase her round the counter then I mount her over sink and shit.. flower i devour till she peak and shit.. MAN FUCK THE WHORE ill leave the bitch.. fuck uh pill don't need to pick.. I hear all my demons yea they screaming and they deep as shit... my brain is uh sinking ship I feel like "i'm the reaper" fits a skitso and uh nympho hoe cause you left when I blinked lil bitch hoe yes we fall we sleep in this our charcoal hearts can't see the bliss of gasping while you grasp my horns i'll stroke away your sleeplessness hey there's no more rethinking this..i'm too deep in pink abyss what's my name bitch gone scream the shit and my fangs dug in bleeding wrists her mind is mine lets see the shit.. you're too late you reading this you saving this vessel imma nest all in the creek and pits of your own fucking head.. she's already dead and if you try to get me out ill feed on you instead nigga it's true like I said your dreams have been mislead pussy savvy the red incubus his face covered by dreads nigga yea yea.

Hook:UFO we're UFi (huh huh) who are you? who are we?who am I? (huh huh)
state your place and your face identify (huh huh) in this race no disgrace or you will die (huh) fucking UMI
(2X)

UFI UMI

come back for me </3(fantasize)

Against the moon a skeleton sat,

alone upon a hill.

He was tall and thin with a bat bow tie;

Jack Skellington was his name.

He was tired and bored in Halloweenland.

"I'm sick of the scaring, the terror, the fright.

I'm tired of being something that goes bump in the night.

I'm bored with leering my horrible glances,

And my feet hurt from dancing those skeleton dances.

I don't like graveyards, and I need something new.

There must be more to life than just yelling,'Boo!'"

sucks to suck (￣。￣)～ｚｚｚw/freddie dredd (prod.llusion)

[prod. Hon Ja ヘンタイ]
LYRICS: you don’t make an effort
and now i’m doing all the reaching
love in me is a curse
I clipped my wings n now i’m bleedin 
i don’t wanna need her
but i got used to how she treat me
barely feel i’m on earth
my insecurities are eating

my downfall is overthinkin 
reassure me or i’m weakened
leave me drowning leave sink-in
you ain’t text me back in weeks
woke up to blood upon my sheets
see devil horns replaced my wings
revenge has always tasted sweet
& im so sick of bein me


i’m not really one for the bullshit ,
i don’t want the talk stage i just want this.
i’m the man that i am, drew a line up in the sand & i cannot really stand beyond-it 

i don’t wanna waste time, be-honest.
you broke every last thing-you promised
leave my coat back at home, when i’m out in the cold, cause i guess i must like the hardship

i make shit-
harder for my self n i-deserve no help
i fucked up, every, single, time, i had, a grip on someone else

why love
is always hell, i don’t no nothin else
i’m dragging myself through the pain im entertained by no-one else

i crave
what makes me melt, like Icarus i fell
must be addicted to the pain, the way i 
hide it you can’t tell- that 


my insecurities are eating me alive
we’re inseparable they’re always at my side
i don’t-don't-don’t want this life
ay jus take it from me swear i’ll be alright (x2)

PROBLEMATIC

effort

This track is for people that like my singing style. I feel like we popped off on this one, let me know in the comments. Thank you and stay tuned  for more!

VALENTINE! Ft. LØ$TBØY LLØYD (Prod.CapsCtrl) (out on Spotify and Apple Music)

Tell Me What It's Like To Feel

thx for listening
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MENTAL [prod. Nico Guapo]

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