When going through a tough relationship you realky get the lyrics

These samples from the girl are pretty anoiyng to listen to, but good song 

Dang that sample crushed me great song man 

Yeah. I don't know if I want therapy because I don't want to forget her. This song was/is intense when I was (still am) going through a breakup.

Needs a "moving on," related to this. I want to know how you did it.

Fuck, that sample is heartbreaking, good job bro!

Sad boy bops 😪

i tried to take a chance and open up 
to try to fall and love 
but every time i kept on getting closer i would feel a tug
whisper in my mind from my thoughts that i’m not enough
happiness i’ll never find i think it’s time to give it up

i tried to give you what you need
i left you incomplete 
apologize for all the times when i was being mean
when i told you i don’t want you really i just couldn’t see
a future where somebody good as you would be with me 

so out of fear i ruined everything any shot i had 
you moved on now i’m crying wishing i could take it back 
you the only girl that helped me not the think about the past 
now you gone and everything around me turning into black 

and i’m knowing it’s my fault 
that i got nobody blame 
i’m not surprised cause all i fucking do is keep making mistakes
then i’m drowning in my sorrows screaming i just wanna change 
but there’s nothing i can do to make you wish you woulda stayed

i wish you would’ve stayed
i wish you would’ve stayed
drowning in my sorrows screaming i just wanna change 
nothing i can do to make you wish you would’ve stayed

verse 2

i know that you are happier that i’m not in your life 
if i said the same for me we both would know that that’s a lie
an attempt to cover up the feelings that i love to hide 
since the day i made you leave it has been killing me inside 

damn you probably got a man that treats you well and loves to buy you things 
probably got a crib a couple kids a couple diamond rings
all i ever got you was a mockingbird that never sang 
i never gave you any chance to ever fall in love with me 

i built a wall and never took the shot to break it down 
you started coming close and i could see it where it was heading out 
knowing that i’d end up getting hurt but wasn’t knowing how 
decided i woulda give it up i wish that i did it different now 

alone and in my room 
never find someone like you 
never find someone who cares for me the way that you would do 
on that day i said we through 
was the day that i would lose
that part of me that gave me any hope 
of finding truth

Spotify

Wish You Would've Stayed

Suicide (Prod. Discent)

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 1]
Deep inside, I really try to hide
But I can never run from myself
I see a monster when I look into the mirror
This cannot be good for my health
I feel like a slave, trapped in my hate
Praying to God, I can't find my escape
I don't wanna be me
Look in the mirror, and see all the ugly things I can't erase
I scare myself, I'm a ghost
I face my demons at home
I think I'm fat, yeah, I'm gross
No love, I deserve to be alone
I know that there's somebody feelin like me
Just know that your beautiful, beyond belief
The mirror is neutral, control your own leash
Cause you can't believe everything you ain't seen


[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 2]
I could have all the fame in the world
But I'd still hate myself
I try to learn to love my body, but degrade myself
Waste myself
Sometimes I really wanna change myself
My face breaks out, and my hair's going bald
Man, I suck at school
I wanna hang myself, and erase myself
Dear God, I know that you created me
And I appologize for my thoughts
He made me for a reason, I need to believe it
Cause you showed me love within all of my faults
You paid up the cost, that's blood on the cross
You showed me direction whenever I'm lost
So why would I turn around from you
And treasure my demons
Whenever you gave me a cause?

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell

[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

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mirror, mirror

Devil Boy (Lost Boy Cover)

Trapped

crazy how this life can be so wild
in denial 
i stay saying i don’t want you but id walk a thousand miles

just to see those ocean eyes 
Girl you be moving the skys
saying we friends why we telling these lies
wearing these masks i don’t wanna disguise 

cause i wanna say that i love you 
i wanna tell you the truth 
sleeping is all that i do 
Cause i am dreaming of you 

reaching to pick up the phone 
start sweating i get in that zone 
fear taking over I’m losing control
better without me you better alone 

why would you want me when nobody does
I’m just a coward not worthy of trust
heart has been broken craving for love 
i was an addict  fixed it with drugs

I’m never enough 
never enough 
tired of love 

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance 

i guess imma have to fight time to take this shit battle 
throw my pride right to the side 
need a princess in my castle 

If i open up my heart will you come fill it with some hope 
break me down then tie my down ill provide the rope
forever illl be empty less i let you have my soul
i see a future bright ahead it’s me you and we old 

you remember that night when we sat and watch the stars 
told me bout your heart and i told you about my scars
never felt this open when I’m talking to a girl 
stayed up late then went sleep you had me wanting more 

i have never felt like this 
thief you stole my heart thats what you did 
a year  i spent i never love my ex
more love for you a week can’t wait for next 

i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance

clouded dreams [prod. kado]

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
I hate that I'm forgetting what I have until it's gone.
I wish that I could turn back time, cause you're the one.
When I try to open up it's like my heart is on the run.
But I put it on my grave that you're the only one I want
And nowadays being in love is do or die
Tryna get you out my head is like committing suicide
I just wanna find a way to make it you and I,
But the drama all around us got me feeling mortified.
I miss the old times that we spent, now everytime we talk you just throw another fit.
I try to make amends, but everytime I do it ends. Tell me, why the fuck should I just go lose another friend over bullshit?
Another day another fight.
Lately I've been tryna fix it all; make it right.
Used to be the one that i held every night
I'm really broken down but I say I'm alright, yeah

[Hook: JXVE]
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
One survivor

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
I wanna tell you everything, hard to find the words. Everytime I try to talk to you my stomach turns. My heart's cold but I still feel the burns. Every night when I lay down I swear I feel the worst.
You and I, know this shit is do or die,
Tryna get you out my head is like committing suicide. I've been done.
I need to find a way out.
All the pain that I have, it could never minimize
Everytime I try to make up, it's like you never listen
What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm losing when I'm winning
Everybody that's around me says I'm better off forgetting but it's hard when all I know is it was done from the beginnin
You made it hard for me trust
Tell my why you make hard for me to fall in love
Let me down slow, yeah you put me in dust
I was searching for the one, you were searching for lust.. yeah

[Hook: JXVE]
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
One survivor

Kam Michael - Love Is Suicide (ft. JXVE)

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