@ch2rms
@histarkey


lyrics
ylia:
i already kno that i got im not gone lose
i already kno that i got it ur not fillin shoes
im goin up and im not flinaloo    se
im goin up we doin sumn thats new
we doin sumn u cant do 
u can wear all of dem jeans but we kno u aint true
u can wear all of dem jeans but the truth still slippin thru

show me the real u w/ ch2rms [histarkey + coin]

produced by @histarkey
mixed by @1tezzu

this is one of the greatest songs i have ever made
and i am extremely proud of this one
i love you all so much
and thank you from the bottom of my heart

lyrics:

im not like myself
no im not
i keep blue OC's
on the shelf
that I want
I can't feel a thing
it's so hard
you can't be like me
cuz you not

me i swear
me i swear
please tell me things
that's nice to hear
break my heart and use my fear
til death do us apart my dear
de vil
de vil
i can't feel myself
when this shit gets way too real
will I talk myself down?
will I
lose myself to these pills?
will I off myself?
I just need time to heal
better watch myself

(im not like myself)
no im not
i keep blue OC's
on the shelf
that I want
I can't feel a thing
it's so hard
you can't be like me
cuz you not

like me
little boy better know your spot
i got that vvs clarity all over my arm
these little boys think they know me
they think that they tough
they never thought that a girlie
would show up on top

what it do?
uh uh
bitch im in my trueys
uh uh
in my louboutin
joyce gone hit the news
uh uh
and you think you my friend
well that's not true nah ah
imma pull up stomp you out
in prada boots on god

on god
on god
i don't know how to love myself
on god
on god
my medication cannot help cuz

im not like myself
no im not
i keep blue OC's
on the shelf
that I want
I can't feel a thing
it's so hard
you can't be like me
cuz you not

(im not like myself
no im not)
i keep blue OC's
on the shelf
that I want
I can't feel a thing
it's so hard
you can't be like me
cuz you not

de vil

produced by @histarkey & @dreamno7e
mixed by me

i'm sorry for being gone for awhile,
i needed some time on my own to grow.
a garden needs healthy soil to thrive
I had to learn to love myself 
for me to love you
and I hope you do the same

I have a wonderful world I want to show you
my love, and i'll hold your hand walking through it.

yours truly,
- joie

lyrics:

i ain't do this before
we both did our best
you know we're new to this
of course
i can't keep trying to
fix what i've not broken
i feel paralyzed i'm frozen
you wear a mask
disguise your emotions
do you like me after all?
after all?
is it likely the afterthought?
and adderall?
and the light green pastel walls
covered in alcohol and I can't find

you there
and you only love [me]
when you're pulling my hair
you always tell me i dont care
when you know you
act like im not there

why is it so hard to be mad at you
hard to be mad at you
you know I just wanna be happy
I’m done with the attitude
I climbed too high on top of the ladder
I’m numb to the altitude
I thought that I was doing much better 
I did what you asked me to
took my heart through the holes 
of my sweater and still I was happy to
keep you in the warmth of the 
leather my Italian jackets use
and everyday I’m under the weather
it’s hard to get back into
the last time I went out don’t remember 
I don’t know what happen to 

me I know
so tell me more about 
what I don't know
and you take 
from me more
all the life I show
and you ask me
these things
like I might
just know
(i dont!)

i ain't do this before
we both did our best
you know we're new to this
of course
i can't keep trying to
fix what i've not broken
i feel paralyzed i'm frozen
you wear a mask
disguise your emotions
do you like me after all?
after all?
is it likely the afterthought?
and adderall?
and the light green pastel walls
covered in alcohol and I can't find

grapefruit

( vox: @ntsntsnts + @proddb808 )
( prod: @bonxxx )

notthesun:

i can barely breathe i can barely talk
2 many habits, biting on my tongue
2 many habits think ive had enough...
think ive had enough

full force, grab your shields..
oh i think its time to get real
way 2 real, way 2 real
i i just need a medic.. 2 heal

arrows arrows arrows arrows

arrows fall
from the sky
get out.. alive
just run, run and hide

DB808:

i dont want a war
i just want divorce
this bih wayy 2 crazy she just tryna take my shorts off :0
i dont want her anymore nah
R u sure thats what u wanT??
i know ur nott sure of shit
i know that i am sure of thisss
i know that I know theyre pissedd
no they cannot get like this

(!!!me N db harmonizing time!!!):

kill or b killed off
kill or b killed off
no it dont sit right with me, no it dont sit right..
no it dont sit right with me, no it dont sit right..
kill or b killed off
kill or b killed off
no it dont sit right with me, no it dont sit right..
no it dont sit right with me, no it dont sit right..

notthesun:

i can barely breathe i can barely talk
2 many habits, biting on my tongue
2 many habits think ive had enough...
think ive had enough

full force, grab your shields..
oh i think its time to get real
way 2 real, way 2 real
i i just need a medic.. 2 heal

arrows arrows arrows arrows

arrows fall
from the sky
get out.. alive
just run, run and hide..

arrowZzz + DB808 *bonxpf*

tell my self it’s ok but it’s not true
heard yo ass is weird jus like  zatru 
If I had the gun nigga I would’ve shot u
If I had dem pills nigga i would’ve popped 2 
I’m so scared baby I need u now 
I’m so high imma hit the ground
things lookin scary when u not around 
Always lookin up I’m never lookin down 
boy we is not the same 
Nigga tryn say I stole his soun 
nigga yo ass is lame 
underdog don’t need no crown
ain’t in it for the fame 
Love this shit like I love my child
u niggas the fuckin same 
Man this shit is fuckin wild 
we dnt gotta get along 
Told dat bih gotta move dat thong 
kickin with @assdirt we smokin on dat bong 
I’m kickin it with @essenceofhope we smokin on dat strong 
move on in life don’t care if u did me wrong 
dat hoe call my phone say dis my fav song 
dat nigga talkin down gettin smacked right by the palm 
I jus took some hits right out by the bong 
I jus took some shots I feelin like lebron 
Man I’m heartfelt feel jus like I’m @pwon 
Name hold more weight den a goddamn ton
u dnt scare me boy bitch i got a gun

not true prod violet

undrwrld

undrwrld *DB808*

Inlove prod. cure + kuru

https://soundcloud.com/proddb808 on prod

https://soundcloud.com/kana_x me everything else

more soon got something interesting 4 the next drop

stare at the sky (DB808)

https://soundcloud.com/ntsntsnts
https://soundcloud.com/bonxxx


new new new

cover art by me

know better (notthesun + bonxpf)

Soultyed (feardorian + vvspipes + ace8x)

never b4 seen :>
@i1web s/o bigtwin 
prolly not gunna keep this uppp 😫

no money is being made cus fuc that

controlla w/web (sauron+)

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stare at the sky (DB808)

Kana X

Recent comments

notthesun

awww

yahfs

xvrxo

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