I can't go on living like this.. everything hurts and I feel like sh-

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Mastered by @43u
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Color fleeting from eyes under flashing lights 
A thawed
corpse peppered with morning dew of wintertime
A sullen call in the woods from a voice you thought was dead 
The sound of a door open you look to find it closed
I feel like a lamb slowly rotting in the shed 
tunneling under my skin to my bedrock bones 
Do you feel the blood rushing to your nose?
bursted blood vessels in your eye in a foreign home 
The theatrics for care are melodramatic 
I see vomit and cum leaking from the door to the attic
Hedonism Galore 
Purple legs scratched up and sore 
How much longer can they laugh pretending they don’t ignore
Whole body feels strange
Popping in the chest sudden pain
The feeling as it’s coldness travels from your eye into ur brain
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The look on your eyes 
Fawning 
The beheaded’s reply
Is Dusk
A most horrible feeling 
Dawning 
The means in your hand, they cheer 
This will be your victory
A lump in your throat crawling
Your flesh sprawled all over the floor
Bile mixed tears from hours of bawling
The sharp key to the door,
This will be your victory 
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Horror
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they never found my body 
buried 10 feet in the ground 
can’t tell if i wanna bleed or fucking cry 
she has pretty thighs w some scars
im so fragile bby gimme ur heart 
suicide during winter rip me apart 
dismember me bby and keep all the parts 
i fell in luv in a red room of lust and blood 
never fucking sleep i can’t feel my fucking arms 
wrists so fucking bloody it looks like a morgue 
shoes so fucking cute bby i’m a fucking star 
i feel like i can’t breathe im stabbing at my heart
i know u don’t like it but i’m rly fucking hurt 
scars on my body i think they’re beautiful 
don’t feel like my self 
i’ll cut till im normal 
playing w my cuts 
but atleast something helps
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i can’t go on living like this 
everything hurts 
and i feel like shit 
can’t fucking eat and cant fucking sleep 
i’m haunted by the memories of u 
u said i was perfect 
bby i don’t feel perfect 
scratching out my eyes 
i can’t look at you 
everything u said kills me still 
blood in my vomit 
u made me feel so fucking alone

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