- D E P T H - Balanced -

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
revelations get me in my feelings almost every day
fantasize about my life ending in a graphic way
people in my life tell me "turn to God, turn to God"
but even when I do, the fucking asshole doesn't love me much
i've been praying for him
i've been fasting for attention
christians in my ear saying'
"you don't understand the vision, you don't get it
everything you go through is a mission
everything is hope and don't you think of nothing different"
man I hate those fucking sayings
everything is so dismissive
if it's real and heavens watching
why he lead me to a barrel?
i'm in peril, and he's smirking 
while he sends me down to hell
honestly I want someone to rip me from this spell
i don't have a problem with a god or any entity
just the idea of the ones we're taught religiously
the ones that truly love and support you through anything
the ones that supervise and really care about humanity 
thousand scars 
wrapped around my body from addiction
chest, thighs, arms, stomach looking like a victim
But I'm not, so keep your empathy cause I can't fucking stand it
ever since 12, i've been tormenting my body
praying for somebody but I guess he doesn't want me
now you're saving my abusers? yeah it's fuck you I reject the help
pride calling me like "dylan yeah I feel the same myself
that's the reason, when you feel alone I send my best to help"

i can write a million words but never come up close 
to expressing how much hate I carry coursing through my bones
i fucking hate myself so much more than anyone could know
for no reason, not at all
just a product of a broken home
growing up, alcoholic mom say she hates my guts
tell me I remind her of my father and that really cuts
cause at this point, I still loved her like a loyal son
even if I tried to get that back, man that shit is gone
sober now, family try to guilt me so I let her in
girl you had years, we will never be a fam again
what hurts the most 
is I don't even think you can remember it
blacked out, every single night while you torturing me
never told a soul I kept it on the down low
couldn't process fucking anything about that trauma
around 17, probably could of murdered if I'm honest
now I'm numb yeah she dead to me, I feel nothing about it
constant state of loneliness regardless of the situation
feel like I am stuck in the middle of disassociation
i can't feel loved, i don't feel wanted
i don't have a single friend that I don't feel i burden
feel like any partner i get, i don't deserve it
they realize that sooner or later and then they book it
fuck it, I'm forsaken i'ma vent it through my music
i go stupid, might not be the best at least this shit is ruthless

forsaken 2 (prod. venom)

I Got This Bass, song from my first album Chilik Bazaar ! Hope you'll enjoy it :)
Please follow me on my channels if you liked it <3
YouTube : 
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Chilik Bazaar

I Got This Bass

After 4 years of work YOKAIII is finally delivering part 1 of a 3 part album series with Tales of Kaintor Vol 1. Step through the portal into Kiyotai with an album filled with melodies, trippy bass, and magical energy as an ancient story is laid out before you. What happened in Kiyotai all those years ago? Well that's for you to find out on this magical journey.

Free Download on Bandcamp: 
https://thekiyotaicollective.bandcamp.com/album/tales-of-kaintor-vol-1

Socials:
Website: thekiyotaicollective.com
Twitter: twitter.com/TKCrecs
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3. Plasma Field

Program

Embark on an enchanting voyage with 'Magical Sunset,' the mesmerizing creation of Sergio Suárez Benítez. Each track unfolds a kaleidoscope of electronic wonders, blending Ambient, Chillout, and Downtempo into a sonic masterpiece.

As the beats seamlessly transition between genres like Techno, Trance, and House, the listener is transported to a world where melodies paint vivid sunsets and rhythms create an immersive atmosphere. 'Magical Sunset' is not just an album; it's a sonic journey through the electronic realms, showcasing the versatility of IDM, Glitch, and Breakbeat elements.

The artist's experimentation extends into Hardcore and Psytrance, infusing energy that resonates with each pulsating beat. Yet, within the intense beats, there's a delicate touch of Synthwave, evoking a sense of nostalgia and futuristic visions.

In the realm of 'Magical Sunset,' listeners can explore the synergy of Experimental and Industrial sounds, creating an ethereal sonic landscape. The Minimalistic undertones offer moments of introspection, while the Electro beats add a dynamic, rhythmic element to the musical tapestry.

Progressive and Synthpop influences intertwine seamlessly, creating a harmonious fusion that keeps the listener captivated from start to finish. Jungle and Drumstep elements bring an edge to the compositions, injecting adrenaline into the auditory experience.

The album's versatility extends to Nu-disco and Vaporwave vibes, giving it a timeless quality. 'Magical Sunset' isn't confined to a specific era; it's a timeless exploration of sound that transcends boundaries. The juxtaposition of Hardstyle and Garage elements showcases the artist's mastery in crafting a diverse sonic palette.

As you dive into the musical depths of 'Magical Sunset,' embrace the Future beats and Bass-driven rhythms that fuel the album's sonic engine. Each track unfolds like a chapter in a captivating novel, inviting listeners to share in the joy of discovering this electronic symphony.

I invite you to immerse yourself in 'Magical Sunset,' not just as an album but as a shared experience. Let the music speak to you, and in return, share the magic with others. Join me in spreading the word on social networks, inviting fellow music enthusiasts to embark on this enchanting journey of sound. Together, let's make 'Magical Sunset' a shared moment, a celebration of the boundless beauty found in instrumental electronic music.

Magical Sunset

Put my everything into this one, hope you all enjoy.
Performed live at Quarters Arcade Bar on March 7th, 2024.

Setlist:
Shady Days - Vizionn
Holla - Kai Wachi
Flying Octopus - Rezz
No Tomorrow - EDDIE
Time - Rezz
Mandelbug - I am Sid
Vermillion - Luca Lush
LIVID - Rezz
Vortex - Rezz
FALLING - Deathpact
I Feel It - Kaivon
Into The Abyss - Zeds Dead
You Wanted It - WHIPPED CREAM
Playground - Bea Miller
Sacrificial (feat. PVRIS) - Rezz
Let Me In - Rezz
Angels - WHIPPED CREAM
Supersonic (My Existence) - Skrillex
Olifant - DNMO
Skeleton (ATLAST Remix) - Tails
Cadaverous - Kai Wachi
Hell on Earth - Rezz
Infraliminal - REZZMAU5
13 Angels Standing Guard 'Round the Side of Your Bed - Silver Mt. Zion

Debut Midtempo Mix

Underground.

Demo April 6th

None So Blind

Buy Link:
• https://eleutheriarecords.bandcamp.com/album/always2sides-ep-incl-firesc-remix

Follow the Artist:
• https://www.facebook.com/rmn.musique
• https://www.instagram.com/matei.rmn/
• https://soundcloud.com/rmn_musique

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• https://www.facebook.com/rayzeh.records
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Contact: afteerrave@gmail.com

Listen on Youtube: https://youtu.be/BXmTbUbTPJU

PREMIERE: rmn - Aluzii

This is a song I recorded in June 2016 called Keyboard & Coffee.  I wrote the lyrics and music to it myself, and this is the studio recording of the song.  The recording is produced, mastered and mixed by Brian Giffen.

I Got This Bass

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