this song DEFINITELY did not take over 6 months to make

prod
@m2monroe

notes:
cant move on but its k

//

[shiro]
on my own, cant wait 4U to pick up my phone
didnt think u had it in u, do this on ur own 
yh im hurtin, but i do this on my own
2024 the year my heart broke, it frozed
ion think i can love you no more
but i still think bout u even though its long ago
ik ur been hurtin but u hurt me even more

yh u hurt me,
yh u hurt me more,
yh u hurt me even more,
u hurt me even more,
yh its time for me to move

u said it was my fault, but i cant even take that
u said it was my fault, but i cant even explain that
that i carry all this burden in my heart
would u even care if i left everything and im gone
yh its hard to move on,
when im left in the dark, knowing that i love u in my heart
and ik its easy 4U js to move on
but i carry all this pain in my heart

heart
yh
heart
yh
yh its time to move on, knowing that ur gone
hah
hah
yh its time to move on

yh its so hard to move on, when u put ur trust on somebody
they go n move on,
i cant explain this feelin anymore n im so done
keep my heart locked in a place so it cant hurt anymore
and it wont hurt me

[hook]

//

love hurts『monroe』

@1zora @lullabyhill @haunt3rdigital @oleg-701270522
lyrics: um yea idk again

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time back w/ akasuki + datealyfe (haunt3r x shijuzo)

huge thanks to @1akura and @hartfxlt they are really the goats no cap
produced by @aerelin

recorded in feb 2024 
spotify next week 
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me:
you could have leave but i still have feelings for you
you said you wanna be together but who would have knew
guess that how the story ends
wish our paths will cross again
it was love at the first sight
was it fate? yeah
wish i could rewind the time to the day we met
to try again and try again
just to make things work

@1akura:
can you listen to my heart?
all the words are just tearing me apart
every single day i just wonder where you are
every single day im just looking at the stars
every single day ye its getting kinda hard
wonder where you are, i wonder where u go
baby wheres the love, i swear it never shows
listen to my heart
i wanna hold you close
i don't know where you are
i want you to come home

@hartfxlt:
thinking thru my choices
I regret letting you go
hear your voice and 
turn around, its nothing but snow
I can't avoid it
all these thoughts keeping me cold
its so annoying because I tried letting you know 
so run home, back to me 
I lost control, whats happening
all the things I hate is what ill be 
thought of you today, have you thought of me?

me: 
you could have leave but i still have feelings for you
you said you wanna be together but who would have knew
guess that how the story ends
wish our paths will cross again
it was love at the first sight
was it fate? yeah
wish i could rewind the time to the day we met
to try again and try again
just to make things work

art by www.pixiv.net/en/users/81852718

try again + akura & hartfxlt (aerelin)

Prod @prodjayysoul

thought i was trippin when you told me that you love me too
i give my all to be there for you to be next to you
cuz youre the one that ive been waitin on you know its true
i really waited my whole life to be right next to you
know i aint trippin when i buy you that chanel
that brand new designer im coppin just to match your nails
id do anything for you im knowin you can tell
im letting it bang for you and sending them to hell

@sh1nuchi :
I'm not the type of person to kiss and tell
shawty wanna facetime while I'm smokin onna L
she said that my fit hard, Ferragamo belt
I got on that chrome heart, and she got on chanel
I don't want my old bitch, my new one fine as hell
got you a wedding ring, I can hear the wedding bells
I can give you everything that you could ever ask for
I just finished fucking on that hoe, she said she want more

thought i was trippin when you told me that you love me too
i give my all to be there for you to be next to you
cuz youre the one that ive been waitin on you know its true
i really waited my whole life to be right next to you
know i aint trippin when i buy you that chanel
that brand new designer im coppin just to match your nails
id do anything for you im knowin you can tell
im letting it bang for you and sending them to hell

you tell me anything you need im coppin that for you
over and over im tryna show what i can do for you
nobody better know im the one thats really meant for you
no one else cuz im the one the one for you

(how i met your mother)

thought i was trippin when you told me that you love me too
i give my all to be there for you to be next to you
cuz youre the one that ive been waitin on you know its true
i really waited my whole life to be right next to you
know i aint trippin when i buy you that chanel
that brand new designer im coppin just to match your nails
id do anything for you im knowin you can tell
im letting it bang for you and sending them to hell

4u w/ sh1nuchi (jayysoul)

"i guess thats how things go"
shoutout april showers 
and big thanks goats
@remiliaxd @kyxtsnxwy
@prodarisu @oiwassupp

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me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone

art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/27354041

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how things go + remilia & kyxtsnxwy (arisu oiwa)

featuring @karaoki + @ilyporo 
prod. @wintress13 

@akasukii 
i thought this was our end 
but i guess its bye bye girl again 
u left me heartbroken 
bye bye, bye bye, bye girl again

i thought we had it all just u and me
but now i see that it was never meant to be
falling apart till the end
bye bye, bye bye, bye girl again

@karaoki
bye bye girl again, baby am i toxic
better off as friends told u im so love sick
ig this is the end so i wanna end it quick
said that i dont need u 
and i know that i dont need it 
too cold had a fever 
and they running back i dont need her 
bye bye girl on a tee shirt 
and i write the bitch in green paper
things i cannot hold back
bbg yk that
and ik its so sad 
bye bye girl again girl again

@akasukii
(bye bye girl again 
bye bye girl again)

[all 3 of us ^~^] 
bye bye, bye bye, bye girl again 
bye bye, bye bye, bye girl again
bye bye, bye bye, bye girl again 
bye bye, bye bye, bye girl again 

@akasukii 
i thought this was our end 
but i guess its bye bye girl again 
u left me heartbroken 
bye bye, bye bye, bye girl again

i thought we had it all just u and me
but now i see that it was never meant to be
falling apart till the end
bye bye, bye bye, bye girl again

@ilyporo 
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye girl
at night im alive we go psycho
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye girl
at night im alive we go psycho
i hope u didnt suffer
or wasted ur time with me
so i have to say goodbye
i hope we both could be free

♡ 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘺

bye bye girl again w/karaoki + ilyporo  [wintress]

w/ @tores prod me

Lyrics:

I feel like I’m calling out to the dark
I’m way too far
I can’t reach you

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

our love will never last, time will never wait
i'm scared i'll forget everything you ever said yeah
i'm so sad yeah, i'm scared i will forget you
oh baby close your eyes, let me hold your hand
let's just run away, to the fairy land 
every night in my dreams i see you
that's the most beautiful view

your love it was all pretend
got me crying in my room again
again and again, again
time will pass, love will stop
memories fade away into the dark
i know you know, i want you back
i wish i could just see you one more time

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

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choking w/ tores (me)

featuring @clay0127
prod. @xternalz x @ihateukidu

@akasukii 
i dont wanna let go
i just want someone to hold
u dont say it but i know its true
that you're halfway gone, and im losing u
but if i fall i’d rather fall slow
cause i dont want to let go
i dont want to let go even if it hurts
even if i drown in the weight of ur words
i’d rather feel the pain than the emptiness below
cause baby i dont want to let go

@clay0127
let go
feel forever in my throat
cause i cant break the mold
all you needed was a moment
to be left on your own
and all i wanted was some closure
before i let you go

all your regret, its haunting me
when i remember all our endeavors
i cannot breathe

i dont wanna let go 
i just want u to hold
 
i cant lie baby i miss you
and everydays an issue
without you in my arms
im just wishing i could kiss you
but now its been official
that i cant be there with you
i know its beneficial
whats a poet without issues?
i cant lie, my heart
its bleeding babe and no amount of tissues
are ever gonna fix it
got no one i can vent to
instead im gonna scream it
and make you feel that shit too
you really dont deserve it
all these feelings that i misuse

@akasukii 
i cant lie my heart
its breaking falling apart
without u here my baby 
i need u here so badly 

u dont say it but i know its true
that you're halfway gone, and im losing u
but if i fall i’d rather fall slow
cause i dont want to let go
i dont want to let go even if it hurts
even if i drown in the weight of ur words
i’d rather feel the pain than the emptiness below
cause baby i dont want to let go

i dont want to let go w/clay [xternalz x kidu]

produced by @hartfxlt + @1akura
‎ 

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

i cant find the meaning for the things that are happening
i been spending all my life tryna feel a thing
but its worthless, i am feeling so hopeless
everything's boring i need some emotions
im still not enough, been trying so hard
was it all a lie, could you tell me why
feel like everyday been the same now 
close my heart let it rest yeah

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

‎ 
art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/429077

meaning

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meaning (hartfxlt + akura)

@makemeapromise @rpsu

I don't wanna bring u down with problems//
I should go and solve myself, withdrawing 
I hope u can't even really tell, what's causing
me to feel like I'm somebody else, so often x2 

I don't wanna... 
lay wide awake, 
blame my mistakes, 
on my selfish ways,
hate I feel this way. 
take all my pain, wish it all away 
I don't wanna break, u'll just make me break 
I regret I caught ur name, 
I used to love the way u think n now I hate ur brain
I feel my heart pound, feel it sink when I see ur face 
I see u cross the room n u don't even see a thing, u don't even see a thing

I don't wanna bring u down with problems//
I should go and solve myself, withdrawing 
I hope u can't even really tell, what's causing
me to feel like I'm somebody else, so often x2 

(lay wide awake x8)

wide awake (surgeon, adrien)

prod. @sebakyu

https://www.instagram.com/ogmatrizz/
https://www.instagram.com/seba.kyu/

lyrics: 

@ogmatrizz
love’s a feeling that’s deep, like a river flow
i hold it close, never let the feeling go
in the highs and the lows, yeah, we grow and we glow
together we shine, it’s the only way we know
2x

when i look in your eyes, i can feel the vibe
a spark that ignites every time we collide
you’re my ride or die, the truth i can’t deny
our bond’s unbreakable, even if we cry

we lift each other up, higher than the sky
through the stormy nights, we soar and fly
a love like a song, it’s the perfect rhyme
we keep it moving steady, just like clockwork time

@sebakyu
dime si tú estarás 
en los momentos malos 
bby toma mi mano

dime si te quedarás 
aquí justo a mi lado
cuando estoy contigo m siento calmado

siento k todo está bien, siento k todo está en paz
d nuevo t kiero ver, contigo kiero bailar
bésame, dejate llevar
no tienes xq temer, no tengas miedo a amar

time back w/ akasuki + datealyfe (haunt3r x shijuzo)

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