I first listened to this in the fall when i was 13. Its summer and im 16 and i love this song. It makes me feel like fall time vibes lol

This reminds me of when i was 14. Im 17. Thankyou for still having this🖤

i need to know what happens after 'read this later'

Knowing the context makes it so much better😭😭

Bad Day

prod. @corybear
mixed by @ibr

shout out stream squad

I think in I’m in love
but I’ve been feeling otherwise
these flutters in my stomach aren’t butterflies but cutting knives 
and not the butter kind, and if you listen close when she begins to speak, you’ll hear a couple hundred sighs and the collective shut of eyes, letters linger on her lips like lullabies, I think I’ve  drowned a couple times inside her opal-colored eyes, she could do something as simple as sit down with the grace of Olympic dives, a perfect 10 photo shutter finish on her cocoa butter thighs, X catch her wearing loose pajamas on a sunday and she’d overshadow any supermodel on a runway, when she wakes up in the morning up she smells like vanilla essence and the bittersweet recollections of your adolescence, summer camp and piano lessons and presents you got on birthdays, orange creamsicles and double plays on first base, and walk past her in the halls and if your shoulders feel the slightest brush then you might melt to liquid gold, the lightest kind of midas touch, I’ve seen the way she drinks espresso during classes and reshapes a paper cu p into an emerald-covered chalice, sugar packets pouring crystals, napkin origami cranes, gunning gorgeous glances to me through her giorgio armani frames, she’s nearly perfect in 
almost 
every
way 









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but she’s got shit taste in movies, ask her for her favorite titles and she always likes to say she’s down to go see anything by shyamalan or michael bay, and also, she’s a psycho in the kitchen, 
it’s a travesty, what kind of fucking monster cooks their pasta in the microwave? 
and she does this thing where she corrects your grammar if it’s wrong and clicks her tongue and winks and shoots a playful finger gun as if she’s won some sorta contest, empress victor-of-a-conquest, mrs. armchair shrink, let me fix you with a comment, princess kick you when you’re down, worshipper to a godhead, it seldom happens that she listens to my voice and doesn’t chime in quick with unsolicited advice, an unapologetic tyrant of passive aggressive rivalry, ask her a question and catch and handful of sass and irony, and trust me, she is just the worst at board games, debates about the rules like legislators at a court case, tampers with the scales of justice, wielding pencils as her gavel, once I even caught her cheating while she kept the score in scrabble, she’s a fucking wreck at checkers, plays monopoly sloppily, always bringing up disputes in games of trivial pursuit, sucks at battleship and risk, she fights better hand-to-hand, 
and don’t even get me started ‘bout how trash she is at candy land

but I’m no adonis either,
fashion sense abysmal, I’ve got two nirvana t-shirts 
that I wear to formal outings and I’ve never owned a cardigan,
catch me buyin’ cargo pants at target from the bargain bin
drink milk straight out the carton, use my hands to scoop out margarine
breakfast table etiquette makes up our morning arguments
and I’m not a glass half full kinda guy,
shipwrecked, flags half-mast hull kinda guy
I never was an optimist, not too good at compromise,
the problem is my ego’s far too fragile to apologize
but she always calls me out and takes me down a couple pegs too
it’s always nice to have somebody close who double-checks you
and honestly, we wouldn’t be ourselves if we were different 
yeah, she’s clumsy and I’m stupid, those are things that we can live with
being perfect’s unrealistic, either way I like our flaws
the way I crack my knuckles often, the obnoxious way she yawns
the way I stutter when I flirt cause I’m not very good with courtship
the way she’s gotta pee the first ten minutes of a road trip
how when she cuts her pancakes it’s in slices, not in squares
the way my daily coffee intake is a crisis, I'm aware
the way I talk in crowded theatre and the way she parks in parallel
the way she goes through pints of ben and jerrys salted caramel
the way...

slide in my DM's

butterflies

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

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Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

hEAVY dAYS

Been awhile since I posted a track. Here's a shitty space love track.

Go check out @hentaidesuka cause they got some hella smooth beats.

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I built a rocketship
So I could find my way to you
I'd leave a little early so I'd
Get there right before it's noon
so we can look up at the sun
Where there it might be different too
I felt a little crazy
When you said it was the color blue

And we can run away together
She looked me in my eyes
And said our love is interstellar
Take my hand and we can go to
Jupiter forever
Pick whatever planet
It don't matter
It's all right

(Hook)
Saving everything I had
So I could see you face
Your eyes are like the stars
With a galaxy embrace
I know I sound generic but
Thats how I truly feel
Even if I touch you I still 
Don't believe it's real

(Verse 2)
And you can teach me your philosophies
Tell me all the things you are
That people wouldn't let you be
Walk along the contstellations
Write your name on everything
Just in case I'm lost so
I can find you on the shiny rings

Of Saturn
Now were on the latter
I don't wanna end
I'm afraid that you might shatter
Cause space is bending both of us
we'll change our state of matter
I'm losing oxygen, I don't know
If I'll be fine 

(Outro)
We can live on the moon
That's where we'll spend our time
We can travel trough space
See the galaxys shine
Now I have to go home
Promise you're on my mind
I'm on Earth all alone
Dreaming of you at night

Interstellar (Prod. by hentaidesu)

produced by @jhfly
mixed by @halberd-3000

lyrics:

you know it's they/them, as in me and most of mine
some identical identity, i keep 'em close beside
open old wounds just enough to bleed out older lines
'til there's no truths left, and i concede to close my eyes

and even though the sleet and snow are peeking through the blinds
i still meet them on my morning walk, sheepishly surprised
used to think this skittish brain might need to be inside
'til neurosis was a locksmith with a key to where i hide

now i keep ice on me, that shit froze
not like diamonds, though--it's april and we still been gettin' snow
but me and all my friends are 'bouta hit the road
not for tour, tho, i really just enjoyed it when we drove, 'cause

you're way less likely to get stared at
by an old white man in a moving car
and yes, i see that really neat flag on your window
are you quite aware that you guys lost the war?

and, yes, i did use the gender neutral bathroom
what is your concern with what i've got going on?
you can fight me in this walmart if you want to
but when you get your ass beat, don't pull out your AR

yes, my fucking nails are painted! what, you think i didn't know?
yes, i wore a skirt today! what's with all the rigmarole?
yes, i've got some makeup on, and yes, bitch, i look beautiful
so 'fore you ask another question, you can get to getting ghost

flowers ep

they/them (prod. jhfly)

RYAN LEAHAN'S ALBUM PLATINUM GREEN
RELEASED JANUARY 17TH 2019

HEAD OF PRODUCTION AND ENGINEERING RYAN LEAHAN
MASTERED BY NUOVALE

HEATWAVE
WRITTEN AND PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN
GUITAR BY IAN HRANILOVICH

WASTED
WRITTEN AND PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN
CO-PRODUCED BY GORDON SNYDER
VOCAL FEATURE BY JONNY SÉ

PARADIGM
WRITTEN AND PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN

MY LITTLE 
WRITTEN AND PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN

THE WORLD HATES ME
WRITTEN AND PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN
CO-PRODUCED AND VOCAL FEATURE BY XIN

LULLABY
WRITTEN AND PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN

EVERGREEN
WRITTEN AND PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN
VOCAL FEATURE BY BOB BOTANIST

STEAL MY BIKE
WRITTEN AND CO-PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN
PRODUCED BY GORDON SNYDER AND PATRICK WILLIAMS
VOCAL FEATURES BY PATRICK WILLIAMS AND ABBOT

OHIO
WRITTEN AND PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN
GUITAR BY SPAULV

KNIGHT 76
WRITTEN AND CO-PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN
CO-PRODUCED BY LUKAS FIEND
VOCAL FEATURE BY LUKAS FIEND
VIOLIN EVAN WU

THE GREY 
WRITTEN AND PRODUCED BY RYAN LEAHAN

Platinum Green

My Little (follow me on IG @ryanleahan)

Constellations 1

Cash

i dont cry

This is the story of Boy meets Girl.

The Boy believed he would never truly find happiness until the day he met The One. This belief stemmed from an early exposure to Sad Boi Hours and a complete misreading of the film “500 Days of Summer”

Be warned: this is not a love song.

bad bitch from high school (insta: karimxismail)

Purple Turtleneck - On Spotify Now!

Insta - @karimxismail

Karim is a 1997 sad boi from a small town you have likely never heard of, creating music using a vintage 2011 MacBook Pro and a cheap USB mic. 

His debut single Sweet Life of Zack, a song that celebrates a normal life through the eyes of a child star, accumulated 30,000 streams during its first month—a large feat for the new kid. 

Karim capitalized on this minuscule amount of recognition with a 2nd release titled bad bitch from high school, a petty anti-love song about a boy whose desire to find The One stemmed from an early exposure to Sad Boi Hours and a complete misreading of the film “500 Days of Summer” 

Criticism for his mushy, fragile sound then pushed Karim to release a 3rd single titled SOFT BOY, an off-brand yet honest diss track used to ironically satirize the abundant supply of “hard” artists flooding popular rap-culture. 

Now, an ongoing conspiracy against Karim’s happiness has led to the delivery of a coded message for his female counterpart in the form of a 4th single titled 007. However, it is still unclear whether or not the romantic history Karim shares with this former MI6 agent is in fact real, or if her existence is simply a product of his imagination—used only to mask a divergent coded message through what is yet another makeshift audio file. 

Due to his over-emotional lyrics and cliché demeanor, it is assumed that Karim truly believes he exists in the films and TV shows he draws inspiration from.

bad bitch from high school (insta: karimxismail)

Karim

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