Your Turn

the simplest of things are far more complicated
i could imagine...
took me 10 years just to look like this
never thought i could be so useless (without you)
so scared you told me you dont need me
Im not crazy!I just want to be somewhere else
but I cant stand losing you
I cant stand losing you
now its too late
How could i let this happen
how could i lose myself
how could i take you for granted
how could i've hurt you
you're my only friend
FRIEND

What I have done
What I have become
All the pictures of our plans are now gone
Burn my bridges to the ground

I apologise for what ive done and what ive become
I didn’t mean the words ive said, Im so in love with you
coz i just cant let you go, now it’s too late…

How could i let this happen
how could i lose myself
how could i take you for granted
how could i've hurt you
you're my only friend
FRIEND

What I Have Become

idle time is a devil's plaything
calculate what's here inside me
chest pains and shortbreathings
a small habit i want to stop
what a cheap the whole thing was
consider it's over
let me inside
keep pretending i'm a sober guy
consider sober
i dont want to lie
wont you paint me a clear blue sky

been fighting all my life
burning words and cigarettes
i wear as my disguise
and if only you could hear me
When I find my lungs empty
Want to see you smile again
to never tell another lie
consider it's over
let me inside
keep pretending i'm a sober guy
consider sober
i dont want to lie
wont you paint me a clear blue sky
When you turn your back
ill do it again
this self-affliction won't be the end
When the lights go out
i'll be in denial

Pothead

i feel so low
im so broken please take me anywhere
body's too tired of this repetitious life
a motivation nowhere i could avail
fucking lonely again
so empty this time
i found my injuries
now twisting me inside
bleeding for the past i can't cure
the face that we used to know

Keep it deep within myself
Abusing my poison to the end all this systems around me
Apart from you is the hardest thing
My life I decide now abandoning
this fucking life designed upon me
fucking lonely again
so empty this time
i found my injuries
now twisting me inside
bleeding for the past i can't cure
the face that we used to know

karloestrada