I don't wanna see your face
I can't bare to see your face
wish I had something to replace it
cuz every time I look around
you're always there to pull me back down

down to the depths of your sea
you held me there so long I couldn't breathe
now I need the sound of the waves to comfort me
hard to believe what I used to be

looking at this blue abyss
ill never feel a pain like this again x2

I don't wanna see your face
I can't bare to see your face
wish I had something to replace it
cuz every time I look around
you're always there to pull me back down

go away prod. Y$57

I cant believe I put your feelings before my own
hoping that you'd be okay
the feeling never went away
why did you treat me in this way even after knowing i've been hurt
(even after knowing i've been hurt)
and I know you never cared and you still don't
you can deny it all day but I think that its clearly shown
you never put the effort in
never did check on me 
even though you know I was going through the most 
you just watched and let me bleed
gave up so easily
I really needed you and I was falling in deep
now I'm starting to believe 
nothing you said was true
you're everything you said you weren't 
you left me feeling used
you said you'd never leave my side
your words strike me like a knife
your actions give the strife feeling
i'm not healing (x2)

I'M NOT HEALING(prod.by harvest)

why did you leave
i try not to cry, but this feeling cant deny 
you wouldnt know that though my tears are what i hide
all you did was lie x3

ALL YOU DID WAS LIE PROD. PULSE(TEASER)

i can feel the dark side coming on
i wish i could stop it but its way too strong
it hurts and makes me think of where it all went wrong
lately i dont know whats gotten into me 
im doing things id never do the dark takes the lead
i remember what it felt like to be free 
that memory's stuck in my head and its haunting me
but now that dream is slowly fading into nothing 
now its like a weight has taken over me
i am so alone and it is clear to see
that it will always be this way its all ill ever be
i am broken down, not around my friends should see
this place could never keep a broken person like me
no more living in a fantasy 
its a scary thing yeah its a scary thing

thoughts under the moonlight prod.pulse

you held me back x3
you took me away from myself i didn't deserve that
why'd you have to do me like that
you did it now i gotta except that
now you get to watch me after 2 whole years
of being brought to tears by you
you aren't the person that i thought i knew
you used me yeah you know its true
then left me right out of the blue 
you broke my heart in fucking 2
its alright cus i picked up all the pieces 
now i am here and im here for a reason
took what you wanted then decided you were leaving
you used to be the reason i was breathing
cant believe i let myself go like that
cant believe i used to think i wanted you back
now i get to do what i really want to 
now its not all up to you
in the end you got what you deserved 
i hope your left with an eternal burn

ETERNAL BURN PROD. PULSE

LYRICS:
you know that I couldn't say it back then
didn't know how to talk about whats living in my head
but I guess its easier
yeah I guess its easier now
living all alone x2
isolation feels like home
dejected down to the bone

tell me how do I go on when all I had is dead and gone 
tell me how do I go on when everything feels fucking wrong

do you know what its like 
what its like x2
for people to see you but you're never really seen 
so you detach yourself from this reality
constantly, constantly, this reality, constantly
living all alone x4

SOLITUDE 1/3 PROD. Y$57

LYRICS:
I don't wanna know i don't wanna fucking know
got demons in my brain and I'm tryna tell em no
keep tryna tell you, you don't wanna get too close 
cuz my life one big repetitive joke
and i know, and i know 
you will see who i am and you will wanna go 
wanna go wanna go
cuz i been through it all
and i built this wall
and i know its staying up
cuz if i learned enough
by taking it down, tears flow down so much that i drown
but i don't wanna give up, i don't wanna give in
so ill take this medication to feel nothing 
cuz id rather have that than a target on my back
from my own damn brain tryna make me snap
so i don't wanna know i don't wanna fucking know 
how you feel let down by the things that i chose
i don't think you see that my brains a blackhole 
and i know and i know that you'll never get it
so i gotta let it go, let it go, let it go

KARMASVOID

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