we were young, immortal even, but now we turn and wait for kingdom come

Age Of Delilah

Mourning After

A Portrait Of My Love On Her Knees Ethel Cain

4pm in the hotel lobby
DTLA barbie
Taking shots of whiskey
Did you try to call me?
Out of my LTE
Staring at the TV
Look low-quality, feeling hi-fi

Baby I bleed crystal, glass is always hall full
With the pink moscato, keep the boys staccato
Kissing in the uber, I’m forever new here
On a holiday rodeo

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think that I would hit the ground this hard

Dressing up to get fucked up
I'll spend all my good luck, but never in one place
Perpetual movie star, I’ll buy a brand new car to crash on the interstate
Look at my mugshot, god I look so hot, when they took me away
A superstar in the back of a cop car, I’ll get off no charge, and rub it in his face

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think I would hit the ground this hard

Look mom, I’m on TV
A-list, but I feel like they all hate me
Don’t want to crash and burn
A lesson that would hurt worse not to learn
Stay so high, I look so bad
God, why do I feel so sad?
Shot high and fell so hard
That you could wish on me, guess I really am a star

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I’m sick
And I’m sad
And I’m wasting away
I sink
Into my mattress
And I cry all day
All I want
Is love
Why’s it so hard to find?
I think of you
What you’d do
If you were on more than my mind 

Please tell me there’s more
Please tell me there’s more

Am I above?
Are they beneath?
My holy body
My dirty sheets
They rip away
With gnashing teeth
My sullen womb
My virginity

I’m sick
And I hurt
And I feel unclean
It spreads
And it kills
Every part of me
I can’t help it
I can’t stop
I should go without
But there is
No escaping
This torrential drought

Am I above?
Are they beneath?
My holy body
My dirty sheets
They rip away
With gnashing teeth
My sullen womb
My virginity

Virginity

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