2024-5-27
"I'll keep on pushing forward until I find the answer."

https://open.spotify.com/album/2yd9CL8xj25CCtJRkClo8j?si=ihZaJ2KFRamUles_ZFilZw

tysm to @loveismisery for the crazy beat!

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losing my patience
take a step back, heart racing
hold me in your arms, i can't face it
oh oh
running out of time, i can make it
pushing it aside, then we'll take it back

how'd i get this far out of track
hold me close, don't hold me back
and i don't really like that
but i can't change my heart again

i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

(i do it all again)
(turn our hearts to make amends)
(i'm so scared to let this end)
(so i'll do it all again)

so i'll do it all again
(so i do it all again)
i don't wanna fall again
(hold me in your arms, please don't let me go)

hold me down, it's swarming in my head
argue all you want, curse the words i never said, "i love you"
hold on to the tears i couldn't shed
tell them that i'm fine, but it's all up in my head

(lost touch, turned my heart into stone)
(hold me close, don't let me go)
(lately i've felt so alone)
(watching time fly, eyes closed, i've been on my own)

but i can't change my heart again
i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

curse the words i never said
paint a picture on my head
still, i don't want to fight back
oh, so we'll do it all again

again, again, again, again

patience (kyoa)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5CBCDcThy18wjEyYIboXNW?si=704d9329ab634e04
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@resolve1k
@mental
@arid
@bazington

you're breaking my heart
you're going down a path i can't follow
stop, stop now and come back 
I love you 
liar

take me back 
the way we laughed
say its my bad
put it way in the past
could you tell me when ur done
i want to be one
all i want is you 
you dont care what i want
ur the worst
you want me back but you left me in the dirt
i hope ur getting all the shit that you deserve
and i remember when you said it wouldnt work 
baby ur the worst
only care about yourself
no i dont want you
im with someone else
i bet you hate it, how its not you
i forgot your number
i forgot how much i blocked you (out)
i blocked out all our memories 
and blocked out how much we fought too

left me bad
looking at the things that i wish i said
now im gone and u want him instead
yea run away
i dont wanna lay inside my bed just to feel the pain
living in the scars and scratches
looking at me like i overreacted
miss the feeling when i wasnt static
just tell me that it never happened

pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of talking if we lie and we won't tell?
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?
no I don't wanna hear abt it pls say something else
just tell me that it's okay, don't tell me that it's too late
no matter what it might take, i'll do it for our sake
pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?

take me back w/ arid + baz (inno + mental)

idwdtm

prod me

lyrics:

i cant help but feel lost
you were here but now you're gone
and i cant hear your call
all i got in return was the stress of it all

im still waiting
i see us fading
endless persuasion
it wont last, it never could

oh, can you tell that i cant take it
ive been seeing our time get wasted
i cant do this anymore
i cant ever be sentimental
i cant hold
mental, thoughts cant hold
your eyes lock with my own
ive lost all that ive known

in a cycle
losing all hope
i still want to
fix all our holes
wonder why
i still feel like this
in the night
i still feel like shit
got no fight left
i just want to quit

im done with lying
to myself now
not again

im still waiting
i see us fading
endless persuasion
it wont last, it never could

oh, can you tell that i cant take it
ive been seeing our time get wasted
i cant do this anymore
i cant ever be sentimental
i cant hold
mental, thoughts cant hold
your eyes lock with my own
ive lost all that ive known

im done with lying
to myself now
to myself now
not again

sentimental

sentimental (me)

losing my mind, idk how i feel about being an "artist" right now

@starw3yy

lyrics
-
they don't believe in me
idk what u see in me
hands up by the count of three
i know that there couldn't be
anyone
don't care what you thinking know its never done
know its never done

night terrors feels like first grade
they show me up n its their first day
they show me up n its the worst way
im so fucking tired n that energy i cant fake
thanks a fucking lot
i just wanna stop
i just wanna shut up n not talk
i just wanna drop
if we puttin' bullets in my skull
spare the better side
i cant ever stop my fucking roll
so its do or die

they don't believe in me
idk what u see in me
hands up by the count of three
i know that there couldn't be
anyone
don't care what you thinking know its never done
know its never done

n i hope i never see you again

don't wanna see you again cause i know it would fuck me up
how could i be nice after that shit, i know i care too much
if i tried too hard
would you see me at all
always been sup-par
take my voice so i cant talk
be me
see me dont wanna see you
believe me
i'm screaming watch me fall back
bleed me
plead be
i wanna see you
believe me, believe me
but you don't see me

they don't believe in me
idk what u see in me
hands up by the count of three
i know that there couldn't be
anyone
don't care what you thinking know its never done
know its never done

i don't get why tf they wanna be me
ain't no competition
this shit way too easy
yuh they see me
but you don't see me
(sorry deet)

mememe (starw3y)

spotify link : https://open.spotify.com/album/0EjzzcuqjSHT3x4AZqPYG8?trackId=3zWeXirZCerIUfHjJ1cE3K
@decago @afterstoryx @remedysnuts
final push ep out next ❤️❤️❤️

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its a message from me
and i send it to you
im sick of playing pretend 
when i know all you do

it all happened so soon
swear my body cant move
i know u want the whole truth 
girl these words for you

im at the same spot girl
but these feelings so new
i have the same scars girl
i cut them in for you

let my body break apart
i been here from the start
i could be ur one servant 
and bend to who you are

let my story fall out
what remains will be a scar
i rip my throat to call out

let my corpse rot out
tell me do you care now
when im on my back
tell me do you look down

let my body feel out
tell me if you feel now
(we can only look down)

to you (decago)

@1akura @rewind214 @yashio20k @afterstoryx 

##

so turn me to ashes and turn me to dust
u know i dont want it if it isnt us
u made me feel like a monster
&& everything stuck
u watch me step in the picture
22 keep us one

if its me vs u know i dont wanna lose
when im battered and broken
black and im blue 
tell me all i can do

now that i finally have you

@1akura

now that i finally have you
i cant live without you
so baby dont leave 
just wanna be around you

if all i could see
is your face in front of mine 
then bae i dont mind it 
im scared of the silence

yeah i need u to call me back 
its the end of my world
think im falling fast
u are my only girl

i dont want u to cry
give u my life
its not worth being alive
if our futures not us together

ashes&&dust +akura (rewind, yashio)

prod @lynyou / @pw4prez
@v2nthan
@stylas

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PfPcxmi0tOg

cheeto:
bullets aiming at your door,
dress me up in all dior, 
im thinking i might start a war.

yeah, yeah. 
that shit dont matter anymore,
pick my feet up off the floor.
this music shit been such a bore. 
yeah, yeah. 
bullets aiming at your door,
dress me up in all dior, 
im thinking i might start a war. 

because im running out of time,
try to change ur mind, 
invent another reason like - i dont wanna try,
like, 
everytime i look at you - i just wanna cry,
feel like james bond, 
reload,
live and let die. 

stylas:
ha, keep dat glock im totin
my bros dont need no motive
count it up, im loaded
blue bills for an open
yea i feel like im chosen
pass dat blunt, i smoke it
cant see where im jokin
im too fuckin broken

2 glocks, ima air it out for em
new car n u kno ima floor it
mula, i make guap in the morning
i rip it up while im tourin
im cuttin up in a foreign
i cop a bag she tell me she adore it
they send me opens, they borin
up in the goal and u kno ima score it

venthan:
wake up tryna feel something
yeah I feel nothing
no I can't get out my bed
yeah guess that shit's sad
nobody textin my phone
yeah I just wanna be alone
yeah I know my life's a bore
everyday wakin up is a chore
I know my friends wanna talk but I don't
yeah and all of my problems you don't gotta know
everyday is the same and I feel so broken
keep on goin I'll see how this shit goes

we back :)

bore (feat. venthan + stylas)

pulled up (alan + dxcember13)

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