alive (p. lebxanon)

October Samples 2k22

Got My Trust (prod. rebourne)

This shit get better but then it go bad
Every lil thing making me mad
My parents upset, like my bad
Heart turned black, aint goin back
Like when is this shit gon get better
My mood change like the weather
I cant trust you its a setup

I dont no hope, I dont got no luck
I dont got no hoes, I dont got no love

Man fuck all the school shit, ion give a damn fuck
All the societal norms got me fucked up
With the cost of living, I aint got no luck
You cant even speak freely that shit is damn fucked
And if you think differently you out of damn luck

And if you dont believe me, then listen up let me speak freely..

Like what if I wanted to rape and then murder someone? Didn't it sound creepy.. like what if I wanted to bomb the whole school? I know, you know that shit freaky

All the guidelines, they against me
Confidentiality isn't real, nah that shit aint even a damn thing
I wrap it up put it in songs, hoping one day yall really gon hear me

This right here, this the real me
I wanna escape from reality
My biggest problem Is my mentality
Shoot myself, thats a fatality
Fuck a job, ion work with no faculty
Suicide thats my main strategy
They like why you depressed? They mad at me
Ion wanna do nun, not a damn thing
I look at all of the darkness surrounding me 
Demotivation, I stay adjacent
You must think I am Satan
Based on all the shit that im saying
Nah I just keep it real, revelations
I dont got no one, dont got relations
Look at my life that shit caved in

But I keep holdin on
Yeah I keep goin strong
People gon think that im wrong
But Ill just move along
In this world I dont belong
Anti-depressants, yeah thats what im on
Dont fuck with religion, i dont believe in God
Look in the mirror, like shit, I dont damn mog

Thoughts up in my head dark as the night
Wanna kill myself, like wait I just might
In this world I dont think that ill survive
Only get one life, only get one try
You can see all the pain right up in my eyes
Life of death, shit, I cant even decide
Only solution I think of is suicide
Look in the mirror, ask my self who am I?

They know im intelligent, they know im bright
Tryna stay, outta sight outta mind
My parents they say that im not even trying 
But everyday, im just tryna survive
Wake up everyday, its a war in my mind
And they keep on saying I shouldnt hate my life
I promise when you see the world up in my eyes
That you gon hate your life wont even think twice

Swerve It (prod. Lxrdrose)

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