Songbird (demo)

From You

lyrics:
your breath on my neck
it’s weird 
I could swear you’re here
or somewhere near 
I have those shivers dear

I’m stuck on the bus
no way to rush
and my feet don’t touch the floor
I’m floating home for more
bite my lip and pretend it’s yours

because it’s never enough
no it’s never enough for us
I miss us  

I’m squeezing my bag
I can’t relax
trying to watch 
the landscape pass
but the window is scratched

I think you’re my home 
I’ve never known
people all around
but I’ve always felt alone
touch my hair and pretend it’s yours
    
because it’s never enough
no it’s never enough for us
I miss us

when I get back I’ll make us coffee
leave you the rest when your cup is empty

cause it’s never enough
no it’s never enough for us

for us
for us
no never enough
no never enough 
for us

never enough

lyrics:
silence with the cashier
gas station black tears
I don’t want to be here
feelings coming out clear

take me to the ocean
driving in slow motion
kiss me in the open
quiet corrosion

I don’t want to be fixed (I don’t want to be fixed)
I just want to feel seen (I just want to feel seen)
I tried to spare you from all this
but I need a witness
would you be my witness?

I’m terrified
of rolling off the ledge
I’m right on the edge
If I let it out
I think I’ll be so gorgeous
radiate a softness

lean into the seat belt
some days I just hate myself
like a child I’m compelled
not to be a burden felt

but I’m in your faded eye
running towards the low tide
with these conflicts inside
heating up liquefied

I don’t want to be fixed (I don’t want to be fixed)
I just want to be me (I just want to be me)
and there’s no reason for this
but I need a witness
would you be my witness?

I’m terrified
of rolling off the ledge
I’m right on the edge
If I let it out
I think I’ll be so gorgeous
radiate a softness

I can be see-through
so it’ll pass through
but if I start to disappear
would you
I can be see-through
so it’ll pass through
but if I start to disappear
would you

I’m terrified
of rolling off the ledge
I’m right on the edge
If I let it out
I think I’ll be so gorgeous
radiate a softness

be my witness
be my witness tonight
be my witness
be my witness tonight
be my witness
I’ll show you my insides

Witness

when I was writing this, I was thinking about missed connections... how much love I've felt from those closest to me but don't always embrace it. so this one is dedicated to anyone who loves me, thank you.

lyrics:
I found my guitar in the garage
now my fingers on the fretboard are lost
you made me the most beautiful song
but it’s been too long and I forgot

is that you 
standing in the cafe
your hair turns around 
but it’s not your face
so I look down 
and my shoe’s untied
I should probably double knot 
you out my mind

if only I
believed it then
it’d be different
if I thought I was worth it
if only I
didn’t push you away
with that song you sang
cause I was who you wanted 

I would stop for gas at 1 am
after a hundred miles every weekend
we’d end up sitting crisscross on your bed
wonder how you’ve been, but it’s me that left

is that you 
standing in the cafe
your hair turns around
but it’s not your face
so I look down
and my shoe’s untied
I should probably double knot 
you out my mind

if only I
believed it then
it’d be different
if I thought I was worth it
if only I
didn’t push you away
with that song you sang
cause I was who you wanted 

you you you is that you
I forgot, I forgot

if only I
believed it then
it’d be different
if I thought I was worth it
if only I
didn’t push you away
with that song you sang
cause I was who you wanted

kasey trapp

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