glaive - i wanna slam my head against the wall (nightcore speed up + glitch)

stuck, over again!
thx for all the love on everything, issues & pain almost at 10k thx fr :)

lyrics:
Step up to the plate 
Who you with?
I still wanna reach the fame
I can't quit
I don't think I can complain
I still win
I think I forgot your name
But how have you been?

I lost myself again
I did it all over
I thought you were my friend
But you were a pushover
You come from the party late
You're not even sober
She said I'm her best friend
I barely even know her!

Try to fix myself again
But I keep doing it too much
I'm too broken for you to mend
I don't think u can do much
Why do I have to be
Such a motherfuckin screw up?
I'll just keep trying to look
And find myself a new love
 

Stuck over again
Said you Love
What are you sayin
I've been up
Someone ought to spend
Money and find 
Where I can land

Here's a message from you to me
I don't think that we share some glee
I do not know just who to see
These problems stack, I wanna leave

And im stuck again
I lost my friend
And I lost my way back home

And I dont give a fuck again
I seen your love and its really not that bold

I lost myself again
I did all it over
I thought you were my friend
But you were a pushover
You come from the party late
You're not even sober
She said I'm her best friend
I barely even know her!

Try to fix myself again
But I keep doing it too much
I'm too broken for you to mend
I don't think u can do much
Why do I have to be
Such a motherfuckin screw up?
I'll just keep trying to look
And find myself a new love

Stuck over again
Said you Love
What are you sayin
I've been up
Someone ought to spend
Money and find 
Where I can land

Yeah

stuck over prod switch vendr arso

failure by design ++fijimar「michaelwarren」

'jazz' +@1spoder

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/numb-feat-spoder

written circa nov2020 before redhorse was a thing,
back when i was still in school - still the saddest song i've written, limina may overtake tho-

lookin in the mirror, i don’t look too happy,
my room smells like shit, and i've got no money!
another one of those days, dead in my bed,
escape thru my phone, ignore what’s downstairs...
this time it seemed worse, what’s gotten into her,
i wish i had her energy, not being a sitting duck,
are my problems that bad? they tell me i’m too awkward,
sometimes i wish they’d expel me, then i might just be bothered
i know i say no, actually i want you here,
being a burden just hurts, but i need someone to see my tears
only downhill from here, i don’t wanna grow up
shoulda took a few pictures, i’d have shit to look back on
but no i’m a loser 
foggy path up ahead
maybe it’s time to wake up, 
talk to her instead.

solo

feeling audacious, might leave my bedroom
been the first time since i saw the full moon
they ask me why, i’m just following the rules
but i know inside i ain’t got anyone to talk to
bittersweet taste, brought it all on myself
just want the attention not the love, it makes me unwell
past few months i been sitting like a shell
sitting like an empty vessel drifting away into the ocean
island of my own, embrace the palm trees
escape from reality, i just wanna be me
move with the currents, fed up of self-control
hopeless for the future, got me feeling freezing cold
life has no winners, 
live a planless paradise,
sleeping in this limbo, 
no concept of time.

switch up

@1spoder verse, go get ur money up n follow him

had enough, i'm running out of patience
i'm sorry
can't figure out another way to say this
i really hope you don't keep me waiting here
i really hope you don't trap my mind with fear
i don't like who you are
cause i don't know where to start with you
i could travel so far
but i'll end up coming back to you
and i hate it
but i don't have the guts just to say it
walk without a head, think i'm brainless
you want my damn heart then go take it
i'll be here waiting
and it's all my fault
that i took it this far
guess i had it all wrong
and you are who you are.

2-5-1s am i right

numb

stream the mf song

numb, +spoder

Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/5gQDpiuzheCvE72o4UBy9Z?si=Y9XEwT9aR_GUIJHgrzswIw


lyrics

why cant you be mine
baby put ur lips on mine
why cant u realize 
our love is in disguise
unlock my heart 
yeah u got time
trust me we'll be just fine
come on dont be shy 
why cant u be mine

@0arid 
i always look away but i cant seem to get u off my mind
i swear i do this all the time
im always following this lie
i only see u by my side
theres no more feelings left to hide
u know i brush it off my shoulder
cuz im alright

yea i dont know where i should go cuz
u never leave my sight
or stay all night
or put up a fight
u know i know
that you'll be mine

why cant you be mine
baby put ur lips on mine
why cant u realize 
our love is in disguise
unlock my heart 
yeah u got time
trust me we'll be just fine
come on dont be shy 
why cant u be mine

mine + arid

prod by me

lyrics:
(intro)
(7ommy)
and you sayin' that you hate me
i can almost guarantee i hate you more
there's no debating
i gotta stop complaining
just took a little practice to get here and now im st-
(verse 1)
(7ommy)
n-n-never even cared at all
the more i try, the more i fail
man this shit feel like a paradox
no-no it's never wearing off
i can show you how to do it
bitch i'm in it for the marathon
i just gotta carry on
they don't fuck with us, we burning gas inside the marriott
i just think really odd
trying so damn hard, but i know i'm never getting far

(chorus)
cuz i always lose
i feel shitty every day, but it beats being with you
and i - ooo ooo
i'm not in the mood
they gon' keep on talking 'bout me, i got nothing to prove
i got nothing to lose
we ain't goin' back
i don't wanna think about it, leave that shit in the past
uh uh past-past
i'm getting them mad
cuz they know that i can do it
i ain't goin' out bad

(verse 2)
but i could never understand
you must be out of your mind if you think you get another chance
go and find another man
get a little better, crazy how they turn to fucking fans
couldn't even give a damn
hate me all you want, 7ommy still gon' make you fucking dance
never had a fucking chance
i never had a fucking chance

(chorus)
cuz i always lose
i feel shitty every day, but it beats being with you
and i - ooo ooo
i'm not in the mood
they gon keep on talking bout me i got nothing to prove
i got nothing to lose
we ain't goin' back
i don't wanna think about it, leave that shit in the past
uh uh past-past
i'm getting them mad
cuz they know that i can do it
i ain't goin' out bad

paradox

pretty different! had fun making this, was super tired tho and it kinda sounds like it lol

everything by me

lyrics:
I'm going down with the ship
under the water where by body belongs
I see myself in you
watching my skin turn blue

cry me an ocean of tears and I'll drown in it
losing myself to the fear and I'll go down with it
looking out over the pier what a beautiful place

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but warms my heart, my heart

if everything stopped now
while falling from the benjamin I'd
hold time in my hands, but like sand,
it'll slip right through my fingers again

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me, please save me

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i cant help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me

delaware

buy on bandcamp :)

featuring:
@daycares 
@saffilikesotters
@norrth4k
@sxulzel

burn it all (guda)

hai :3 sorry for tha wait
Art by @truffle.duster on insta

last-week ☆

i wish i had an nsx
-
p. @heysavvy
-
lyrics:

ho, stop callin my phone
what ya mans gon say when i pull up in an NSX??
0-60 in 4 lil bitch, i’m not there when u send a text!
i’m gone (x4) lil bitch i’m flyin 2 tha moon
these 😹 flyin thru tha roof, heh
I AM FLYIN OVER UUUU
these 99s be hittin like a mf!!
on tha highway and i’m sideways
and i’m not drunk, i’m jus driftin 🫡
where was u when yo bitch went missin? 
i cannot understand tha feeling 
ion gotta worry bout dat 🥱
sent my bitch 2 tha ceiling!!

pulled up to tha stop light and he wanna race
i guess i’ll humor him
heh 
see u at ur funeral 🥱
u gonna slide out, know u are
feel like a mf rockstar 
no roxy
kick a bitch outta tha show cuz i cannn
she a faannn
lil bitch let me drive
oh no, u fuckd it!! 💢💢💢

stupid ass ho, this mf ain’t breathin 
get him a doctor
this mf ain’t worth seeing!!!
ER, ER
who dis 😹boy in my yard?!?!?!
10 toes down when u fight a mf
ion really gotta worry bout ours 😈
we got arms; artillery
why’d she say she a friend of me??
OMG
i’m not a friend, i’m his enemy 💥
if i fold, it’s tha end of me
I KICKED A BITCH W/ EXTENDED KNEE
damn das gotta hurt!!!
get a little violent, well it’s a tendency 🫡

ho, stop callin my phone
what ya mans gon say when i pull up in an NSX??
0-60 in 4 lil bitch, i’m not there when u send a text!
i’m gone (x4) lil bitch i’m flyin 2 tha moon
these 😹 flyin thru tha roof, heh
I AM FLYIN OVER UUUU
these 99s be hittin like a mf!!
on tha highway and i’m sideways
and i’m not drunk, i’m jus driftin 🫡
where was u when yo bitch went missin? 
i cannot understand tha feeling 
heh, ion gotta worry bout dat 🥱
sent my bitch 2 tha ceiling!!

over u

~=~
i got your pretty little face wiped off the floor w a napkin
[p. @koukitsu @woozi-beats]
-
you say that im arrogant
i just need attention, you attract embarrassment
keep mouthing to your therapist
hooked up by your shoulder
dead by daylight in that order
desert eagle in my holster
yea you know your life is over
yea shut up
you talk a lot, i'll slit your throat and make sure you wont get up
when im done with your face will end up copied through a printer
i do the dirt work, and put the master in the splinter
this 30 clip gon hit your baby face youre gonna whimper

yea send a war
promise im taking every one of you all at once
you know my shots gon pack a punch
hit em w that bankai bankai
open up his third eye
visions going blurry yea youre messing w the wrong guy
tell me what you want and i'll make all of it happen
i got your pretty little face wiped off the floor w a napkin
ducking confrontation, youve never seen any action
your death dont need explanation
you better rot in the casket

over u

kashani

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