the end of us </3
(produced by johnnyfriend)
lyrics:

i think its about time that i call it quits
im done dealing with you all the hypocrites
maybe its about time that i use my wits
uh, imma stand my ground imma grip my fists

yeah, i've been trying to keep us in order
it's gettin harder, i remember when i adored her
she can keep on fighting, i give up on trying
you don't need me where you're going
it's the end of us

can't remember what it was like before
there was once a voice that came through my door
now ya got me on the floor, i'm so worn
maybe its already over we should end the war

it's the end of us
why are you still lying if you can't go back
there's no point in that
she can keep on fighting, i give up on trying
you don't need me where you're going
it's the end of us

(i don't feel the same) x4

i've been losing patience
i cant keep my mind from racing
well i cant hold it back anymore its time to face it
lost my love now i gotta replace it

i cant help falling in love its hell
and i've been falling out
but you know i always wish you well

dont forget your shit on the way out
cuz u ain't comin back
bet you it'll hurt even more when you get flashbacks
no you ain't gon' slip thru the cracks don't even try that
i won't let it happen imma stay in-tact

it's the end of us
why are you still lying if you can't go back
there's no point in that
she can keep on fighting, i give up on trying
you don't need me where you're going
it's the end of us

the end of us

i kno it's hard </3
lyrics:

how can i really be hurting
when im with you i feel nervous
i think that i found my purpose
and it's got something with you

i know sometimes its hard to say goodbye
but you gotta toughen up gotta do it this time
dont let people walk on your pride
cause they'll take over you and your mind

i know its hard
i know its hard
you garnering all the pain with the scars
i hope im enough for you
or is there an issue
i dont live up to you

so much self doubt
im in hell now
try to scream and shout
how can i believe in my sprout?

you can see the truth in my eyes yeah
you can see the lies
you can see right through my disguise
and you know when i look at you
i lose myself up in those eyes

i know its hard
i know its hard
you garnering all the pain with the scars
i hope im enough for you
or is there an issue
i dont live up to you

i hope im enough (p. michael L)

they're as pretty as the skies <3
(prod michael L)

lyrics:
you got my heart in a headlock
yeah you made my mind rock
i swear that my heart stopped
the last time that we talked
i think i need a doc
cause my heart is done, dropped
i cant help but think about your love

i was in the heat of the moment
yeah i swear you give me serotonin
down deep in your love, i aint floating
yeah i fell for you hard no sugar coating
i was in the heat of the moment
yeah i swear you give me serotonin
down deep in your love, i aint floating
yeah i fell for you hard no sugar coating

yeah
i was lost in your eyes
they're as pretty as the skies
i dont even know the time
can you be my light
be the one that shines
shines bright fire fly
ill be here full-time

waiting for the right time
to move in and take my chance
i got no bands that gonna hold me back
im gonna step up and take that dance ya know

were flying through security
i aint got no love left in me
at least that's what i thought 
but then you brought it out of me
were flying through security
i aint got no love left in me
at least that's what i thought 
but then you brought it out of me

yeah
i was lost in your eyes
they're as pretty as the skies
i dont even know the time
can you be my light
be the one that shines
shines bright fire fly
ill be here full-time

lost in your eyes

produced by siemspark & 80float

lyrics:
woah, i done fell in love
i think imma need a couple of
those drinks why don't you just pour me up
i pour em' down down down
but it's not enough

started off as friends
now we're fogging up eachothers' lens
you say that you love me
well girl it just really depends
if you gonna stay
if you gonna stay until the end
but i know it won't happen
cuz i know how this ends

star-crossed lovers
you could call us that
i think that we
think we weren't that bad
but you know its hard
to end the thing you love
when you both know you'll end up sad

(interlude)

restart, bring it back
can we go back
to what we once were?
wait wait, don't attack
that's my heart please
i don't wanna get hurt

oh, i would say i miss you
but that would just make things complicate
and oh, i've been running outta tissues
so i think it's time that we dissipate

star-crossed lovers
you could call us that
i think that we
think we weren't that bad
but you know its hard
to end the thing you love
when you both know you'll end up sad

random party

(prod. michael L & IOF)

lyrics:
say what you want
say what you want
want about me
say what you want
say what you want
want about me
only one that knows that knows the truth is me
only one that knows the truth the truth is me

yeah bitch im fed up, fed up, fed up
i dont care anymore
i aint got no more feelings
yeah i threw em' right out the door
im antisocial yeah
you know i dont wan' talk anymore
yeah, i dont cry no more
im dead inside, right to the core

im so done with all the blatant lies
if you really mean it why can you not look in my eyes
you look right at my face
tell me "it's gon' be alright"
well god damn man, i really hope you're right

you grab a hold
but man i feel im slipping away
i know just how you feel
but i dont feel the same
but you know that im never leaving
yeah i wont let my name go down in vain

say what you want
say what you want
want about me
say what you want
say what you want
want about me
only one that knows that knows the truth is me
only one that knows the truth the truth is me

man im pissed, yo
i didnt even make it yet and people already switched, oh
i just keep on taking the blame
im taking hits, ho'
and well it's all the same
i ain't gon' stop the chain
im making hits, yo

say it, feel it, i know what ur feelin
i kno what ur feelin when ur deep down
u cant beat it
cmon, bring it, why dont you just wing it
why dont you just wing it
comin at me thru the ringin
say it, admit it, dont u have a limit?
dont u have a limit to the patience u be givin
cmon, kill it, why dont you just seal it?
why dont u just seal it away and never feel it?

yeah bitch im fed up, fed up, fed up
i dont care anymore
i aint got no more feelings
yeah i threw em' right out the door
im antisocial yeah
you know i dont wan' talk anymore
yeah, i dont cry no more
im dead inside, right to the core

to the core

(prod. by Michael L & Ayoleybeats)

lyrics:
blade right through my heart
i know this is just the start
yeah, i can't control
how im feeling when it's dark
and oh god i hate it when we are apart
oh yeah shit is hard
when you're not in my arms

sick to my stomach
it's hurting and turning, woah
sick to my stomach
this feeling its burning, oh
just lay it on me thick
i dont know what you're waiting for
it's not like there's much
that could really hurt me anymore

(sick to my stomach)
(this feelings burnin' and hurtin')

and i would die for you
just to come back
and tell the truth

(sick to my stomach)
(this feelings burnin' and hurtin')

sometimes
i be thinkin bout' you every night
maybe it's the fact i can not get you out my mind
out of my sight

off the oxy, stop me
i need me some moxie
i dont know how i'd go back if i cant even stop me
im in shock, see
i can't even seem to walk free
i need to get off this stuff
can you please help detox me?

sick to my stomach
it's hurting and turning, woah
sick to my stomach
this feeling its burning, oh
just lay it on me thick
i dont know what you're waiting for
it's not like there's much
that could really hurt me anymore

sick to my stomach
it's hurting and turning, woah
sick to my stomach
this feeling its burning, oh
just lay it on me thick
i dont know what you're waiting for
it's not like there's much
that could really hurt me anymore

sick to my stomach
it's hurting and turning, woah
sick to my stomach
this feeling its burning, oh
just lay it on me thick
i dont know what you're waiting for
it's not like there's much
that could really hurt me anymore

sick 2 my stomach

(prod. yung spoiler)

lyrics:
oh i
know im looking for what
know im looking for what
i dont really-
nah, scratch that
let's switch it up on em'

been a while since u hit me up
whats going on with you
told you you can talk to me
no matter what your going through
i figured that your gonna play with me
yeah girl i always knew
when you went and said you love me
girl i knew it wasnt true

girl you're a demon inside
oh, i cant even tell
you playin with me like the devil
yeah you sent me to hell
you got me locked inside yo' cage
oh, im deep in a cell
oh girl i dont wanna dwell
can you come out of your shell?

oh girl, i done been through this before
i don't really wanna deal with it once more
so imma tell you one time to do me a favour
can you get out my face?
'cause girl, you're a bore

i know that imma be big rich
imma cash it
you looking at me
looking at me like a savage
imma be a lil slip stitch
i got two people in my hand yeah
i think imma go and unhitch
i got two people tryna trap yeah

girl you're a demon inside
oh, i cant even tell
you playin with me like the devil
yeah you sent me to hell
you got me locked inside yo' cage
oh, im deep in a cell
oh girl i dont wanna dwell
can you come out of your shell?

oh i thought i was looking for love
but i guess i was looking for lust
oh i thought i was looking for love
but i guess i was looking for lust

the devil

(prod. pilotkid)

lyrics:
i spend my whole damn life on the internet
i wanna lay my head down on your chest
'cause im sad
'cause im sa-a-ad
oh i'm sad

don't know where i'm going and it's that
it's that that scares me
i can't look back
it's the future that scares me
i might just crack
i might go off of the rails, oh
i might lose track
i'm losing sleep i'm an insomniac

oh, oh, oh, oh
I don't really know, oh
I'm nearing my end
and I don't know where to go, go
oh, oh, oh
i continue to grow though
and if i don't manage i'll be six feet below, oh

i'm just tryin to find some patience, i am (yeah)
i'm just tryin to find some patience, i am
but it's hard
but it's hard
'cause I can't seem to find a way out
of what I've been in
i'm just tryin to find some patience, i am (yeah)
i'm just tryin to find some patience, i am
but it's hard
but it's hard
'cause I can't seem to find a way out
of what I've been in

i don't wanna waste your time
you say that i never try
but i'm just scared to get attached
'cause I don't wan' get left behind

i wanna know if you're alone
is it okay to come through?
im on my own, you're on your phone
i dont know what we should do
our love unraveling yeah
i know that we've been and been through
but we both act like
neither of us got a damn clue

and you say that, that i look dead
but imma take that as a compliment
when I look at myself I feel discontent
'cause I'm falling deeper down in a descent
oh

i'm just tryin to find some patience, i am (yeah)
i'm just tryin to find some patience, i am
but it's hard
but it's hard
'cause I can't seem to find a way out
of what I've been in
i'm just tryin to find some patience, i am (yeah)
i'm just tryin to find some patience, i am
but it's hard
but it's hard
'cause I can't seem to find a way out
of what I've been in

i'm just tryin to find some patience, i am (yeah)
i'm just tryin to find some patience, i am
but it's hard
but it's hard
'cause I can't seem to find a way out
of what I've been in

patience

(prod. joshwa)

but i miss us ;<

lyrics:
i dont miss you
but i miss us
i was so alone but now i think it's time to grow up
imma make it through our little breakup
cuz i aint got time no i aint gonna stay locked up

now im stuck in a rut
and im running outta luck
from all the lies that you tell,
yeah im running outta trust
i hate my mind, it wont shut up
im awake till the sun up
now i gotta put a smile on my face to cover up

i had an error
i feel like finding the one is getting rarer
im dealing with it inside, dealing with terror
i would talk but you ain't a carer

oh im done with wondering
where she been at
where is she going?
i dont know if she alone or she loathing
imma walk away and watch the lies just flow in
'cause I know you're bad and you like a new commotion

i dont miss you
but i miss us
i was so alone but now i think it's time to grow up
imma make it through our little breakup
cuz i aint got time no i aint gonna stay locked up

maybe it's all in my head
i went to confirm,
but she left me on read
i'm really trying my best
to stay content
i said what i said now imma keep moving ahead

i feel, i feel,
like i might conceal a little too much
it makes it hard to deal with all at once

i dont miss you
but i miss us
i was so alone but now i think it's time to grow up
imma make it through our little breakup
cuz i aint got time no i aint gonna stay locked up
i dont miss you
but i miss us
i was so alone but now i think it's time to grow up
imma make it through our little breakup
cuz i aint got time no i aint gonna stay locked up

she said she wonder what it like to fall in love
i dont know
she just actin like she is so much above
i dont roll
and they put me under pressure make sure that
i dont fold
after everything you've done why cant
i be stone cold

stone cold
you just really want the fame
you just want the gold
as you try to put the blame
watch it unfold
'cause no one really know our story
yeah it's untold, yeah it's untold

dont miss u (joshwa)

prod. slicky

kasology: https://www.linktr.ee/kasology
stream the song: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kas...

lyrics:
i never learn my lesson
im back here again
i thought my problems would lessen 
but im on defence
for all the time i invested
it made me tense
knowing i cant get it back
its already spent

look into my eyes
null and void
unidentified
i give up on trying no point
cuz i am dead inside
i don't even care about your cries
'cause you went and lied
drowning in the waves
the waves of high tide

i give up
yeah i give up
i been down for a minute
but i learned to shutup, yeah
i learned to shutup, oh

ha, i'm done

im too nice
they take advantage of my personality
and im right
im pretty easy to walk on
it aint much a surprise yeah
im not too wise yeah
they only gon' be there when im reaching my high, yeah

switchblade
switching up face
how come you just went and found a whole new place
now im switching up my pace
tryna find a faster way 
to get out of this empty space
i dont, i dont
really wanna go and start another chase
in the end, we aint perfect
you aint even worth it
hittin myself in the head with a mace

oh, we're not gonna go anywhere
but i can tell that you dont even care
you prolly got another one over there
'cause I swear im not the only one, yeah

you dont know what i deal with
its hard to tell
cause i never say what im in
lock it all inside keep it all within
but now its time to let it out
'cause im done runnin from it

i give up
yeah i give up
i been down for a minute
but i learned to shutup, yeah
i learned to shutup, oh

trying to get better now im tryna get better
moving up now damn looking down at you tremor
never say never cause you might change your mind
you dont have to keep telling them pretty white lies
i didnt wanna tell her but im doing pretty weller
on my own now but she still got my sweater
f it imma go and do a sacrifice
my heart, too hurt, with a stack of knives

im too nice
they take advantage of my personality
and im right
im pretty easy to walk on
it aint much a surprise yeah
im not too wise yeah
they only gon' be there when im reaching my high, yeah

2 nice

(prod. slicky)

lyrics: oh i know, oh i know
she could never let it go
my heart ain't get stuck no more
yeah i learned how to get out that door
i don't care if this ain't it
i'm still longing for something more
and i can promise you
that i've been here before

no, no, no
I don't wanna go
don't wanna leave home
I'll be all alone
cause i can't
handle the stress of being on my own
anymore, yeah
anymore, yeah
anymore, anymore, yeah

stuck in the middle
I can't seem to pick
getting stumped by the little things in my head
and now it's turning me brittle
I'm not in the best mindset
it's critical
I wish that I wasn't stuck in the middle

yeah, pushing it aside
i dont wanna work nine to five my whole life
Oh no, cause I ain't got much time
to live it up
i just wanna make an impact, that's whats up

up to me, it's up to me
my future it is up to me
everything you do is gonna shape who you are gonna be
i wish i could change some of the choices that i made
but i know it don't work like that my life is not a game yuh

i know what im made of
i try my best live up to that
yeah
but it's hard when im in a rush
and i'm struggling to keep myself intact
intact
intact

stuck in the middle
I can't seem to pick
getting stumped by the little
things in my head and now it's turning me brittle
I'm not in the best mindset
it's critical
I wish that I wasn't stuck in the middle

im being patient, okay
im stuck inside of my brain
i know i could be better
but i never complain

stuck in the middle

(prod wolfgang pander + kober)

lyrics:

yeah, i've been running
trying to not to fall to hell
but i've been falling behind
i can't even yell for help
oh, i've been losing baby
feel like i've been losing myself
oh, i've been dying lately
baby, can't you see, can't you tell?

i'm aware that i say i'm okay
but i know it was a lie
i'm just trying to get away
i try to better myself at least once a day
but i know sometimes it don't work that way

sometimes when it gets late
then you come into my head
like it's a little parade
you fill me up, fill me up with hate
but i'm scared that when i'm alone i'll be afraid

burn right by my side
'cause i don't wanna stay
alone tonight
turn on all the lights
'cause i don't wanna stay
alone tonight
tonight
don't wanna stay alone
tonight

my mind never sleeps
it is always awake
i wish that it would shut off
and just give me a break
i'm cutting you off
i got to watch my intake
if i get too attached
then i'll be at stake

man i wish i wasn't alone
man i wish i had someone on my phone
someone to call to keep me company
when i feel alone
it's tearing me apart
killing me, right down to the bone
i should've known that
i couldn't be fine on my own

watch you walk out that door
enraged, and imma drop to the floor
why can't we just go back to before?
i feel i've reached my doom
i really am confused

so why don't you
tell me, tell me
are we really healthy?
tell me, tell me
say it to me, baby
and i've spent too long
trying to restore
you're mouth ain't trustworthy anymore

i wasn't ready when she walked out that door
said she left me a letter
hope that i feel better 'bout this
i thought that love was a myth
my heart ain't ready, not ready for this

burn right by my side
'cause i don't wanna stay
alone tonight
turn on all the lights
'cause i don't wanna stay
alone tonight
tonight
don't wanna stay alone
tonight

alone tonight

@kasologyy
@nxrthstarr

prod. kiyoto

lyrics:

kas:
i got what you need
im in love with a shawty
baby i got whatchu need
maybe you can be my hobby 

i know that they say i know that they say
that im a player
but im tossin it aside
savin that ish for later
killing all my demons
guess you could call me demon slayer
i aint going down
imma just keep on getting greater
dont talk to me
imma walk through thee
i could stay inside of my head
but i'd rather be free

got you stuck inside of my head
never put it to rest
in my heart you are trapped
yeah i think you the best
i am never gonna think of you less
when im with you im feelin blessed

i got one shot one shot one shot
to make my move (move)
one stop at the place where my head
im gon lose
keep on going even if i get bruised

imma fly like a bullet
party startin when i pull in
only makin it now
if im putting it full in
put in full interest
i am trying my best
i stayed up all night
yeah i never slept

get go
im about to go make that ish blow
with the bros
we in route, we aint racing though
like whoa
when you walk in im taking it slow
you show
that you wanting me to make it known

get go get go
i dont wanna know that
i just wanna savior that sound
where the beat at?
i just go around town
where da bros at
said you take a likin to me now
that aint cool man
let me know let me know
if you wanna roll back
i could make some time to sit down
have a quick chat
i dont think id ever really crack
i dont fold fast
hitting up my phone on snap
and you know that

nxrth:
baby what you need
'cause i already have that
or maybe like 60 percent
nothing i said making sense
uh, i need to slow down
but im getting drunk of your scent
baby dont leave me on sent, no
at least i made it look ten

whoa, the moths in here watching me
i feel their eyes on me
but they never talk to me, no
moth to the flame and
a flame to the blunt
whole lotta lane switchers
suckers with guns
under the mattress im tucking my funds
baby be careful you fuckin with one

kas:
i got what you need
im in love with a shawty
baby i got whatchu need
maybe you can be my hobby 
i got what you need
im in love with a shawty
baby i got whatchu need
maybe you can be my hobby 

in my prime
when i look now
im movin fast
watch how i move how
i aint gonna ever be last
swervin left and right
girl you watchin me do the dash
i dont care about the bad 
leave it all in the past

what u need w/ hyland park

prod, yungspoiler

lyrics:
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
say what you wanted

yeah, come back, why dont you say what you wanted?
yeah, wanna stop, but you're just getting started
woah, say you don't wanna fight, but
you're not making it any better
turn yourself to a target

A D H D
i cannot stay focused
disappear like hocus pocus
yeah im bored or overstimulated
this is just some bogus
idk where im going
yeah my head in knot
can't think straight 
what's your name?
sorry, i forgot

too much energy
i dont have control of me
i can't help from fighting myself
im my own enemy
i need me a remedy
something to fix me
keep me from being alone
cuz i'll fall asleep

you say that you're not ready
don't wanna get hurt again
you said you're falling down deep
would you fall for me?
or am i not enough? 
am i incomplete?
these are things that are always on my mind cause of

A D H D
woah, i don't wanna fall down
stimulated again
when im low, yeah it feels like im in a rut
tough to get out, why can't you tell me when?
when i'll get over this
i'll have control again

i wish that i could talk but im just too scared
i wish i wasnt lost when they tried to care
like, i appreciate the thought but i cant even handle 
your glare

my mind, enters the race
it goes far
right to first place
it's bizarre
how i work
feel like im in tar

but im a-okay i guess
nothing left for me to do so i rest
close my eyes as i go to bed
but i can't sleep 'cause
i've got

A D H D
i cannot stay focused
disappear like hocus pocus
yeah im bored or overstimulated
this is just some bogus
idk where im going
yeah my head in knot
can't think straight 
what's your name?
sorry, i forgot

i
dont
like
me

adhd (yungspoiler)

prod. joshwa

lyrics:
she said hello to me but i dont know how to respond
yeah all these feelings, they gon' lake up then turn into a pond
you got me looking at your eyes, girl i just can't see beyond
what's going on in that head?
why you so nonchalant

oh, i said that i wouldn't fall again
but i cannot get this feeling off my chest
why don't you gimme a call
know i said i wouldn't fall
but girl, you got me in a mess
got me feeling stressed

we sat up on the roof and stared at the stars all night
i couldn't wish for any better, it just felt right
oh, i know im falling for ya
playin every night back on loop
can't get you out of my head, why don't you stay the night

you wrote me in your book, the story bout the tales of us
all your flaws they make us human baby it's a plus
let's take it slow now girl, no we're not in a rush
if we go too fast, it might get dangerous

you call me over and i really hope that this goes well
but i guess there's only one way to really tell
oh, i can feel okay when im trapped in yo gaze
yeah you know im not playing
it's you i am chasing

oh, to fall in love again
i go back to feeling that i once had
but im scared cause that feeling left me broken in the past
i swear it only happens when i start to get attached, oh

we stared at the stars all night
i swear that it felt just right
swear that it felt just right
just right, oh

we sat up on the roof and stared at the stars all night
i couldn't wish for any better, it just felt right
oh, i know im falling for ya
playin every night back on loop
can't get you out of my head, why don't you stay the night
we sat up on the roof and stared at the stars all night
i couldn't wish for any better, it just felt right
oh, i know im falling for ya
playin every night back on loop
can't get you out of my head, why don't you stay the night

stay the night (joshwa)

prod. joshwa

lyrics:

yeah, yeah
one night i was looking for peace
but i found something else
something else to complete
helping finding myself
yeah, with or without ya
taking care of my health
my health, oh

i wear my heart like it is sewn on my sleeve, i know
that finding love is not gonna help me breathe
but, oh
im missing the one thing that got me out my sheets
lift me up then bring me down, i repeat defeat i know

face up to the sky
feels unreal
wake up in the night
it's ideal
finally feeling right
is this really real?
i dont know if i believe it
its all surreal

it's all surreal
i cant calm down
so im taking a pill
ease my mind
get it off of the thrill
of wasting my time
climbing over this hill
so i can shine again

it feels wrong when i walk inside of your house
i aint a guest no more, you went and kicked me out
mind in shambles, head inside of the clouds
can't think straight, think i should get out of my doubt
you say that you love me, but im calling your bluff
you're too easy to read, yeah it isnt that tough
moving out the city, cause you couldnt handle the rush
left on the street, oh you dont know where to run

i thought i thought it would be okay
but i guess i was wrong i was wrong
i just dont wan see the day when u are gone u are gone
every night be feelin like it getting long, getting long
hope we get along again

one night, i was talkin wit the bros
one night, i was being dumb, trippin over hoes
one night, wasn't feeling the best, i suppose
one night, i was writing a story about how it goes

sedate, sedate, yeah
i been taking too many sedatives, i sedate
to put me in a better state, a better state of mind
keep me cool so i have a better time, better time
but i hate when i have to wait
isn't there a better way?
to keep me over the empty line
help me feel a little more full this time
you put me over the edge
and i cant get away from the fate that i will decline

yeah, yeah
one night i was looking for peace
but i found something else
something else to complete
helping finding myself
yeah, with or without ya
taking care of my health
my health, oh
yeah, yeah
one night i was looking for peace
but i found something else
something else to complete
helping finding myself
yeah, with or without ya
taking care of my health
my health, oh

find myself (joshwa)

prod. siem spark

lyrics: 

over and over again
i fall into your traps
but i guess i can't help but
fall in love with them

she wont call again, said she wouldnt call me again
fall in love with him, now she say she playin pretend
but, it dont work like that
you ain't gonna play like dat
got him sendin dirty texts
while u talkin behind his back

pretty little liar
you gon start a fire
but you don't care 
cause thats what you like to do
what's your desire?
pretty little liar
you gon start a fire
but you don't care cause yo daddy got yo back 
pass you the lighter

she got a pretty face but it ain't worth it, no no
how many times i gotta say it to yo face that we ain't workin?
oh, oh
but she still fallin in love
still down (bad)
don't you get passed around?
yeah, what you gonna say
when everybody find out

you don't have much left to lose
you're falling asleep
but you don't have a clue

i wouldn't be in this position if it weren't for you
got me stuck up in my head
i dont know whats true
i feel like we're getting looser
i dont wanna lose her
sick of switching sides
which one you play now?

pretty little liar
you gon start a fire
but you don't care 
cause thats what you like to do
what's your desire?
pretty little liar
you gon start a fire
but you don't care cause yo daddy got yo back 
pass you the lighter

pretty little liar, yeah
you're under fire, yeah
can't take the pressure, no
you wanna die, yeah
pretty little liar, yeah
you're under fire, yeah
can't take the pressure, no
you wanna die, yeah

pretty little liar (siem spark)

prod. slicky

lyrics:
hmu on facetime
yeah, u there but u aint mine
yeah, would it save us if i gave you a little more time?
little more time
count your sins, get yo head right
back n forth, going all night
oh i can tell that this is gonna be a ride
h- hop in, oh
everybody outside they won't stop looking, oh
take a look inside looking deep within, oh
givin up, dont like what you find
wasted your time trippin
now when u call
i hit decline
i don't want you anymore
can i resign?
ur taking up space
that's inside of my mind
get out of my head,
get out of my life

talkin' bout your last
i don't wanna hear about it
yeah you say you love your friends
but your day one even doubt it
how you movin on so fast?
couldnt do it if i wanted
i can't fall again
im done
i quit

double life
i can't go back
dive in
stop livin in the past
prices im payin' to last
throw me aside
cuz im an outcast

talk and talk
tell me how you don't lie at all
ironic how you dont wanna fight at all
such a headache
girl you got me takin tylenol
but the pain dont go away
cuz ur still there
yeah youre still there
i can tell that you dont like to play fair
sorry, sorry not sorry
i don't think we make a good pair
still livin in yo head tho
u seein me everywhere

whallex:
cant run away from my past
you were the one thing that i thought would last
everything turning so bad
turning so bad again
burnin in my head again
thinkin bout when we would end
now that i see nothing new
where am i supposed to go
love you bad
but i dont wanna go back
turning to my mind where i know
you can not take that
losin all my senses again
you and i were never friends
break
baby thought i knew we would last
and take,
take everything i thought that we had
now that you're my fucking ghost
now that i see nothing new
where am i supposed to go
where am i supposed to go

back in the past 
i would have so much more damn fun
when i did that shit with my frinds
now it isnt the same anymore 
and i know 
i tell myself itll be better tomorrow
ive had it with that
all the people inside of my head
that think that they know where ive been
now im starting a war
it was better before
i just wish that it wouldnt have ended

talkin' bout your last
i don't wanna hear about it
yeah you say you love your friends
but your day one even doubt it
how you movin on so fast?
couldnt do it if i wanted
i can't fall again
im done
i quit
talkin' bout your last
i don't wanna hear about it
yeah you say you love your friends
but your day one even doubt it
how you movin on so fast?
couldnt do it if i wanted
i can't fall again
im done
i quit

fall again w/ whallex (slicky)

lyrics:
thought i knew my own mind
but i guess i wasnt right
so i runaway and hide
i thought id find myself
but i guess i wasnt right
so i runaway and hide

lost in your beauty (soaring through the sky)
im stuck in a spell
can't find myself a way out of this hell (want you by my side)
can you come help me? oh (soaring through the sky)
can you come help me? 
i can't seem to find a way out of this hell (lost inside my mind)

i said "it wouldn't matter"
i said "it wouldn't matter"
you try to call my phone
but i don't pick up
better off alone
when do you shut up?
i dont feel home
when we hook up

no i cant look back at the past
cause im afraid of it
know you tried so hard
but what became of it?
was it worth the pain?
what'd you gain from it?
imma risk it all 
just to get nothin'

lost in your beauty (soaring through the sky)
im stuck in a spell
can't find myself a way out of this hell (want you by my side)
can you come help me? oh (soaring through the sky)
can you come help me? 
i can't seem to find a way out of this hell (lost inside my mind)

a way out (cloubee)

self prod

lyrics:
thoughts inside of my head
they drag me down so
i dread all the thoughts inside of my head
i know that i am messed up
putting myself down
i try to be strong
think about givin up
am in the wrong?
waiting for me to drown
cant hold on for long
trying to swim up
but im too far gone

push forward
but my thoughts stay
i cant go another day, oh
more and more i fade away
not myself, but still say im okay
oh, oh
i thought that it would would be okay
tryin to run away from it

struggling with all the pain i endure
i can not take any more
my mind has gone mad
can you understand that?
i need some reassurance
to get away from my demons
keep puttin it off and off
wont admit somethings wrong
been feelin too sad
i wanna go back
tryin to get rid of feelings
i never wanted to feel this

push forward
but my thoughts stay
i cant go another day, oh
more and more i fade away
not myself, but still say im okay
push forward
but my thoughts stay
i cant go another day, oh
more and more i fade away
not myself, but still say im okay

atychiphobia (intro)

prod. neverforever

try to pick myself up
before i fall deeper
try to lift myself up
before i fall deeper

im done pushing it off
im done giving a fuck
can't get rid of the thoughts
why'd i even give a fuck?

step back
i just cant do what i used to do
stuck alone in my room
step back
hard to anything with no motivation
i just need medication
to help me

hold me close
touch my soul
please dont go
losing hope

step back
i just cant do what i used to do
stuck alone in my room
step back
hard to anything with no motivation
i just need medication
to help me
me
to help me
me

everything i do is a drag
body sluggish,
im afraid im not doing okay
everything i love, i throw it away
oh i try
try to move forward but i take another

step back (i step)
hard to anything with no motivation (motivation, motivation)
i just need medication

one step forward, two steps back

prod. joshwa

lyrics:
been a while since we last talked, yeah
you don't seem to care at all though

sick of hearing the same things, im not impressed
why are your arms wrapped around my neck?
can't this be over?
just give it a rest
oh, who let you in again?
yeah, who let you in again
i know you wont stay
know u gonna leave again
oh, but i cant help it now

now right as i get over you
i start to fall for someone new
then you decide that now's the time
i really thought that we were through
say you love me say "it's the truth"
im tangled up in all these lies

i can't
i can't seem to make this damn choice
what i'd do to have a voice
'cause i feel silence
when i vent
these riots
the violence 
that set off inside my head
i need some guidance
a hand to hold
reliance
get me through the war
even in silence,
its hard to think at all
but i got no guidance
no hand to hold
no reliance
imma lose this war
in violence, it's hard to think at all

now right as i get over you
i start to fall for someone new
then you decide that now's the time
i really thought that we were through
say you love me say "it's the truth"
im tangled up in all these lies

so you want me now yeah?
your love, i doubt yeah
it's six feet down yeah

over u (joshwa)

prod. sai

lyrics:
me:
yeah, brodie caught gettin' in his bag wow
what's the point of a convo if we don't talk now?
which is worth? don't know what i value
so im walkin' out
never gettin caught slippin u a drag now

say she don't wanna she don't wanna
but she calling my phone??
acting like she doesn't want it 
bish just leave me alone, oh
ha, da da da
bish just leave me alone!

woah, heard you talkin on the low
yeah, do you wanna go?
yeah, what you tryna know?
cause i cant figure it out on my own
cause i cant figure it out on my own/(why you riding my ah. ha ha)

they be riding my ah, ha ha
but i do not accept their offer
let me talk to yo father father
can i have yo daughter, father?

kash:
i just want your mother, mother
got her under bed, the covers
now she taking off her panties
aw yeah yeah
im like holy shit bitch
this fucking rocksss
you know im drippin with the sauce
and that bitch get hit 
like her name was fuckin frost
i just want you in my life
is it so hard?
girl you could be playin me
like a damn card

me:
yeah, open air, clear my mind
somebody, ill find to care
ha da da da da
woah, dont know where imma go
but i know im with my friends, not alone
yeah, da da da da

yeah, brodie caught gettin' in his bag wow
what's the point of a convo if we don't talk now?
which is worth? don't know what i value
so im walkin' out
never gettin caught slippin u a drag now
yeah, brodie caught gettin' in his bag wow
what's the point of a convo if we don't talk now?
which is worth? don't know what i value
so im walkin' out
never gettin caught slippin u a drag now

drag w/ kashani (sai)

prod. yungspoiler
ft. @maxrrss

me:
lies
rolling off of your tongue
apologize
do you think im dumb?

i don't really understand what you want from me
red light, then some green
don't you lie to me, honestly
cuz i speak honesty
i just dont know why can't let go
i'm not your only bro
don't you let em know you're alone
can't get off your phone

scrolling all night
can't you just take a second?
alright
it will be okay
just sleep 'till the light
you said you'd give it your best
but you lied

you don't wanna talk about it
say it won't change
and i say "i doubt it"
i let you breathe
and then you drowned this
but i come back
cause i can't help it
you don't wanna talk about it
say it won't change
and i say "i doubt it"
i let you breathe
and then you drowned this
but i come back
cause i can't help it
im selfish

huh, yeah, what's there to listen to?
'cause i can't stand more lies from you
don't know what to believe
so what's the truth?
cuz i can't figure it out with you

something just don't feel right
pullin and pushin away
it's hard to talk if you're not okay
dont get upset when things don't go your way

problems
if i could solve em
maybe this would go away

max:
i dont know the truth
(problems wont stay away im fighting for ya)
i cant stay for you
problems never seem to go 
never wanna talk and i cant stay afloat
i gave you time
you never tried
said you were mine
but u dont no uuuuu

kas:
you don't wanna talk about it
say it won't change
and i say "i doubt it"
i let you breathe
and then you drowned this
but i come back
cause i can't help it
you don't wanna talk about it
say it won't change
and i say "i doubt it"
i let you breathe
and then you drowned this
but i come back
cause i can't help it
im selfish

(nunununu)

selfish w/ maxrrss

@kasologyy
@jades714

lyrics:
(jades)
don’t care don’t worry bout me
tryna count money not sheep in my sleep
ima bag getter til my fingers get weak
you bitches know better than to follow my lead
don’t care don’t worry bout me
tryna count money not sheep in my sleep
ima bag getter til my fingers get weak
you bitches know better than to follow my lead

(me)
i kill my brain
eyes roll back, takin novocaine
hit it one time, dont know her name
told you not to fall in love, oh what a shame

tell me, tell me
why the sudden interest?
you aint got no shot, but you puffin yo chest
show me what ur made of, try ur best
no time 2 talk with all this stress

told me a minute,
im reaching my limit
yeah i can feel us getting tense
but i wont fold under pressure
u know imma stand my ground
wont be pushin me around

(jades + me)
don’t care don’t worry bout me
tryna count money not sheep in my sleep
ima bag getter til my fingers get weak
you bitches know better than to follow my lead
don’t care don’t worry bout me
tryna count money not sheep in my sleep
ima bag getter til my fingers get weak
you bitches know better than to follow my lead

bag getter w/ jades

prod. jonah bru

(eighteen)
(what's it mean)

long year (eighteen)
how did we get here? (how did we get here)
it's been a long ride (yeah, been a long ride)
but how do we get clear? (how do we get clear)
it's been too much of
empty promises, i know you, know they wont stay
second chances, i don't think you're gonna change
broken messages, i keep to myself nowadays
and now im

fallin, yeah
in and out of love to fill the void
ive been tryna run away from all the people i destroyed
ive been countin all my blessings all the things that i avoid
all these voices in my head yeah they got me paranoid
i think i like the idea of u better
the more i find out, im just lovin u lesser
oh well not like were gonna last forever
but nobody loves the pressure

when im without you i don't know my place
but with or without you imma find my way
and i had a lot of questions about myself
push em aside, don't go into that
a lot on my mind, no need for the past
well shit, while were on the topic
remember we were good, started slitting my wrists
wake up in the morning, now your face makes me sick
i can't even speak, only wasting my spit

fallin, yeah
in and out of love to fill the void
ive been tryna run away from all the people i destroyed
ive been countin all my blessings all the things that i avoid
all these voices in my head yeah they got me paranoid

never feel like i belong
i done wrote too many songs
i just crave a touch,
so can you tell me that im never wrong?
everything i felt is gone
never sleeping until dawn
i think i should go and eat
but maybe it's not what i want?
trouble in paradise
i remember tying up loose ends all night
im done fixing your problems, im not your gun
sorry to ruin the fun

yeah, got high for the first time
mary jane, on cloud nine
sit back, sippin wine
ima drown on my own time
spend my life, online
hour 40, doin overtime
in my life, where's the punchline?
always watchin from the sidelines

eighteen (jonah bru)

prod. me

--
people change, rearrange my life
new guy, new whip, white lies
and i hope youre not a waste of time
my old shoes don't fit quite right

yeah you know im missing your touch
cant get enough
set me free
if you really want it maybe you could let me see

wish it was easier to love you
i'd give it all up just to touch you
hold my hand, can you pick my side?
i need reassurance, can you tell me we're fine
there's nothing that i wouldn't do
just so i can get a taste of you
maybe it'll work if we give it some time
but time kills baby, so don't leave me behind

don't feel like waiting in line
if im with you, maybe i could be fine
huh, i can feel your breath on my neck
baby, stop breathing, just give it a rest
sorry to say, but you're not that guy
no control on mine
asking myself, why am i in your bed?
cant handle the shit thats inside of my head

let me say my piece, but i cant get my words out
always people please, sorry if you're let down
i just want peace, but its out of my control now
lying through your teeth, who do i believe now
who do you think you are?
im letting you know, this is going too far
burn that bridge, like a lit cigar
pour my feelings into this guitar

wish it was easier to love you
i'd give it all up just to touch you
hold my hand, can you pick my side?
i need reassurance, can you tell me we're fine
there's nothing that i wouldn't do
just so i can get a taste of you
maybe it'll work if we give it some time
but time kills baby, so don't leave me behind

wish it was easier to love you
i'd give it all up just to to-
pick my side?
i need reassurance, can you tell me we're fine
there's nothing that i wouldn't do
just so i can get a taste of you
maybe it'll work if we give it some- 
time kills baby, so don't leave me behind

prod me

lyrics:

i take it slow
i don't wanna be left alone
can you show
what you really want from me
i just dont know
i don't really talk that much
i don't really know what to say
it's all new to me

i bite my tongue
as you show me love
i've never felt like this before
is this real?
can i feel this feel?
you're all i need
and want and more

i don't wanna lie
baby, you been on my mind
lately
i need someone to confide in, oh
tell me it'll be al- (oh my god)
love you even when I'm high
never wanna see you cry
i just wanna tell you now
the things i feel when you're around
i give you my all
you've got my body for taking
know i'm
i'm just one call
away from my fall
i hope you know i'm not faking
pray i'm not breaking

i don't like it when you're not 'round
i need you right now
come and say your vows
i remember every sound
hear it like surround
know you're getting close to me
wonder can you fix my soul for me?
ha

i found comfort in you
i pace in my room
as we talk now
i just wanna make you proud
how can i hide the truth?
im so into you
im such a loser
if i had to, i'd choose her

this time i'll change
maybe this time it's okay
if i tell my truth to you
if i open up
do you promise you'll stay?
i don't wanna weigh down on you
i'll be patient
for you, I'll be the bravest

i bite my tongue
as you show me love
i've never felt like this before
is this real?
can i feel this feel?
you're all i need
and want and more

i bite my tongue
as the world comes crumbling down
will you be the one to save me now?
will you be the one to save me now?

GENESIS

prod me

mv: https://youtu.be/QKfkqeS9otc

lyrics:

lungs doing fine
i wont talk, wont eat, go mia
i see so grey, i-
i- i- i-

gotta pull myself together,
cuz i know that ill be -
better by her side
i fell for her soul,
now my hearts' entwined
and i
im falling apart
but i'll be fine
weather, cloud my mind
im so filled with doubt that my wings can't fly

i know
im trying not to sacrifice
what is mine
so why show
when im so used to keeping it inside?
always in my mind

hold up, watch me
its you i await
i know im moving slowly
cuz i been betrayed
i wanna know if it's okay if i could get in your way?
lookin mighty bright today
i wish i was feelin that way
i'd give it all up for you baby
put my heart on display

...

gotta pull myself together,
cuz i know that i'll be -
better by her side
i fell for her soul,
now my hearts' entwined
and i, 
im falling apart
but i'll be fine
weather, cloud my mind
im so filled with doubt that my wings can't fly
/
hold my breath, baby
i dont wanna talk lately
everytime i sit alone in silence
i can feel it dragging on my eyelids
face my death, maybe
why won't you just talk to me?
always in the red i hear sirens
i just wanna live without the violence

(...)

kasology

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