I've always wanted a way to just disappear from everything. Just zap out of existence (My therapist says it's a normal thing to think about, I'm okay).

[Verse 1]
I’m a shadow that never could stay,
A name unspoken, a life in decay.
Disappear into the void, no one cares,
No weight, no trace, no vacant stares.
Set my path aflame, no pain when I fade,
Ashes fall where my footsteps were laid.
No roots to bind, no soil to turn,
Only the fire and the will to burn.

[Pre-Chorus]
When I’m gone, don’t let it weigh on anyone,
Just close the book before the story’s begun.

[Verse 2]
I’ve bled through cracks where the world forgets,
Paid my dues in unspoken debts.
No crown, no throne, no hollow praise,
Only the silence of empty days.
I planned my end when I turned thirty-five,
But was tricked and left here to survive.
My existence has brought me nothing but pain,
And all I want is to burn away.
When I’m gone, don’t let it weigh on anyone,
Let my name drift like I was never there.
The bridges I’ve built will drown in flame,
No map, no path, nothing remains.

[Chorus]
Disappear into the void, no one cares,
No flowers, no tears, no vacant stares.
Set my path aflame, no pain when I fade,
Wipe my name from every place I’ve stayed.
Let the smoke rise where the daylight dies,
No tomb, no stone, no alibis.
Burn it all down ‘til the trail is gone,
And the world keeps moving, carrying on.

[Bridge 1]
Grind the roads I walked to dust and glass,
Scatter my shadow, let the moment pass.
No shrine, no mark, no mourners in line,
Only the heat and the loss of time.
Tear down the stars, make the heavens blind,
So even the dark won’t know where to find.
Every step I take is the last I’ll own,
A kingdom burned to the naked bone.

[Bridge 2]
If I go, I’ll go without a sound,
No ripples left on the water’s crown.
Set my path aflame, no pain when I fade,
No one should feel the space I’ve made.
Wash the trail before the rain can fall,
Let nothing stand, let nothing call.
When I’m gone, don’t let it weigh on anyone,
Let my name drift like I was never there.

[Chorus]
Disappear into the void, no one cares,
No flowers, no tears, no vacant stares.
Set my path aflame, no pain when I fade,
Wipe my name from every place I’ve stayed.
Let the smoke rise where the daylight dies,
No tomb, no stone, no alibis.
Burn it all down ‘til the trail is gone,
And the world keeps moving, carrying on.

[Outro]
No crown, no throne, no trace, no sound,
Just the fire where I was found.
Then nothing left, no burden to bear,
Only the void, and no one there.

Let me fade!

...so no one remembers my name.

Erased (Finale)

I don't want to go, but I want it to end.
My life's so liquid, it refuses to bend
Let me smile, just this last... time
Stuck in this moment, lost in the past.
The world spins fast, but I'm standing still
No expectations, no lasting thrill
My heart fights for me to be pure 
But I'm still a sin, fighting to endure

When the world is on fire
Where do I belong? 

Maybe one day I'll see my self there
But to lose me is, something I can't bare
I'm trying to pull myself out of this grave
But my joy feels false, so fucking depraved
I want happiness, like everyone else
Who do I tell, where do I yell? 
No one wants to here my complaints
Can't think of a soul, who loves this pain

When the world is on fire... 
Where do I belong? 

I don't want it to be this way. 
But what more can I do or say? 
All I wanted was to feel complete
Here I stand as a broken piece
Put me together, start with my soul
Devil wants me, needs me to pay the toll
Even hell is struggling to stay afloat
Imagine, the devil being this broke

When the world is on fire... 
Where does my pain belong? 

Who do I sacrifice? 
How do I die? 
Why do I breathe? 
What do I need? 
Where do I fucking belong? 

I have no love left to give! 
I have no joy left on me! 
I only wanted to bring happiness! 
But the world is broken! 

So tell me... 
When the world is on fire... 
... Where do I belong? 

Where do I belong? 
Where do you belong? 
Where do we belong? 
Should we belong? 

Belong Part 2 ft. Jack

Right Here Waiting For You

This piece is based on my poem “Angst vor der eigenen Größe” (Fear of My Own Greatness).

It speaks to the quiet power within us — the weight of words, the presence of a voice, the courage to take up space without apology.

Not arrogant. Not too much.
Simply real, vulnerable, and true.

Through Samuel Cusson (MrNightQc) and his musical vision, my voice found another dimension — a soundscape for silence, strength, and becoming.

The poem reminds me (and maybe you, too):
We don’t have to prove anything.
We can simply be.
And even in stillness, our greatness does not disappear.

MrNightQc & KAT – Fear of My Own Greatness

TO SEE

Lyrics & melody: Public Domain (1927). Arrangement & recording © 2025 [S.H.Thorn].
Lyrics

Twilight on the window glass,
city breathes and traffic passes.
Keys on the hook, shoes by the door,
peace like waves on a quiet shore.


Kettle sings, a small lamp glows,
every worry lets me go…


My blue heaven — where the noise turns low,
my blue heaven — where the soft lights glow.
A smiling face, a room that knows
how to hold me close.
When the world feels heavy and I need a home,
I fall into my blue heaven.


Photographs on a crooked shelf,
tiny proofs we built ourselves.
Vinyl spins a gentle tune,
curtains sway like a silver moon.


Heartbeat finds a steady time,
breathing slow—your hand in mine.


My blue heaven — where the noise turns low,
my blue heaven — where the soft lights glow.
A smiling face, a room that knows
how to hold me close.
When the world feels heavy and I need a home,
I fall into my blue heaven.


If storms arrive, let them roll outside—
we’ll keep the sky we find inside.


My blue heaven — like a harbor light,
my blue heaven — turning wrongs to right.
A little nest, a warm embrace,
we make our sacred place.
When the world feels heavy and I need a home,
I fall into my blue heaven.

My Blue Heaven - REMASTERED - HD

This track rides the wave of classic G-Funk energy, smooth, hypnotic, and sun-soaked, but with lyrics that cut straight through the haze. The beat leans on deep, rolling bass, crisp snares, and a funk groove that swings with attitude. Bright synth leads whistle through the mix, giving it that signature West Coast shimmer, while guitar licks and warm keys keep it flowing.

The contrast hits hard: a beat built for cruising, paired with verses that slam against false promises and corrupted ideals. The flow glides effortlessly over the funk, weaving sharp social commentary into a groove that makes the message stick even deeper. The hook works like a chant, infectious but heavy with meaning, exposing the scam behind the mask.

By the outro, the song flips into a rallying call, bold and memorable. It’s not just smooth G-Funk storytelling; it’s protest wrapped in groove, rebellion riding a bassline. A track that makes you nod your head while reminding you what’s at stake.

We The People

آ خره ۲ نیا

Man Jolo Donyam

https://marol.bandcamp.com/track/read-the-wind

Some days the world lines up,
like everything finally learned my name.
Light on my shoulders, easy breath,
every door swinging my way.
Then out of nowhere it tilts—
is it the wind or something worse?
A chill that cuts through promises,
a silence heavy as a curse.

Call it gut, call it second sight
I’ve learned to trust what I don’t want to know.
I fight it, but it’s honest as a bruise:
when it warns me, it’s time to let go.

I read the wind before it breaks,
feel sorrow forming miles away.
It hits like thunder from the void—
but I won’t fold, I hold my place.
I read the wind, I brace and stay;
whatever tries to take my faith—
it won’t. Not today.
(I choose life — every day.)

I watch the last yellow leaves
turn slow and settle down.
The weather vane won’t lie to me;
somewhere the air still hums with heat.
I want the place where dreams can breathe,
grow strong and never hide—
where winter’s creeping, bone-deep hush
can’t pull the warmth from my life.

There’s truth that hurts like open sky,
and truth that heals the scar it made.
I feel both gathering in the gust,
and I decide what stays.

I read the wind before it breaks,
feel sorrow forming miles away.
It hits like thunder from the void—
but I won’t fold, I hold my place.
I read the wind, I brace and stay;
whatever tries to take my faith—
it won’t. Not today.
(I choose life — every day.)

Don’t shout your deepest wishes
where the dark keeps eager ears.
Guard the flame you carry close,
walk careful through the gears.
And when the night leans hard on you,
stand up and show your face
let the gale pass through your ribs
and leave the heart it couldn’t take.

Is it the wind or something else?
Either way, I’m not its prey.
If grief shows up before its time,
I’ll meet it—and still say:

I read the wind before it breaks,
and even when it starts to rain,
I lift my eyes and hold the line
no shadow gets to take my name.
I read the wind; I won’t be swayed.
If dawn feels far, I make a way.
I make a way.
(I choose life — every day.)

Here where the leaves let go,
I learn what staying really means.
Whatever tries to numb my soul
I feel the wind… and live anyway.

Read the Wind

I am KAT – poet, musician, and catalyst.
I work in the space between silence and voice, between quiet intimacy and bold confrontation.
My art speaks when words must whisper — and shouts when the truth demands to be loud.
I know what I want, and I stand for it — with depth, with courage, without apology.
My message challenges, moves, and touches — not to provoke, but to awaken.
I do not step forward hesitantly, but decisively — ready to be heard.

Explore my debut project Vienna Skies and Heavenly Cries and other recent works in collaboration with AXAXC — a journey through voice, sound, and poetic space.

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MrNightQc & KAT – Fear of My Own Greatness

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