"i hear my name in the whispering breeze
in the changing of the seasons,
& the withering of the leaves
i can’t love, because you’ve sinned again,
i was a fool to think you’d ever be a better man
redemption of the old lies in the willow’s shade
longing for what was, & the love that we made
it hurts me to my core to know you think this a game
i hope someday you find someone who treats you the same
in my cold & empty room i sing & i weep
praying all my secrets you hold dear & you keep
left with all my thoughts & no one next to me 
lying here alone, without your arms around me
without your arms around me"

ft. the extremely talented dylan delgiudice - thank you again for your immense help :)

the ravine

Part of a cover to Heroin by Lana del Rey :) the background music is from YouTube. I may record this again & upload in the near future, since I finally got a better mic for vocals. Enjoy!

Heroin

I recorded this one back in 2022. This piece features Dylan DelGiudice on the acoustic guitar and bass, thank you so much for your help on this track. This is the first part of perhaps several demos of Marionette I will post, each one bringing its own mood and sound. Thanks for listening.

marionette - (intro demo)

Re-upload of the original In My Darkest Hour. Re-did the bass line. In My Darkest Hour is inspired by the pain of love & love lost. My pain transforms.

In My Darkest Hour

Solo acoustic guitar instrumental I recorded back in 2019 called Fountain of Youth. Enjoy!

Fountain of Youth

"walking thru the city streets,
the day is bright, my thoughts are bleak
i cry each day into the next
till i learn to unfuck my head
i feel till i cant feel no more
i look at each day as a chore
i swallow all my pain & sorrow,
push it away till tomorrow
with every person that leaves, 
i feel more hollow
no, don’t you tell me to breathe
my breath is shallow
empty & all alone, you’d leave
me there to wallow
foolin myself,
thinkin
that you’d stay until tomorrow
you had no love left to borrow
held captive in my own mind,
yeah, it seems as im far off
the purple lenses hide
all my tears that have dried
a deeper dive into the lies
reveals the pain that is inside

i wish to god that i could rectify
make a wrong a right
our story i would rewrite
if i could go back in time
that day when i lost my mind
when you said you wanted to take some time
to yourself
& put my love on the shelf
you say it’s my poor mental health
the fact you saw me going thru hell
got you feelin mad overwhelmed
your mind’s out in another realm
& i feel the world for the both of us
you called it love not lust
that day you ended us
i cant pretend it was
easy to comprehend
what i once thought was love
ended up being pretend
feelings of betrayal & mistrust 
when the love we had was lost
& i knew i was the cause
it was me who ended us
it was my issues with trust
you said that you could take it,
but it’s clear you had enough
took my heart, said you wouldnt break it
but it’s burstin at the seams, yeah, im fallin apart
you’re here hauntin my dreams
& i got this ache in my heart
cause now you act like you dont know me
& it’s true, that you dont owe me
but you pulled me by a string, won my love,
& left me lonely
& left me lonely"

Here's a clip from a rap verse I did back in 2020. I'm on the guitar as well, featuring Fritz and Ash on production/mixing/mastering. The beat is free from YouTube. The background rain sample is also from YouTube. Enjoy!

Walking Through the City Streets (verse)

A quick snippet of one of the many takes from The Ravine solo that I had a recording of and wanted to share as a demo :) recorded back in 2022. Enjoy!

The River Runs Through the Ravine (demo)

Cover of I Must Apologise by PinkPantheress :)

I Must Apologise

Headlock cover by Imogen Heap. Was really excited to do this one and hope you guys enjoy.

Headlock

Here's a cover of My Song by Labi Siffre. Enjoy.

My Song

This song is about how life changes with the seasons and I decided to call it The Weather because vast changes have come about in my life every year as the summer transitions into colder weather. This song was a final project for one of my classes. Enjoy!

The Weather

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