looks like josie totah on the cover. prove me wrong

лютые воспоминания разблокированы

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk
mixed in part by Qawi Kamri (https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri)
______________________
teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

my heart's so broken
i wish there was a potion
to help with my depression
that's drowning me like an ocean
forget the notion
'cause i retract that
now my sadness weighs me down
like it's a backpack

i feel alone in my home
there's no way out
i feel alone, so alone
there's no hope now
and i don't know where to go
i hate this town
and if i can't get away
then i might drown

you don't need me
hide my feelings
please don't leave me
i'll stop breathing

teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

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benedixhion x convolk - dying alone in my room [prod. MURDFLEX]

Lately - Dying In Designer

you live and learn as your heart hurts and burns

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lyrics

hook

pour another drink cause i'm scared in the night, I’m
faded here alone girl I know that your eyes lie
i don’t need a friend, i need someone to die with
laying here alone think i’m finally flying
i’m scared of dying alone, these problems never get solved
i know you're lying awake and waiting on me to phone
but girl i’m tryna move on and you won’t leave me alone
tryna stop me from crying , shorty i’m really dying 	

verse
everything growing colder, all this shit on my shoulder
here and dying alone, there’s nothing left and i'm sober
i just wanna move on, but I don’t know if we’re over 
i just wanna move on but you ain’t giving me closure
nobody here to help me I been tripping
bad bitch on me am i dead or am I living
noone around me i come through but they aint listen
im seeing demons in the night they want me slipping 
there’s nothing here for me, i’m flying overseas
they got no love for me, just broken memories
your love is all I need, but now you’re over me
all that we could of been, a hopeless ode to me

hook

produced by bleach 
www.twitter.com/YungBleach0?lang=en

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SCREAM

"I gave you everything you ever wanted but you ended up closing the door" - van

SuiSai: @sushisai
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @tothegood
Artwork: @suicideoutside (on twitter)

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"When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai”

Lyrics-

When you say me you love me, it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I’m crying on the concrete. I don’t have strength to get up off the floor 

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again 

Crashing down on my parade
You let me love till you were bored of the game 
Open hearts and shoddy flames
You let me burn in the love that we made 

SuiSai- 
That touch of yours left cinders
Trails of your heart set a flame
Lit like embers
Of our past
Screeching stop sounds like thunder
You were my lightning
Filled my clouds with your patterns
Made the world disappear 
liked it better
Then you left me here
To the forces of the weather
Cause the cold fronts near
But I swear id never let it
Change the way that I feel

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai (Prod. Tothegood)

666 Mg

Teenage Rage

@gentrammel - Teenage Rage

Produced by Paryo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_joXtIT0is

LUV U BABY WHY YOU NEVER TELL THE TRUTH

Lyrics:

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

[Bridge]
yeah tell me why
i stayed up 2 nights
tell me why

baby i tried
waiting for you 
but you didn't reply
why, why

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

Biteki びてき

brighter light (prod. Paryo)

•𝖗𝖚𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖕𝖊𝖗 𝖍𝖔𝖕𝖊 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖌𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖘•

[LYRICS]
I don't want to be like this
living in my head like it hurts oh shit
running from the reaper hope his swing gone miss
don't fear the ghost like he don't exist okay
I don't want to be like that
I could never really go back go back
I don't want to hurt your back
carrying my thoughts on your shoulders
gone break you fast 

don't say it 
I know it
old thoughts
controlling
moods swings
keep flowing
bipolar
I'm ghosting

I set fire
to my head
I'm tired
of memories
of liars
and
cold nights
desires
a friendship
didn't have shit
I'm crazy
it's okay
that's 2 sides
of my 1 brain
got 404
to my domain

I don't want to be like this
living in my head like it hurts oh shit
running from the reaper hope his swing gone miss
don't fear the ghost like he don't exist okay
I don't want to be like that
I could never really go back go back
I don't want to hurt your back
carrying my thoughts on your shoulders
gone break you fast 

don't say it 
I know it
old thoughts
controlling
moods swings
keep flowing
bipolar
I'm ghosting

Running From The Reaper [Prod by. metlast]

“Chemicals” by dESPAIN. Available now on all streaming platforms:

https://onerpm.lnk.to/despain

LYRICS: 

Chemicals
Running through my head again
Telling me that you’d forget me
Forget all we said

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

When I dream
I see these fucked up things
Feeling of death
At the tip of my feet 
Like a haunted fool
I Never could see
My soul to fade to black
Take a hit 
Do I react?
To the drugs in my mouth
Or do I need some more of these

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

I don’t know what trip I’ve been on
Did I fuck up again?
Tell me what really happened
Sorry for all my sins
Smoke one for me when Im dead

Feeling too faded
Maybe fucked up
I would say sorry but that’s not enough
Add this to the list of reasons why I 
Can’t sleep at night, so I hide

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

All these chemicals be in my head
When i dream I see you again
I could get fast car bae 
Act like we nascar bae
Why we gotta end this way
Why we gotta end this way

Instrumental: ProdbyKG
Recorded & Mixed/Mastered: dESPAIN

Lately - Dying In Designer

𝕜𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕𝕠𝕜𝕚 ☽

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