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[i did this to myself]

haven't made shit in a minute what it do
haven't made shit in a month what the fuck
take a break from myself that's the truth
i'm tryna lay low how do i trust
i already told you everything i knew if you want more info catch a fucking clue
you can put two and two together they don't fuck with you
put 2 and 2 together 4 the shit i do
why start a journal if i cant write
why try to write if i cant think right
same 4 thoughts in my head at night
hands so tired from the shit i try to fight
8 hour shift and it's driving me insane 
but i need that fucking bag so what else can i say

yea i do this to myself x4

cant hop on instagram brain too programmed
eyes sinking deeper i feel the reaper

yea i do this to myself x4

only tell one friend how im really feeling
fuck the whole world cus i don't really need it

yea i do this to myself x4

when i look at you i cant really feel myself
im dependent on a feeling i can get from no one else

yea i do this to myself x4

[doves]

didn't know you well what’s the play
what's a hook to a fish, it’s the bait
i showed too you much push away
spoke too much im afraid
did you really put much thought into this?
did i really think id end up like this?
i know you don't need me right now
to you it's just another night out
tried a new life and see what's it about
put you on a pedestal and you'll leave without a doubt
and i'm running out of topics we should talk it out
yea i stress over shit but you don't live in my house
i don't know shit about you 
you could take my life away
you could put me in a drink and not remember yesterday 
i was asking how's your day
it just doesn't feel the same
now you probably think i'm lame
yea i know im really lame
yea i know im miles away
yea i know it doesn't change
call and you don’t pick up
yea was i stupid dumb?
i don't know how you do it cus the feeling sucks
i'm not built for this life i got too much
i'm a pigeon your a crow where's the fucking dove
and i'm fighting of these thoughts n they like to shove

[death by car]

why'd you have to tell me that
preciate the honesty but now i'm in an overcast
put a fake front have to ask
why you don't open up? why you don't like to dance?
maybe i should run it back
play it in my head so that i could get a heart attack
thinking of the options and the things i could've said to you 
everything i said was my fault and it's my issue
i can't boss up
everytime i try to get up i just fall down
pieces of my brain that i just wanna rip apart
living with my grief i just wanna have death by car
can i really live by myself?
can i have one day without any help?
can i walk outside without feeling scared?
can i have one day where you really cared? 

what's the point sitting down and feeling like this
spent the whole fucking just thinking about shit
what the fuck bro i don't even wanna speak to your ass
i'm just chilling in the fucking crib not getting any cash
i'm so fucking sick and tired of living in this shitty ass city
i'm sick of people fucking walking around like shits pretty
sick and tired of the way my brain wires itself
slap me in the face just fucking tell me to kill myself
i act the fucking way i do because i don't fucking love myself

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 I don't hear his call, but the same agitation forced me to listen

saq’viri rek’avs; misi mudmivi, tumtsa, chemi gautavebeli brdzolit; me ar mesmis. shesadzloa archevanit, an dizainit; maints, es brdzola chemshi grdzeldeba da mteli k’atsobrioba chemshi ver atsnobierebs amas. uplis mepoba its’q’eba da miukhedavad imisa, rom is meubneba, me ar mesmis misi mots’odeba. me ar mesmis misi zari, magram igive azhiot’azhi idzulebuli gavkhdi mesmena

thank you for everything , , , this is for you ; hope we meet again some day , if not , i will cherish our time spent together forever , thank you for being there when my father wasnt , and being there for him , even if you did not intend on it

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