(Fractured)

Aryan features
Aryan lies
Aryan cameras 
Aryan spies 
Vlogging daily 
Vlogging free
Vlogging your heart out for me
Dancing widow 
Sad contraption 
Functions nicely
Thinks in fractions
Sad sole purpose
Nicely written
Stories ended
People listen

(Fractured)

Lotto ticket
Won the raffle
Jolly smiles
People baffled
Better "in"
Better "out"
Better something to shout about 
Lost in transmit
Lost in battle
Lost in feeding 
Towns of cattle
Reared and raised
Upon home soil
Fed on lies
From truths in toil
Where's your mother?
Where's your mister?
Where's the facts in the bigger picture?
Where's the Cupid?
Where's the bow?
Or is this how it was meant to go?

(Fractured)

Can't Get My Head Around The Fact

Smog Room

Mean

A mellow fusion of RnB beats and dreamy guitars

Waitin For The Blue

I've had this recording for nearly 2 years and it has taken a lock down and global pandemic for me to stop, and decide to share it. I wrote this song when I lived 5 flights of stairs up in a tiny flat in central Brighton. Although it was so busy on the streets below, I had some of the loneliest nights of my life watching people from my window whilst I sang and drank endless bottles of wine in the dark. 

So this isn't a joyful song (haha sorry) but it's very honest and personal. Hope you enjoy it ??

The Tower Song

Lyrics:

Tell me, am I boring you? What am I supposed to do? I don’t think I’ll make it out alive
But, I might as well try

The kind of fate that breaks a few I’ll call you when it all comes through I don’t wanna do this thing alone
Will this ever be simple?

Bet on the truth 
I’m done lying to you
Shrug off the bruise
I’m not fighting with you
My last breath will be the final warning

I have no reason to care
But, I’m stuck in your trap
It’s not healthy what I need’s
More like this, less like that
I have this notion that
I’m just a speck on your map
It’s not helpful that I love
Where we are now

You ran away yet, 
You told me that you wanted to say 

Believe me, you get boring too
Did everything I had to do
All I need is another to thrive
Somewhere you’ll never pry 
Got a bad feeling in my head, I should let it go
What you’re filling in my head, it’s a shallow flow
I followed the river, took the next turn
And left every one of my concerns

Set up to lose
I’m done lighting this fuse
Write down the truce
I’m not prolonging our feud
I expect to leave tomorrow morning

I have no reason to care
But, I’m stuck in your trap
It’s not healthy what I need’s
More like this, less like that
I have this notion that
I’m just a speck on your map
It’s not helpful that I love
Where we are now

We cleaned the slate
And you’re the only one left with the pain
You’ll hide away
But, we’re gonna be attached to the shame 

So, this is what it means to love you
This is how it feels to give myself away
Tell me why, tell me why
You shut me out
Tell me why, tell me why
I’ve stayed

Boring You

Sugar Tax

Lyrics:

I don’t wanna see anyone else but you
24 hours apart baby I’m mad for you,
I don’t wanna see anyone else but you
Boom boom no my heart won’t let up

I don’t wanna see anyone else but you 
24 hours apart baby I’m mad for you,
I don’t wanna see anyone else but you
Boom boom no my heart won’t let up

Don’t go running away 
‘Cause I’m in love now
So much more than yesterday
The rain is pouring
But, It’s never quite the same without you
A conversation on the phone 
is an inhumane option

I see you in my headlights
Think it’s real then pull over to the side
and you vanish every single time
Right before the car door comes to a close

I don’t wanna see anyone else but you
24 hours apart baby I’m mad for you,
I don’t wanna see anyone else but you
Boom boom no my heart won’t let up

Why do you intervene? 
Can’t get you over my head, 
‘Cause you’re up in my chest, so frequently
You look towards me with your passive aggressive eyes, 
It's no wonder I left without you 

Tensions rising in this house
Talk when you’re ready to calm down
Oh god i’m torn
I would see this through if I were you

I see you in my headlights
Think it’s real then pull over to the side
and you vanish every single time
Right before the car door comes to a close

I don’t wanna see anyone else but you
24 hours apart baby I’m mad for you,
I don’t wanna see anyone else but you

Do you ever speak and feel like no one hears a sound?
Don’t ever say that my love has gone underground
Accelerate ’til your mind’s been made up
So long, farewell, I need to propel

24 Hours Apart

I did start this song in the last half hour of a very long meeting. They can't hear what your computer does if you are muted. And later I found out that the Music Weeklies Challenge was Relaxing Music, so I finished it. Hope it relaxes you.

The Tower Song

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