@moon-boy-17006094 nice one lol. happy pride!

To anyone queer out there, despite what people may say about you, you're valid. Be who you want to be, love who you want to love, and if anyone has a problem with it, they shouldn't, as how does it affect them? Happy pride month everyone.

this song is like if Kate Bush and St. Vincent had a baby and I love it

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Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

Girls Rituals - Illusion (VNV Nation cover)

Premiered 2024-02-17 @ Golden Conejobeat
Drums ripped from Cam'ron 'Oh Boy' prod. Just Blaze

Receiver leaking brand new colours
Closest ER out of range
We put our hearts into eachother
We lose ourSelves but still don't change
I wanna touch the nothingnesses
I only ever had too much
My body: numb with all its data
Send all my numbers going off 

He's got a head like a- Like a boy- Like a-
He's got a head just like a boy
Look like a boy to me
It'll be ok
It'll be ok
x2

What could you ever want from me?
What good is that?
What good is knowing about it? All you did is nothing about it

What good is that?
What could you ever want from me?
What good is that?
What good is knowing about it? All you did is nothing about it

Receiver

CAROUSEL FROM HELL

AMERICAN HEALTHCARE

KETCHUP MUSTARD

From Christmasasaurus Unleashed 2. Listen to the whole thing here https://christmasasaurus.bandcamp.com/album/christmasasaurus-unleashed-2

Featuring marie a
https://www.instagram.com/808gum?igsh=M2V6Nno2enBqbW40

Cap & gown in purple & gold
You're 22 years old & a woman now you're told
Aunt Beth & Charlie / write a check out to the graduating niece 
& you mark your independence with a signature on a lease
But home is a photograph you tape to your wall 
It's gonna be a cold white Christmas in St Paul

Beer for breakfast who's gonna scold
You've got your ea-rly hours dulled by the cigarettes you roll
Second shift as a fry cook, that's your holiday in grease`
& you trudge to work through the snow in a coat down to your knees
& you linger at the twinkle lights as you pass by the mall 
& count the days
to a cold white Christmas in St Paul


Feather down. The night gets so cold
& you ignore the smell of mold while you're smoothing out the folds
When you're on your own you've got no one to please
In a Minnesota city just as bare & as mean as the winter trees
But you'll be damned if you're the one making collect calls 
on a Cold white Christmas in St Paul

Cold White Christmas ft. marie a (Casiotone for the Painfully Alone cover)

Arkhaiomelisidonophunikheratos

Kanariya

(original : https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/track/treat-me-like-a-doll)

if you really want i can be the smog around you
i'll surround you with my love
no matter how much how could it ever be enough ?
i wanna take care of all your needs
i wanna give you everything
i wanna build a nest inside your lungs
and curl up and go to sleep as close as i can be to you

keep me, keep me safe. i need you, every day
keep me, it keeps me safe. i need you

treat me like a doll, i'll be fucking perfect
see the real me, buried in the plastic
every fucking day i wake up in a panic
spinning like a drill i can never stop
tearing up inside myself

i built myself from barely fitting parts
scraped up off the floor
bubbling melting in the heat 
melting u and me together
what's this stuff ?? is it even flesh ??
is it even blood ?? is it even me ??
i built myself from barely fitting parts
i still fall apart, i still fall apart

keep me, keep me safe. i need you, every day
keep me, keep me safe. i need you

treat me like a doll, i'll be fucking perfect
see the real me, buried in the plastic
every fucking day i wake up in a panic
spinning like a drill i can never stop
tearing up inside myself

Darkness

katie dey

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