all lyn

black and blue (2021 scrapped)

i shot a man in the parking lot and then watched him fall oh i watched him
do what it takes just to feel you here never missed one call til i lost him
everytime i fuck it up i always think about the problems that ive caused
ive moved on from depending on another man oh its not what i want

Parking lot

Midden

demo made in Five minutes

i shot a bullet in her chest when i found out shes who uve been with
i pray to god that every day i wake up free of all ur shit
i fucking knew it
opened my eyes for the first time
and now i finally see you clearly
opened my eyes for the first time
and now ill never miss u dearly

drive into a corner
i see the red signs but i cant tell what they say
ur bored of me? oh what a shame
im falling out the skies are gray
when i look in the mirror i cant tell who it is standing there anymore
my teeth fall out in the sink im bleeding let me fall to the floor

i dont know whats wrong

Drive into a corner

this song is all midi guitar

that's one way to make me feel alone
i won't change until i've found my hope
give me a break (break!)
search for my answers, still at the first stage
i won't break unless they make me change

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

one day, i'll stop caring about them
if i knew how to stop i would
my mom asked me "look what you've become"
but she's misunderstood
i'm passing by without a goal
no reason to keep my control
this fucking mental takes its toll

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

Deep cuts

produced by me & inci0
featuring inci0 @manmelter

lyrics:

@lynyou
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

@manmelter
lately ive been taking toxins
broke down with nothing but a 20 in my pocket
on the freeway dazed and nauseous
screaming cause i hate the way that everybody mocked him
oh when your soul is gone
i'll be the one to call on god
mary taught me how to deal with emotions
mama told me not to say im wrong
its a cycle in a cyclone
interventions never worked
im on a tightrope tryna find home
one wrong move and im lower than dirt
its a game i play with a smile on my face
in denial but i know its not easy
ive been searching through my files tryna gather all your pictures
its necessary but it aint pleasing

@lynyou
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

trace

prod me +intro synth from @omgisai

i guess im back where i left off
has the grass grown any longer
last time we talked u got pissed off
did i ruin ur fun?
if i wanted to i could take u down w/ me
but i know u dont want that so i wont

i wanted more but i received closure
the ends right there n im getting closer
i got one more night until its over
i wasted time trying to let go of her
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again

i havent had a break to take for a while now
ive been fighting for my life
its not that easy to get u to calm down
i know u hate the way i...
talk about the past but i still wont stop
i know u hate the things i...
want but at some point i gotta turn it off

idle

i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

The moon looks better than it did last year
Or maybe I'm seeing it different now
I never it see that clear

The first time I told myself
that I love me was when I was someone else
The first time I let the ice melt
was when he forced me to break out of my shell

I Was Someone Else

production by me (+32)
art by me

lyrics:

its never what i want
you try to make it up
you'd let me bleed out
im sinking in the mud
im always in my head
you're always on the hunt
i listen what you say
do u even hear yourself?

moving on
have you tried that yet
i do no wrong
well, at least not yet
x2

on the hunt

circa august 2024
prod me

lyrics/
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

i need a warning when i get close to her
its never fair at all
always ask myself what am i doing wrong
dont wanna lose u again
but ur slipping away like the last time
i keep holding on to fall apart
tell me what ur feeling on the inside

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

wont u take me back?
sometimes i wanna give up all i have
i got problems stacked
i been doing other shit to make me mad

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

potions

production by me

sometimes i wish i was someone else
but after all, whats the fun in that
i know i lost my patience last week
but after all, i know you love me back
but after all, whats the fun in that

i wonder how it couldve been
if i had left myself alone for one more night
theres so many things i shouldve said
im leaving myself in the past, ill leave her dead

i cant keep things to myself
because after all, whats the fun in that
and i cant lie sometimes, i want to fall in love
i get so worried that u might not love me back

i wonder how it couldve been
if i had left myself alone for one more night
theres so many things i shouldve said
im leaving myself in the past, ill leave her dead

Learning to love solitude

prod me

theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

Test.Ur.Luck

SideTracks is my collection of musical detours – riffs, ideas, and stories that stepped off the main road but refused to be forgotten. Recorded in my home studio in Santa Cruz, these tracks blend rootsy rock, funk, jam-band explorations, and a touch of prog and psychedelia, with plenty of room for groove and improvisation.

Most of the instruments and vocals are me, stitched together from late-night inspirations, old notebook scribbles, and half-remembered voice memos that finally found their way into full songs. SideTracks is for anyone who’s ever taken the long way home on purpose – a soundtrack for the side roads, back alleys, and quiet in-between moments where the real stories live.

If you want a super-short version for the top line, you could use:
“A collection of grooves, jams, and late-night song ideas that took the scenic route from my Santa Cruz studio to your ears.”

Lost My Best Friend

Ladies They Are Now Changing

guitar by meee
songs a little bit old like maybe oct idk im too lazy to check all i did was redo the guitar and vocals

i know that when you're done
you'll go and fuck it up so i can go get lost
but is that your decision to make?
because every single feeling that im feeling i don't think could be fake
i don't know if i like that i know you
i sent a text even though im not supposed to 
and after all we went through
i think it hurt me to know
that there's a whole other guy

god it hurt me the most

the way you look its like snow
and god i cant look away
i think im needing a doctor to bare all this weight
i cant convey all my words
you know that more than i could
cause i spent every single day talking to you

god u'll reap what u sow
and ill make sure that you do
bc idk this girl
oh god i don't have a clue
i see you inside my dreams
its nothing u could relate
bc ur already gone
deciding what pills to take

so she'll use u then run off
bc ur nothing to her
and you can ask her and she'll say
she sees u as nothing but dirt
and the that's the way it'll be and nothing will ever change
i see the decisions you've made
i wish that you could've stayed

Drive into a corner

katie kross

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