autotune settings when (me even questioning if theres autotune on this kind of music probably not but its so good)

crown lake

when ur back home
i promise i wont let go again
i wrote a sad song
just for u to never hear it
if i could cut open
with all the pain that comes with it
would that teach u how much i need u

ive been trying to change
but im stuck in my old ways
those things ive been dying to say
i cant say cause your away
cant make it to the end of the day
without feeling a bittersweet taste
dont have time to make that change
clocks ticking im running late

bittersweet

alt version https://soundcloud.com/katiekross/as-far-as-i-know-v3/s-JkltnNprDae

at 2 am i fell asleep while talking
i wasn't supposed to
at 6 am i lost myself
i figured maybe id just ghost you... cause i had to

so ill plan my escape
even it takes me days
cause as far as i know
im the only one that knows the real me
no way back home
not much left to go

how hard is it to follow one instruction
hyperfocused - all you do is stare at nothing
how hard is it to fucking pay attention
dont act like you have better things to do

as far as i know

Shit sucks 😭

looks like u got what u asked for
i never read what the pages say
i always wanted a new way of finding myself

im nervous but im not shaking
asking her please dont take me
i never thought wed get so far
the road is blocked u fucking hate me

and she knows
she thinks deep down shes the one that i want
and i know
ive got 2 options i cant pick one

i get invited to these parties that i dont wanna go to
waiting for a call back u dont answer , do i even know u

we hit a roadblock

prod me @deepinparis @cruseyyyy (ib @esssoh)
ft @deepinparis @1crusafix @omgisai

lyrics:
@deepinparis
yeah, im so fucking innovative
bitch i did this shit on my own
like can you even say that?
cuz im so sick of waiting
bitch im getting lots of payments
theres another version of me and i dont wanna claim him x2

@lynion
going up im so tired of waiting
that boy aint a friend of me i aint gon fucking claim him
they all wanna be me they all imitating
i just do my own thing bitch im 2creativee @trustt 🖕
heard he talking down we gon eliminate him
he talking on the net boy u not intimidating
heard he talking down we gon eliminate him
he always tryna be me im a fucking inspiration

@1crusafix
why the fuck you never listen
and our love is getting distant
hard to breathe, but i try to stay persistent
hard to see, but i think i fucked my vision
i got hella bands, that keeps on counting up
i cant fuck wit ya, because yo shit it sucks
run up on my guys, turn you to a dove
im finna up that fye, you know i keep it tucked

@omgisai
dirty bathtub dancing noodles
will u be my sugar doodle
half a pack of soup and stuff
..
my middle school was made of peanuts
dancing talking walking penis
will u be my valen crime

innovation_ ft deepinparis, crusafix, isai

I haven't felt the same since I last saw you
my heads been blank (where did i put my mind at)
If she's wondering what i'm up to, don't let her know

oh, I dont know why
ur still here and not with him
The seasons go by
and those lights have yet to dim
I spent my new paycheck
and I wasted it on someone that i didn't know
My memory fogged up its all fading
and its all out of my control

I haven't felt the same since I last saw you
my heads been blank (I think I threw it all away)
If she's wondering what i'm up to, don't let her know

Its Cloudy In Here

its cloudy in here

I know I talk a lot
But I still try not to bother
If it was her choice She would end it all (I know it)
Don't know if I'd try to even stop her

Where is it at
What is my head thinking of
do what I have to
Call me selfish all u want
How about instead
next time we talk U just shut up
And hear whats said
and maybe ill get my point acrooooss

bother

production all by me (+32)
art by me
1 out of 4

lyrics:
the tv's acting up
you doubt me everytime
you're looking at my face
i couldn't see your eyes

i nod away 
couldn't help it if i liked
still make the same mistakes
is it messing up if i say that i tried

i couldn't stay away from your mess
tried to push it down
i'm willing to say that it's been more or less
will it ever change around

you're all i know
do i even know you at all
is it something i need to hide
will you ever see my walls
you're letting go
you say your giving up
you wanna know
never satisfy the want

all i know

single off the project (3 of 4)

production by me (+50)
art by me

lyrics:
my life is boring
but i like it that way
i cant afford it
i guess i should've kept my change
you're looking at me
im looking at your shoes
i shouldn't be this judgy
we both know I've lost it too

tell me if its ever gonna be alright
i know i deserve it
better off observing (from a far)
will you ever see me in that light
i know that you're hurting
im needing your warning

there's no saving me
there's no saving me
i've lost it all
i've lost it all

observer

prod @lyn_U + @cruseyyyy

sample https://soundcloud.com/vis/non-believer @vis

lyrics :
how can you back it up?
all these feelings different
i went and fell right for those lies
im such an idiot
in the booth im cuttin up
i dont really mind that bitch
i only need myself for this thats how its always been
i need you to hold me close
treat me like a person
huh uh i get on the mic like "is it worth it?"
huh uh cut off all my skin its so imperfect
girl i want you to love me most
i know i dont deserve it 

she said my voice it sounds so heavenly
she said she wanna get it on cuz i got empathy
i really found out how to do this shit so happily
why cant we all just get along?
i really wanna leave
my heart is aching
i learned to suck it up
im just not one to be complacent when im always stuck
yeah she said she fucking with my cadence and she ran it up
she said she like my attitude but i think that im done

i put that perc right in her jaw
yeah they say im the issue when im barely going on
or am i wrong about it?
bitch im a damn accountant
im the king of knowing all
how am i supposed to cope?
i know im doing wrong
give it time and itll come
yeah its slowly creepin up the times that i go try and run
and i dont understand it
i saw that boy and he on nun
pick that pack up and i ran it
my shoulders hurting from this shit
i just ran laps around em

i dont deserve it

"vol.1" od 9nine9 to osobisty manifest, w którym zderzają się brudne riffy post-punka, surowość rapu i przestrzeń muzyki alternatywnej. To opowieść o wewnętrznych zmaganiach, miejskim chaosie i potrzebie ucieczki — emocjonalna mieszanka gatunków, która nie boi się być szczera i dziwna. Debiut, który zostawia ślad i nie pozwala o sobie zapomnieć.

Głowa Do Góry ft. gibel

more music like this at @redletterdiary
curated by @lyn_u

we hit a roadblock

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