Just a little cover I did of "I Don't Mind" by the band Defeater.

Defeater - I Don't Mind (Cover) [Low Quality]

An HD version, more profesionally recorded of my cover of the song "I Don't Mind" by the band Defeater.

I Don't Mind Cover (Defeater) HD

Yet another version of this cover. My best friend surprised me singing along to the cover I recently made and I loved it so much I had to share it with you guys. She has an amazing voice, compared to herself I don't know anything about singing... lol.

I Don't Mind (Defeater) Cover feat. Aiko Setsuka

My first original song! Spent a lot of time with this. The recording is not perfect, but it's as good as I could record it. I really hope you like it, leave some comments and let me know what you think :)

Song artwork by Aiko Setsuka.

Lyrics:

I used to be a scared kid,
who tried to wear a smile,
just to hide behind every tear
I'd cry myself to sleep every night.

I used to love to death,
but it's just not as good when the death of love
comes with the death of yourself.


I used to hate everything about me.
To think that it was unworthy for the world to keep me alive.

But I decided to live.
I decided to find an escape through my heart.
I decided to love my own,
and never keep anything that weighed myself down.


I used to live for everyone,
except for myself.
I tried to be a superhero,
a stupid boy who though he could save people,
while he was sinking on its own blood.

I used to hate everything about me.
To think that life was hell, 'cause the demons I created were trying to kill me.

But I decided to live.
I decided to find an escape through my heart.
I decided to love my own,
and never keep anything that weighed myself down.

And it hurt like hell,
it hurt like a bullet right through my brains.
But here I am today,
standing, living my dreams awake, and finding hope in myself.

I was a little, scared boy.
A regular kid who thought he had nothing to offer to the world,
until he said "Oh fuck, nobody's gonna love me better than I could."

And I can promise you all,
there's hope for you if you believe in it.
I really promise you there's hope.
It was there for me, and it shall be there for everyone.

So, just now promise to me,
that you won't want to be like myself.
Don't envy myself,
'Cause you should be glad knowing that there's no one in the world like you.

You can decide to live.
You can decide to find an escape through your heart.
You can love your own,
and never keep anything that weighs you down.

And kid, it will hurt like hell,
it's gonna hurt like a bullet right through your brains.
But today is the tomorrow you were so afraid yesterday,
and you're still here.



A Bullet Through Your Brains (Original Song)

New original song! Here's a song I wrote to a girl I'm probably never gonna see again... Or maybe I'll see her every day.

Lyrics:

I saw you standing there,
and the way you looked at me.
I could see from a thousand miles
that you were all I need.

I told you my life felt black and white,
and how the bright of your eyes
illuminated my nights,
right before they faded to black,
and everything went blank.

I punched my mat,
as I opened my eyes.
Back to a life
where all you were lacked.
You didn't look like her,
but you felt like her.


I would spend hours and hours,
looking at you and repeating your name.
I felt so good I could die
and there was no space for goodbyes.
Now I don't even remember your face.

I punched my mat,
as I opened my eyes.
Back to a life
where all you were lacked.
You didn't look like her,
but you felt like her.

You were the girl I wanted to put a ring on,
but now you're gone. (x5)
Or maybe you're not...


Blurry memories of a fake reality

I would tell you what this song is about... But I think I made myself pretty clear this time.

Lyrics:

We're raised with voices everywhere, all around us
telling us how we should live.
Putting a mere idea, an imagination of how love is supposed to be.
"Find the most beautiful girl you can find, put a ring on her, buy a beautiful house and have the most wonderful of kids."
Pure bullshit.

We spend all our lives searching for our other half.
We're told that we are some kind of uncomplete being that needs to find what's missing of him.
But we're not told that we're gonna find that other half a thousand times in our lives.
They don't tell us or teach us that a thousand and one times we're gonna fail,
that everything we love the most always disappears.
They didn't fucking tell us that because the stupid idea of love that they put in our heads,
we will spend entire nights crying and sobbing in our beds, alone, without no one to talk with.
They didn't tell us that the love we give and receive is forever, but people ain't.
They didn't tell us that we don't need no other half, 'cause we're complete, and the real half we spend all our lives searching for is inside of us.

We need to get over all our mistakes.
& face our pains.
Every time something good ends,
it leads to the beginning of something better.
And knowing how to move on,
and grow over your past,
doesn't make anything you felt or did lesser.

Why do we feel that because we did something wrong
we'll spend our lives without doing anything right?
We all make mistakes,
but our mistakes doesn't make us.
So before we try to love,
we have to stop hating us.

And of course I suffered hurt,
and I did hurt.
But when we start loving ourselves we're revealed
that the same hands that did hurt,
are also made to heal.

We need to get over all our mistakes.
& face our pains.
Every time something good ends,
it leads to the beginning of something better.
And knowing how to move on,
and grow over your past,
doesn't make anything you felt or did lesser.


Ending=Growing (Original Song)

I cover I did of a song I like so much! I'm not even nearly as good as Jason Lancaster is, but I tried :)

Kato Macabre