this is a song i made when i was fifteen last year its a little rough ngl 

lyrics

mhm, let’s go

i cant look in your eyes and tell you
i’m not thinkin bout it
she’s not the only thought on my mind

i just don’t understand 
why you think i’d give a damn
about this bullshit
that i was brought into

(she doesn’t care)

you say that i’m throwin it away
this life that you gave me
if you really care so much 
why didn’t you say something before 

everybody tears me down
then when i come back around
they wonder why i’m not as 
sweet as i once was

and i am changing now
don’t you go ask me how 
when you had me in your hands
and you left me and took off and ran 

i’m not the girl
they used to know
rain falls and wind
still blows
wether or not i stay
or if i go
you still gon act surprised when i leave bodies in the snow

(baby i love you just wanted to let you know that)
i love her too
(looking forward to the day that i can hug you back)
they won’t understand 
(but you been so upset wont you cut yourself some slack

do it for me)

why do you keep tryna save me from things
that aren’t even the problem
are you really so dense that you
think it couldn’t be your fault

come back to me when
you finally have some sense
so i don’t have to listen to you
dronin on

there’s no one out there that’s willing to listen 
(i’ll listen to you)
without giving me an unwanted opinion

do you understand why i’m not phased by your help

i always feel like i’m trapped
knowing you all think i’m wack
for being the person that i was
meant to be

and i am changing now
don’t you go ask me how 
when you had me in your hands
and you left me and took off and ran 

i’m not the girl
they used to know
rain falls and wind
still blows
wether or not i stay
or if i go
you still gon act surprised when i leave bodies in the snow

(baby i love you just wanted to let you know that)
i love her too
(looking forward to the day that i can hug you back)
they won’t understand 
(but you been so upset)
they wont leave me alone 
(wont you cut yourself some slack

do it for me)

(baby i love you just wanted to let you know that)
i love her too
(looking forward to the day that i can hug you back)
they won’t understand 
(but you been so upset)
they wont leave me alone 
(wont you cut yourself some slack

do it for me)

baby i’m so tired and i’m sick of this place
(i’m sorry)
they get everything they want and then they rub it in my face
i can put on a smile and pretend this is my home
but the truth is i have always been
alone
baby i’m so tired and i’m sick of this place 
they get everything they want and then they rub it in my face

i just wanna be with you now

*screaming noises*

bodies in the snow

hi i’m a 16 year old singer songwriter and producer except all my songs are subpar and created in garageband with my phone :/ i don’t use loops tho hehe!!!

check out my youtube for little beats i probably won’t post here https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRZmHqhJctmTembWgSd0L3A

kat valentine

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