hysteria ♡

prod by skylin ✧ and @grasior

lyrics:

"I'm only hard on you because I know you can take it"
"because I want you to win"

(grasior ✾) - [prod grasior ✾]

tell me everything i thought was a lie
gave control to everything in my life

what did i do, to deserve you
DiD took me out of who i knew

but
you got me lost in denial
cry in the night what a liar

thought lost in love i held
but it was him not me so i fled

but i dont like what you hold me too
drives me crazy just the thought of you

tell everything is all my fault
when you lost the shit

(skylin & grasior) [prod skylin ✧]

you said you wanted me but I guess those were lies to me 
you turned your back and say I'm throwin all these blasphemies
I cut you off because I found out you're bad for me 
too many snakes in the grass think oughta cut the weeds

(skylin)

got DiD I guess there really are two parts to me
I black out then I don't know what the fuck is happening
got a protector, I don't know if he looks out for me
with time, I learned I was another personality 
in light of these events I guess it's kinda bitter sweet
to learn within of me that there are three whole parts to me 
I put the pieces together after you dumped me on the streets
I lay there lonely with no shoes up on my fucking feet


[prod skylin 0:00 - 1:00]
[prod graysior 1:00 - 1:14]
[prod skylin 1:14 - 2:35]

[[betrayal & mental health]]

snake

snake w/grasior

prod by me :I

empty, I feel so goddamn empty 
I feel like nothings worth it 
it feels like i’ll just hurt and just hurt and-

just shout it, cause I got no good friends and 
nobody cares about it, like no one cares about me, 
my heart bleeds oh

stop it- what is the use in talkin 
if you just misinterpret 
the words I use and switch it
against me and 

no more, no more of all that heart pour 
it pains me deep in my core 
my hearts sore, can’t restore oh

oh wow, i guess it never ends well
for anybody in hell 
cuz that is where i’m locked in, im locked in

save me, i need someone to save me 
cuz i don’t know where’s safety 
and I’m not living safely 

mama, ni soy tan poco hombre 
ni soy tan gran persona, 
ni soy muy importante 

por dios, no quiero ni fallarte 
mucho menos perderte, 
no quiero que me dejes 

like what do I do? i’m so lonely 
and all of you knew, and did nothing 
i’m losing my cool, burst out crying 
I cry on the floor, im tired of trying 

my files are gone, there’s no restore 
my friends are gone, there’s no one more 
my dad is gone, my hearts been torn 
how much u want? life keeps on stealing 

I cannot lose, I won’t allow it 
shits so hard it makes me doubt and
will i ever make my ending?
will my soul end up descending

I want you and no one else
those few words became my hell
i’m in pain, but can you tell?
point the gun and leave a shell

[[internal suffering - bottled emotions]]

restore

vox and coprod @thatcherblackwood
Cover art made by https://linktr.ee/STARDISCS
Waveform background art made by https://temberl.in

lyrics:
know you barely meant it
pulling through the wreckage
breath out for a second
fending for amendment
know you barely meant it
pulling through the wreckage
breath out for a second
and i know you'll never find it again

i can’t attest to your pretense 
carve calcites in just to regress 

leveraging solace i'm already gone
fostering falling if only I could
too apathetic, refract into dust
colors and magic bismuth in my lungs

trendsurfer

sonance

stream

sonance (w/ thatcherblackwood)

Surface but it's just my voice

pinkpantheress ft. rema - another life (disphing flip)

you know its fire when i gotta post it on main

patch update 1.1 (1 jun 2024):
- re-recorded lead vox

PORTER ROBINSON - CHEERLEADER (DISPHING COVER)

godspeed but it's just my voice

i dont care i talk too much
cause something just do not feel right
and now that things are getting rough 
i dont think ill see u tonight 

diss then a kiss oh my 
i guess this bitch just do not get it
best better catch my flight 
cause im not missing this one way ticket 
talking like i dont try 
but theres no room for reminiscing
thats why i gotta cut my ties 
ur in the way of my own mission 

leave these bitches surpise 
cooking bit to bit when i spit like a vateren 
and i cant stand when i write 
cause when it sounds so good 
i deliver like a letter man
i know that u feel me on the rise 
cause i get to get 
 like shit thats evident 
funny how u even try 
u know u aint shit
so dont speak on my relevence 

i dont care i talk too much
cause something just do not feel right
and now that things are getting rough 
i dont think ill see u tonight 

getting sick of the lies thats u would sell
just tired of  weight thats on my mind 
and i swear ur the coldest thing from hell 
thats why i rather not have u by my side 

sitting in the dark tearing me apart 
surely thats not someting thatll ill think ill forget 
knew it from start that this would be hard 
but i wont be complaining when i get to the end 

should of know better then to start making some friends 
feeling up  you bring me down i wont do this again 
like fuck that noise i wont be around take a hint 
out of luck i guess ur fucked cause i cannot pretend

TONIGHT

happingness does not exist . Teacher deleted mindcraft off library conputer

I just realised thoughts of you had fossilised
A cauterized memory internalised
But aching pains awaken me
From stuttered sleep I'm not suprised
Saw you there ahead of me and
Couldn't catch a wink of sleep
Happens every couple of weeks
I hope this problem doesn't repeat
Rotten skin decay and cease
I rot in bed like a machine
How am I supposed to proceed
The end of us had ended in me

Into light a light
Thats coming from the ride outside
It's 5, im looking for a way to hide
Tonight they wanna shed my skin into hide
Find entrance to the light
A light a light
Thats coming from the ride outside
It's 5, im looking for a way to hide
Tonight they wanna shed my skin into hide
Find entrance to the light
Into light a light
Thats coming from the ride outside
It's 5, im looking for a way to hide
Tonight they wanna shed my skin into hide
Find entrance to the light
A light a light
Thats coming from the ride outside
It's 5, im looking for a way to hide
Tonight they wanna shed my skin into hide
Find entrance to the light

I've been thinking alot about the things that we have been through
Trying alot to talk about the things we need to
But youve never wanted to make it this easy for me to hold on
And to let me go is something you dont want
So I'll keep walking down this road
And I know that there's another way to go
Back along the empty path
Which is something that you never had
And if I ever see your face again
Just know that I'll be going the other way
How am I supposed to ever make it back to this
Cause I can't-

Breathe when your skin is touching on me
And it feels like turmoil
And I can't let go of it anymore
Breathe when your skin is touching on me
And it feels like turmoil
And I can't let go of it anymore
Into light a light
Thats coming from the ride outside
It's 5, im looking for a way to hide
Tonight they wanna shed my skin into hide
Find entrance to the light
A light a light
Thats coming from the ride outside
It's 5, im looking for a way to hide
Tonight they wanna shed my skin into hide
Find entrance to the light

Redlight

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