Physical

Download here: cloudellyn.bandcamp.com/album/stillness-reigns

Ocean and silence
And a space within it all
Over reliance
On a temporary wall

A glass room inside a sea in the mind
A great view if you don't need to breathe

Would I need it, if I knew you?
Could I really know you, in some time?
Give me time

Glass Room

Lauren

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Incndscnt - You Were Just A Shadow

to make it through the day

shaky hands

by the time you've finished your coffee

it baffles me how someone could just plant a tree, and leave it be 
in reverie or in loneliness it makes no sense to me

if winter came with freezing weather, who's to blame for dying feathers but you?
you left it with no name

now summer's here and no one's near to play around in the atmosphere
why the hell's no one here?

I bought this seed cause I need a friend
I'll only ask for him to end this loneliness.

I broke the floor, dug a hole through the ceiling
so grow some more.
and I dont mean to be mean but please
can I call you "my own mess"?

cause my own mess is my business and don't you mess with "my own mess".
cause "my own mess" will grow some more and punch a hole through your front door.

sometimes, I have these moments...  [and I don't care if you don't believe me] where I fall in love with myself, and everything
and everyone else disappears [where are you?] and there's nothing 
to think about or care about [where are you?] just me and the beauty of it all and sometimes that's the only thing keeping 
me going [but I need you.]

I'll never figure it out.

tree

https://cloudellyn.bandcamp.com/album/you-are-not-the-only-light

Theres a divide between the words I mean to say
(My nails are growing, they’re long again)
That’s feeding the time it takes to feel how much they weigh
(They’re sinking into all my friends)

There have been times I’ve thought of being someone else
(They’re carved into the roof of my mouth)
But I only try for better versions of myself
(A sharpened muscle, pointed out)
 
I can be shitty
I know, that’s on me
I won’t try to hide
I’ll own my own mind

Don’t let the ruins dim
Shine a light on them
Every stone unturned
Holds a lesson learned

You Are Not the Only Light

The Ruins Dim

the 1st of april and I dont feel stable,
i thought we were cool, turns out im a fool

now i feel helpless, take you off my checklist
its getting kinda crazy youre making me

hate everything in myself
and god knows im kicked out of heaven and hell
my lies sound too crazy and so does your truth
so baby im begging you im begging you

why's my heart still beating
dont want you to see this
to see me turning into
someone who used to know you

i feel like im losing
my breath like in the movies
i need you to hold me
i need you to

tell me how to save myself
from all the demons i thought i knew well
my lips are still quivering
my knees are so weak 
so darling dont leave me be dont leave me be

Incndscnt - You Were Just A Shadow

Kay__Mhmd

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