lovesick w/ polar @remghost @ihatepolar

https://genius.com/Xo-alone-one-i-need-lyrics

one i need [prod. syco]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
I’m in your city but you wouldn’t wanna see me now
If I called you pretty in a song would that still be allowed
I don’t know the boundary I set we always broke it down
I can’t even blame you all the same you won’t see me around
I wish I could ghost you in real life too
I remember you would say you wish I would haunt you
What a terrible mistake I still see you in the moon
Though we share a night sky we don’t sing the same tune
I would have only sang for you if I was ever asked to
Nothing left to add it made me saddest to subtract you
If we only do the math it doesn’t stack up how we always choose 
The same wrong path either way on the way to you
And everything was lining up the lead was on the straight edge
I was getting sober I want lead up in my brain dead
Head full of memories and fantasies of alternate realities 
We knew that we should be so much more than just this
It’s karma I guess not retribution
We’re not the best me I’m just stupid
But you wanted this you said you knew it
Would happen if I never blew it
I never blew it I always knew if
I came to you with the honest truth then
It would have been for nothing at all
We can’t be friends and thus the love falls

friendly ghost (+ homecomingqueen)

u say we were made 2 b like this but i dont rly like it
cant think what 2 say 2 explain where my mind is
i try every day 2 escape being silent
everything i make just makes me feel like i'm behind in line
everybody cuts me y the violence? im
doing what i can 2 b the nicest, time
keeps slipping away and i cant find it
all i kno is that theyll luv me if i spend it rhyming
i cant take a break no more, im always reminded
i tried 2 do that b4, 4 months i was hiding
forced me not 2 find myself i was fine w/
focusing on sum1 else im desping
u do not control me now, i dont wear disguises
always looking @ the ground, dont kno where the sky is
minus the pain that i felt now im smiling
oh yr so sad abt me now well heres yr violins
blah blah blah la la la im not listening
4 no 1 else not @ all or id b living in a hollow shell
of myself and i dont think that they cant tell when i live in hell
mite as well b honest w/ em now
i dont want it but i'll give it out

nitecore mix: https://soundcloud.com/time4bed/made2b

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by tracstar & tracbama
recorded @ the gloss temple 10/7/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

made2be (+ tracstar x tracbama)

nothing but the past is ever gonna last
walking on broken glass, i couldn't cover that
the cuts r rly bad, the blood is seeping back
into my skin but i b bleeding fast
u couldn't catch up, y would i need it
i couldn't rest now, im so defeated
i kno that imma b ok if im just sleeping
i stay awake because i rly think i need it
i needed 2 b punished 4 what ive done
so i took it out on myself and i had fun
now theres nowhere left 4 me 2 run
nowhere 2 run
nothing but the past is ever gonna last
walking on broken glass, i couldn't cover that
the cuts r rly bad, the blood is seeping back
into my skin but i b bleeding fast
i been leaving everyone behind
idk if i can bring em with me in my life
and they hate me in my city cuz im not a guy
oh they luv me in this city, i feel quite alrite
every type of person w/ me and its every night
never lonely, im not picky, i just need 2 try
u can hold me when u kiss me, i dont mean 2 cry
but yr lips kinda taste like sum red vines
text me bby i wont text u after bed time
i stay w/ my tool, find me in the shed, im
nothing but a ghoul, u cant see me in the nite
in the shadows, i came 2 help u meet the lite

nitecore mix: https://soundcloud.com/time4bed/redvines

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mead0ws
recorded @ the gloss temple 9/4/22
art by bedhead

red vines (+ mead0ws)

WHO IS 2V

Berserk (feat. AyeJayMadeIt)

A Freak Show

tell me im the one

i just wanna know what we are.....

@evanjolley

what are we? w/ evan jolley (prod. evan jolley)

emotionally unavailable (prod. Joe Tedesco)

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booking/business: kayjay2k4l@gmail.com

emotionally unavailable (prod. Joe Tedesco)

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