prodₓ ZvanZ
Mixed/Masteredₓ KayKay
My friend Jovanna made the cover art

lyricsₓ
were the fuck my sanity
drop a couple tabs of acid this a fantasy
since you left im takin pills for my anxiety
going crazy baby girl why did you lie to me

lets go out lets go now lets go pour a four
ex bitch she hate me i already know
im going crazy I swear I see ghost
depression got me fuckin on these hoes

bitch I cant feel you
bitch ima kill you
show you who i am why cant you show me the real you
dont be takin xans baby girl they aint gon heal you
break me down lift me up thats just what the pills do

yeah she said that she all for me
yeah she fuck with my physcology 
yeah I got a mac bitch ion do pc’s
if you got some habits you should come with me
yeah I got yo main bitch in the tub wit me
yeah I got ya main bitch havin fun wit me x2 
 
& I got yo side hoe wanna fuck on me
& I miss my ex bitch she so lovely

ₓ SANITY ₓ

prodₓ sanperseus
mix/masteredₓ KayKay
Cover artₓ Kay Kay
NewEra ✰

ₓlyricsₓ

Baby girl I’m feelin all alone 
yeah I’m through with that
I remember watching Naruto 
chillin in the trap
girl you got me staring at my phone 
waiting for yo text
I got demons, roll 'em in my dope
get ‘em out my head

I turn up the pitch (I turn) i turn up the pitch yuh 
shawty take a pic yeah she wanna take a picture
20 on my fit, (20) 20 on my fit bruh 
everything I miss tell me why I fucking miss her

Babygirl you don’t know how I feel yeah you do not know that
can I light up in yo mamas house like are you coo with that? 
girl I know that ima piece of shit why do you take me back 
ima take a Percy go to space you think I’ll make it back

Smokin on this strong it gon fly me to the moon
tell me what you on baby tell me what it do
You don’t fuck wit me baby girl I fuck witchu
I don’t really care mix a 30 wit a duece

Mix a 30 wit a deuce yeah I know you like my shoes girl
never had a clue yeah you thought I was a loser 
I like touching money cuz I think that shit is cooler 
I just got this juice with the wock from the cooler 

✧* <3･ﾟuntitled ✰.wav - KayKay

✧* <3･ﾟuntitled ✰.wav

Prodₓ Kay Kay 
Mixed/Masteredₓ Kay Kay
Cover art by me
ₓp.s. datboi did the amazing screaming adlibs!ₓ
ₓlyricsₓ

ₓdatboiₓ
How I feel inside 
How I feel inside I wanna die 
Seeing you in the light 
Seeing you on the other side
How I feel inside (INSIDE!)
How I feel inside I wanna cry 
Blackin out asking why 
seeing you in my fuckin mind

ₓKay Kayₓ
Yeah I feel to high I’m finna fly yuh (yuh)
All these words I despise you a liar (whoo)
ima Sing em wit my heart like a choir (bitch)
got a flame in my chest like a lighter


How I feel inside I wanna die (HOW I FEEL!)            
and you tell Me that I’m wrong that just tells me that im right (I'M RIGHT!)
bitch I don’t belong YOU DONT UNDERSTAND MY MIND!
ive been smoking on this strong trying not to waste my time (DONT WASTE MY FUCKING TIME!)

How I feel inside
How I feel inside I WANNA DIE!
Seeing you in the light (IN THE LIGHT!)
Seeing you on the other side (ON THE OTHER SIDE!)
How I feel inside (INSIDE!)
How I feel inside I wanna cry (I WANNA CRY!)
Blackin out asking why (ASKING WHY)
seeing you IN MY FUCKING MIND!!!

Void - ₓпустотаₓ w/ datboi

prod me
mixed/mastered me
CoverArtₓ internet 
ₓLyricsₓ

Take me out
Just so I could get a taste of you
Make me proud
But I know that I won’t because there’s nothing to do

ₓ(overdrive)ₓ

Take me down take me to another day (yuh)
Safe and sound tell the demons go away (hey)
I could see your face yuh Everytime I close my eyes (my eyez)
I could feel the days pass Everytime I open my mind 

B-B-Babygirl I could feel the damage panick 
Everytime we talk I be passive manage
Blood drip down ina manic fashion
yeah I know I hurt you baby here’s a bandage x2

Take me out
Just so I could get a taste of you
Make me proud
But I know that I won’t because there’s nothing to do

ₓ(overdrive)ₓ

ₓSublimityₓ

Prodₓ Kay Kay
Mixed/Masteredₓ Kay Kay
Cover art by me

Lyricsₓ

I see that blood drip down yo wrist 
I fucked yo life up not again
& I know yo friends talk behind my back and they say that I’m a piece of shit
And I think about the times we had they running right through my head 

I know you fuckin want me dead not again 
Everything that you said stuck in my head
I see that blood drip down my skin not again
Im doing drugs not again, not again (FUCKKKKK!!!)

Im running out of time 
I think your beautiful I think your divine 
You sit in cubicles and think suicide 
my hearts removable just eat me alive (eat me alive) 

Im running out of time

Timeless <3

Prodₓ Kay Kay
Mixed/Masteredₓ Kay Kay 

Lyricsₓ
Do you remember times when I would lay in yo bed
we would be together every day & night 
Remember all those times when I was stuck in my head 
you would always call me all I do is fight 

Now I’m by myself and I’m all alone 
You met someone else honestly thats good for you 
For once once I won’t try to compare myself to what you want 
Let’s all just kill our selves cuz there’s nothing left to prove 

There’s nothing left to see th-there’s nothing left in me b-b-baby wuchu you need I got everything you need 
I don’t want your body I feed on energy 
I shall love you from a distance girl ill let you be

Shinsei Online ₓ神性ₓ

Prodₓ KayKay
Mix/Masteredₓ KayKay
Cover art me

Lyricsₓ

It’s getting dark & my intrusive thoughts are 
Filling up my brain can you please go away 
 
My stomach screaming at me 
Fuck boy don’t you @ me 
Ima piece of shit ima throw away 

I feel you crawlin through my skin 
She cut her self again
This might be all in my head x2

Baby girl let’s smoke a blunt 
Yeah I know I think too much
Put this knife into my gut its ok wit me x2

Can you fill the void in my heart bet you can’t
And I swear you look so good in all black
Wtf wtf wtf is going on with me

Intrusive_ تطفلي xD

Prodₓ me
Mixingₓ Kay/ayice
Masteredₓ me

Lyricsₓ

ₓKay Kayₓ
Not enough for you 
dont think I’m enough for you 
I’m in love with you I’m in love wit you
We all delusional don’t care if I just lose it all
Staring at you all why is there blood on the wall

On the wall x2
Yeah I think I killed them all x2 
Do you wanna fall x2
Do you wanna call you don’t ever call

ₓayiceₓ
I knew that I was different 
I tried but you wouldn’t listen 
Fucked up and I couldn’t help myself 
Look down see a bottle right on my shelf 
Cocaine with some acid fucking my health 
Cocaine with some acid fucking my health
I got eyes at the back of my head 
Momma said I shouldn’t be scared 
I told her, oh, well 
I’m under her spell 
I know that, she’s here 
I can’t even breathe the air

Hook

Blood (Lust) w/ ayice_  ₓубийствоₓ

Prodₓ KayKay 
Mix/Masteredₓ KayKay
danksmoke801 in the photo edited by me
 
Lyricsₓ
Sometimes we feel, sometimes we feel
I wanna kill I wanna kill 

Sometimes we feel, sometimes we feel
I wanna kill I wanna kill sometimes I lie I wanna die

yuhyuh yuhyuh like yuhhyuhhh 

I think that I’m better off alone fr 
I know you got a man so why u keep texting my phone?

ₓchorusₓ
Sometimes we feel, sometimes we feel
I wanna kill I wanna kill x2 
Sometimes i lie I wanna die this ain’t a song your just hearing me cry
Cry into this mic no one ask if I’m alright 
Look into my eyes can you tell I’m not fine 

(yuhyuh yuhyuh)

ride on my dick she like yuhyuh
Hate all these drugs I’m still fucked up 
you talk way to much stfu 
bitch I ain’t in no club, rather feel sum x2

I just wanna feel 
I just wanna feel
girl I gotta go 
You look surreal 
Smokin all this dope 
Poppin all these pills
smokin all this- 

ₓHookₓ

Sometimes we Feel.wav #HurtZzz2Much

Prod me (no samples)
cover art by me

something very different ive been working on that id like to show u guys so pls appreciate it for what it is

madeinherbedroom

Prodₓ KayKay 
Mix/Masteredₓ KayKay
cover art by me aswell

ₓLyricsₓ
Toxins always fucking up my brain
Pretty girl prolly think that I’m insane 
Yeah I’m getting money why the fuck has nothing changed 
need time, need to take away the pain

I just want to love you but I don’t think I can 
All I see is red got a pop me a xan
wanna see you dead girl I wanna be yo man 

If you find a new man then I swear I’ll take his heart out
Blood on my hands yeah I fucking took his heart out xD
friends don’t like me I know ima cast out  
Bitch don’t like me got me feeling sad now

Shoutout hairtiecat for the one 
We gon do better and he put that on his son 
I gotta do better gotta get off the drugs 

Now u see what I can be,
Whats inside of me
Now ur gone

ₓHookₓ

i need help :3

Prod me 
Mixed/Mastered me (only actual good song ive ever made lowkey)
Cover art by me as well

Lyricsₓ
Fall right back down I’ll help myself I’ll help myself
Find who I am In another world I’m overwhelmed 
Feels so right right
Take me away from My life life life life 
I could fly fly away from my mind mind mind mind

Fall Down Help My self

Divine Entity ₓదైవిక అస్తిత్వంₓ

Prod me 
Mixed/masted me 
Cover art me 

Lyrics 
I miss the feeling when we where together now you so far away 
I told you how I wanna kms and now you feel some type of way 
What can I say

I know that you down to earth 
I never meant to make you hurt 
I never meant to make you hurt 
To sick let’s stick to flirting 

This blade never meant to hurt me 
Talking bout the things that disturb me
like you being with a new man 
Your fucking him on a Sunday 

You’re all I got 
You’re all I got
Lets make this work 
Lets make this work

You’re all I got 
You’re all I got
Let’s make this work
I made us hurt

(Your all I got) 

(Lets make this work)

emotional alchemy

Merry Christmas! 
Shoutout my brother hairtiecat, I love you retard 

Prod prostitute aka pistoria 
Mixed/mastered Kay Kay 
Cover art me and bro silly

Lyrics 
Sick of my lil silly life
Catch me hanging off a tree 
Bitch I’m so fuckin depressed
Now I’m doing ketamine 

Baby girl I swear try 
Bleeding out my fuckin teeth 
Cutting right into my wrist 
baby are you into me

Baby are you here with me 
I know I’m a silly little guy
yeah I’m suffering 
Bitch when you look me in my eyes 
do you see a thing 
Bitch yeah I worry everybody that cares about me 

Fuckin wit my chemicals 
I’m boutta take my bitch out 
Shawty dead she on the floor 
finna take her picture 
I’m worthless I’m terrible 
I should probably hang myself 
Fuck wit me get back doored
Demons playin In my house

Silly little guy O_o prodₓ pistoria

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prod @Pistoria
mixed/mastered me 

Lyrics
wake up wanna die x2
we don’t get no sleep blood shot in the eyes
i can’t fucking cry staring at time 
hate it when im geeked love when im with you 

i know you hate me bitch 
yeah i hate you too 
shoutout all my brothers yeah i love u 2
i be seeing colors when im off the shrooms 
i was fucking cutting myself in my room 

pull up to the texaco right down the street wassup bae 
roll this dope then put this coke inside it  that’s a free base 
yeah i love that tattoo on your back baby it’s so cute 
never got to show you all the letters that i wrote you  

why you wanna fuck my life up 
so enticing i might let you 
fuck i swear i’m trying
was you lying since i met you
girl you lookin tasty 
stupid bitch was on the menu 
i ain’t saving hoes not here for the rescue 

took a dose then tripped 
i was off that diphenhydramine 
boy you think lit 
i got shadows saying hi to me 
bugs all on my skin
they was crawling out from inside of me 
bitch look what you did 
shove my heart back right inside of me 

(Hook)

getting money why the fuck do i still feel like shit 
i bet my life that you don’t even really fuckin care 
im doing me you doing you but i still check yo instagram 
look at yo story love the way that you style your hair 
and i know that i should leave it alone 
leave you alone everybody fucking leave me alone
and don’t know if i can take anymore 
i’m losing it baby pull up to the texaco

baby pull up to the texaco ₓₓₓprod Pistoria

sample: https://soundcloud.com/theshadowchild/23-ft-tymer-out-12-12-12-food
prod me
mixed/mastred me
cover art by me

Lyrics
i just hope that you are doing well 
im in my room so high im not coming down 
you told me im just like this 
and that i could never change yuh
look into my iris 
do you see my fucking pain 

tell me that you hate me baby 
i don’t wanna make this quick 
i just want to have you for eternity 
you make me sick 

feel like i deserve this 
your blood is on my curtains 
oxys got me nauseous 
baby be my subject 

i’ll take your heart i’m a surgeon 
you made me feel so worthless 
i wish that i could go back and never approach you

tell me that you hate me 
and i’m crazy do it over again 
i can’t feel my face when im on oxy 
off that yerkacet 

why do i carry the burden
latley ive been hurtin
drugs in my system workin 
now they ain’t working now i need more of it 

(hook)

Tell Me That You H̵̡̡̝̟̻͈̻͚͓̥̦̾̌̎̃͛̈́̀̏̇͒̏͠ate Me

production and art by me
mixed/mastered me

Lyircs
36.2irl. where the music just gets worse :p

baby this don’t feel like love 
yeah i need to chill i should go out 
baby i could make you fall in love 
girl what’s deal can we go now 

i know im the problem im a fucking prick 
i know im the problem staring at our pics
i know im the problem look at what i did 
i know im the problem i ruined what we had
babygirl i love it when u move it like that 
why the fuck this feeling always gotta come back 
gotta get up i can’t crawl back 
never meant make you feel
 
my bad x2
everything stuck inside my head 
feel like shit for the things i said 
cry to this mic i feel so sad 
 
tears stain on my mfk lens yuh 
idk if I really like your friend girl 
always walking through the maze inside my head yuh 
i swear you couldnt live inside of my world 

smoke that pack out the mfk glass jar 
girl im sorry if i come off as an asshole 
i just need to let you really know bc i care tho 
(i just need to let you really know because i care tho)

(hook)

Oops, I Didnt Mean To In̶̨̨̧̺͖̦͉͍̮͇̠̙͇͍̥̤̱̣͉̗̮͕̘̬̹̹̭͍̈́̿͗͘͘͜fest You

prod me 
mixed/mastered by me
cover art from VHS

Lyrics
yeah i miss yo touch 
you don’t even wanna talk to me 
you fuck me up
you fuck me.
 talk to me 

i’m dropping in 
i’m poppin in 
popping up in yo life 

i’m diving in 
just cried again 
I guess it’s one of those nights 

fuck it’s one of those nights 
tell myself that it’s alright yuh 
lie right to my face 
you can waste both of our time yuh

but i swear i try x2
make me lose my sight 
smokin on this 3.5 yuh 

i can’t even sleep even eat
 what is wrong with me 
i can’t fucking think 
what you need is a remedy 

smokin weed in yo room 
late night wyd <3
I miss you im stupid 
i got blood on my shoelace 

miss the taste of your toothpaste 
i know you seen my true face 
hanging of a fucking thread 
but it’s ok i’ll get through this x2

i miss the taste of your toothpaste #torn (reupload)

prod me 
mixed/mastered me
cover art edited by me/picture captured by my sweetie pistoria

Lyrics

yo new man a lame yuh 
girl lets make this work 
you think that im insane yuh 
you think im the worst 
but i still see yo plays 
baby do you like this verse
baby you can watch me burn
baby leave me in the dirt 
why do i always feel like this yeah i guess ill never learn 
i should’ve kept this to myself cuz now i made a mess again 
i say i wanna kms and ill just get a better turn
we both know what you did to me and i know you regret that shit

a couple things i need say boo 
a couple places i could take you 
remember fucking at my dads house 
miss chillin in yo front room

i just wanna hold you x4

i just wanna show u off 
i just wanna hold you 
in my grandmas house we did shrooms to 
ive been doing me and you been doing you 
with that new guy your attached to 
miss looking at yo tattoos 
i just wanna hold you x2

she got vanilla on her coat 
you told me that you love me no you dont(whoa)
girl it’s getting cold 
you dont think me anymore (no)

i can be ur o͓̽ddb͓̽a͓̽l͓̽l͓̽

Prod me
mixed/mastered by me 
cover art by me 

Lyrics
on my skin they’re all on my skin
they crawl to my head
please get them out
im sleepin i think its all a dream im geeking
but they’re all over me

on my wall kill them all
i’m infested get them out
on my dresser pls don’t pester
i’m infected  get me out

i might text her
send a message
babygirl i’m feeling restless
me and you can start agenda
you can burrow in my headspace

i can feel you laying eggs
in the back of my face
i can see your playing games
the second that i turn away
i can feel you in my skull
feeding off of my brain
guess what she told me
bitch said that i’m insane

Kay Kay

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