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idk what to sayyyyy :(

wishing followers the best day/evening/night
i love you even if your a stranger or someone i know
copy and paste this in your bio if you love your followers, lets see who truly loves their followers <3

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am i stupid for re-reading our old messages and missing the way we talked to each other and missing you so much and wishing we were still together.

stay strong soldier.
the reason i don't like my birthday, is because i lost my friend xavier, they were very important to me, and i lost them that day.

it's hard to tell people how you feel when your drowning in shit.
                                                                                                                                                                                                              
"am i naive, to believe that i could have a happy ending"

people say that it's normal to struggle in life and to live your life to its full potential.
well is it this normal to struggle this much and barley even make it through an hour of life???

what i need is a fvcking gun in my mouth.

i have nothing, no one, everything is gone.

it's crazy how you spend almost all your time to get to know someone, only to be lied and broken by the same person too.

you know, it's really crazy to think that even the happiest people can go through with ending their life.

funny how i give up almost everything for someone, only to get nothing in return.

"i'm the kid on the playground your mom told you to never talk to."

my journey in life has almost come to the end, right now i'm 12 steps away from the edge

the one thing i rlly look forward to when i die is finally seeing xavier again.


the only thing i learned in life so far through my struggles, is that in the end, i'm always alone.

"she was happy, until you left her.
and all she saw was your lifeless body."

"she was barley ten, the first time she tried to k!ll herself."

"all she knew her whole life was that she was deemed a monster."

"Sometimes I feel like I'm crazy
Like all my friends hate me
Overthinking alone
No one picks up their phone
My anxiety tells me
That you're better without me
Now I'm crying alone
No one picks up their phonе."

status:
🌧️- i'm a dissapointment
💊- attempting
📝- drawing
🩹- ribs hurt
🫙- empty
🪦- dead
🎤- band practice
⛓️- i hate myself
🚬- life sucks
🦴- overthinking
👽- relaxing
💀- i kms
🔭- stargazing
🪓- hate society
🍿- watching a horror movie :P
✂️- cvtting
💧- crying
✨-weirdly happy
👻-vibing
🎧- listening
🪫- tired.
🫀- think about them.

^*axusana*^

^axusana^