pessimistic love

Pessimistic Love (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

SoundCloud exclusive 

Produced by: 
LaddrsTMBeats

Yago

Vocals mixed by:
KayNeS

Lyrics:
Hook
Your so perfect who could ever hurt you
My crown less princess
Honestly a lot of shit has been on my mind 
I've never had such vivid dreams in my life
I talk a lot about how I've been through shit
I know your aching too baby 
I hear the pain in your voice when you talk from you heart
It's a lot to take in

Crownless Princess (prod. LaddrsTMBeats Crybaby X Yago)

SoundCloud exclusive 

Produced by:
R3dqx
https://youtube.com/@R3DQX

Vocals mixed by:
KayNeS 

Lyrics:
Hook
All four walls closing in
Laying in my bed am I in hell
Could I close my eyes again 
And not have to stay in this town 

Verse 
All four walls closing in on me and all I see is 
You stood in the doorway reaching out but your too late 
Too late to save me 
Maybe it’d be better if you hate me 
I own you my life you saved me 
But lately you been struggling to face me 

I said I’d save you from myself now 
I blamed you for all my bad deeds 
(For all for all the things I’ve done to you)
I said I’d save you from myself girl still you took a bullet from me

Leave this town (prod. R3dqx)

SoundCloud exclusive

Produced by:
lxstghxul

Vocals mixed by:
KayNeS

Lyrics:
Hook
It’s almost been 
3 years since i found you again 
We’ve cried together lay together
Through nights that I could of killed myself 
But if I fell in front of you eyes 
With my blacked out lung I’d die with regret on the tip of my tongue 
Coughing up lies 

It’s almost been 
3 years since i found you again 
We’ve cried together lay together
Through nights that I could of killed myself 
But if I fell in front of your eyes 
With my blacked out lungs I’d die with regret on the tip of my tongue

Bridge:
Coughing up my lungs again now 
I've dug my grave it's my bed now

three years (prod. LxstGhxul)

SoundCloud exclusive

W/ TheRealLife

Lyrics:
Smoking bones with the ghouls who are you bitch 
Won’t b on the radio I’m breaking all the Rules birch 
Lately i Been useless to all who I been throo thick and thin with 
Stay out my business I’ll be cool bitch
Ooh baby 
Ohh baby 
I’ll forever be a ghoul never let a fool play me 
Girl you got my heart racing 
Yours aches an 
I can hear you heart breaking 
I can’t take it

Watching you fall down 

I hear you call out to me 

Could of broke your fall 

But I still hear you calling out to me



REAL LIFE/da goof:

I see you fall down
you see me fall down
i just wanna leave this town

all the memories we had they are coming fucking back
i just pack my fucking bags i will always be the last
rather sleepin with the rats while im smoking cigarettes
than sleepin with you in my bed but you were everything i had

Send a bullet to my head 
blinded cause i want the cash
now im everything i have 
and thats a motherfucking fact i dont have anyone to talk to
exept for you
but where are you

everytime i need you the most you just cant stay true
its just me and you
its just me and you against the world we could win 
but i cannot win alone only with you i can win oh no

i thought that i was bulletproof 
i did everything for you
i guess that i am born to lose
i am born to lose

ghoul baby W/ TheRealLife (prod. goddamnbaby)

Lyrics-

Intro- 
Bro im a junkie
Im depressed
Im suicidal
I dont even know the difference between reality
Ion wanna be alive anymore
Fuck life!

Verse 1-
I'm lost in the way that I think
Fucked up yeah I'm on the brink
Clonazepam Diazepam 
I'm addicted I need some help but i can't do that
Rehabilitation wont work
Mama gonna find me in a hearse
Struggling with mental health
Fucked up inside my head
Everybody tellin me it gon get better
But it never gets better its just dark weather
My body dropping to the floor 
Cardiac arrest
Oh what the hell kid benzo's dead again
OD OD HELP ME OH PLEASE
Fuck me, change me bury my body
Living in a reality that is black and white
Burning in the flames of the fucking candlelight
Watch my tears fall down my face
Watch the tears fall in my grave
See the teardrops in my eyes
She's the devil in disguise

Bridge- 
Devil in disguise
Devil in disguise
See it in her eyes
It makes me wanna cry
Oh baby tell me why
Am i this fucked up
Please just tell me i'll always have your love

Verse 2-
Woahhhh tell me
I don't wanna be alive so help me
Psychiatry don't do shit
All i ever get back is im deluded
Put me on meds, wont change a thing
I want some good brains
I want a good thing going for me but theres nothing
Just a junkie
Im rock bottom cant get lower
Sorry mummy
Fucked up lying on the couch
Percocet, oxycontin pouring out my mouth
Vomit on the floor
Blood on my wrist
The realest as it gets, KID Benzo's in this bitch
Here we go
Watch the tear fall down her face
She's the devil in disguise okay <3

Devil in Disguise

Devil In Disguise (prod. AsharpTheOne)

SoundCloud exclusive

Produced by:
HXRXKILLER

Lyrics:

GALLOWS (prod. HXRXKILLER)

DO YOU Ft. KID Benzo (prod.R3dqx)

SoundCloud Exclusive

Produced by: 
Flower 
Luffysome 

Lyrics:
INTRO
Sad behind your smile 
While the mask gets easier to stay on 
I don’t just see it in your eyes I feel how deep the blade cut 

HOOK
I’ve notice the scars I’ve left in you skin now your in my arms again 
I’ve grown to be all you have when I don’t have much to give X2

Scars ft. Lobus (prod. flower x luffysome)

SoundCloud Exclusive 

There is a specific meaning in this song but who cares, u decide what it means 


Produced by: 
Raspo beats

Lyrics:
INTRO
So used to asking you these questions, so used to never getting answers 
That it’s easier to speak to ya ghost 

We’re in conversation less 
that I am with your silhouette 

HOOK
Never going back gotta live with 
The shit that I did when you see me as victim 
Aswell as yourself but baby what your giving is warmth I forgot how it felt to be cared for enough
That only the only one you hurt still is there for you 
Something that often I take for granted 
As the planet spins 
Sat inside speaking to a ghost of you can you hear anything
Anything i've said to you

The ghost of you (prod. Raspo)

idgaf! (prod. 6astardcanrise)

On The Asphalt out on all plats

IG: kaynes_music

ghoul baby W/ TheRealLife (prod. goddamnbaby)

KayNeS

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