Here's the link of the music video: https://youtu.be/oj6uGBQLd2Q

I'm so excited for my new music video that I made for a couple weeks ago and so much songs that incoming soon. I hope u like it

[Lyrics] 
I'm not fine but I not sad
I'm not feel bad but I'm not happy
Now I'm so alone why you have gone
Tears falling of my eyes my hope have gone

Oh

I'm scared to walking alone to the road
Time passes fast in a later and I'll be gone
I suspended my last tests, 
I couldn't stop thinking about you
Here's my love of you, 
I used to feel me cold
Please help, oh hell, I'm so alone
And tell me why have you gone 

Oh

Oh god why are you taking me to death 
My sadness increases every day

Oh

Last tests (music video in the description)

Thantophobia

Prod & mixed by me

Lyrics:

I feel blue like the sky
Whispering softly so I can stay alive 
Even when you shine in the dark
You shine just like the sun
Bring me down till I found myself 
In somewhere or something else hidden in shelf
Cover my lonely tears falling down and make them dries 
I don't know why everyone tells me Stay alive 


Stay alive

Lyrics:

Sing me softly side my ears a couple of lullabies
Keep Whispering softly side my ear till I cry
The story was about a solitary girl trying to die
She didn't lie

Why I tried to find requited love for not die lonely 
But what does it the matter If I'll be dying slowly
I wish I would still living in your memory 
Don't worry

Love me but go figure why I feel misunderstood
A solitary girl who never been loved by you
What I have to do if my mood is blue
Nothing's my cure

Little sparks burning up like my heart and it's a quandary 
Why do I deserve to live this crappie?
My heart's gonna be rot if isn't loved by you
I wish I'll be loved by you 



Solitary girl

I rlly like this song sm so I hope you like it too 

color blue (demo)

Prod by me

Lyrics:

Oh, you saw my face in tears
Something happened to me in these raining days
Drops in my glasses and sleeves

Oh, little girl you thought you were the best
But someone faced you and you fell over your weaker knees
No one gonna help you even your most lovely friend
You were tucked in bed watching series and movies of old CD'S
You putted your head on my shoulder while we were sad
And my heart stopped to rot and my mind is no more lost
I really wish that time hadn't passed so fast
You saw my tears coming out, you saved me with your words from your mouth 

Draw hearts with blue ink in my face
Kiss me till we feel in the space
Then do it softly just in case 
we'll see butterflies in raining days

The perfect lullaby

Raining days

Prod. by me

Lyrics:

Crying below the pouring rain
While I'm painting another paint 
About a girl who lives in pain
This song will make her cry again 
And other day is gray again
Take my hand tell me it's okay
I flew as high as a plane
I'm a prick, it was my blame
Writing poems, I'm not okay
You'll cry if you read all of them 
For too long I'm not the same
I will die in a better place
I'm so haywire in my room
So depressed, all it's so blue
Figure out the little clue
My life's a mess, what will I do
Walking aimless and get lost
While my heart begins to rot
And my body is getting numb
Why you told me 'no its not'
Suicide letter before I die
And my eyes start to cry
I wanna die, I don't know why
But I tried it and I tried it
It's so depressing
What could I do? 
And I got married 
With the color blue

Color blue

Prod. by me

Lyrics:

"Worthy" you told but I know I'm nothing
Slowly I'm falling in roses
Keep searchingly an exit but I'm so silly
Show me a way to get out this fake lake
Walking aimless, figure out my heaven
In my dreams I see you caressing my head

So I'll keep dreaming with my eyes closed
Embraced me and my heart will stop to rot
So I finally will fall in your love
You've made blossom my heart and my soul

So I'll dream with my eyes blindfold 
Satificing world where we both belong 
Wounds of words, it hurts as my depression
I wish my slow death, though. So I'll be in heaven

Sadly i lost my hope so I can't live in peace
You fixed my heart with puzzle pieces
Manufacture happiness in places
People get one for cover their faces
Lately I've been feeling unalive 
I'm trying so hard to be better
You showed me a way to rest in heaven

So I'll keep dreaming with my eyes closed
Embraced me and my heart will stop to rot
So I finally will fall in your love
You've made blossom my heart and my soul

So I'll dream with my eyes blindfold 
Satificing world where we both belong 
Wounds of words, it hurts as my depression
I wish my slow death, though. So I'll be in heaven

Beside of you I feel in heaven

Heaven

I made a lot of mistakes but i love it anyways

Van Gogh - Virginio Aiello (piano Cover)

Happy halloween!!! 👻 

Lyrics:

At the bottom of the bottle you can find
The rest of the wine was drank last night
By a heartless ghost without a smile
My wonderful words can make it bright
I found myself in a lucid dream
I feared for me, that wasn't real
My hands my legs my body I feel them
Then I realized I was in peace
In the count of "one two three" I can't breathe
I wanna live but I feel so weak
And counting in reverse "three two one" 
I feel so dead inside of me

My entire body feels so weak
So I can't sleep and dream in peace
My nightmares comes true and that's my fear
By a heartless ghost with blood on its knees

Are people able to live free?
I will be free around the trees
Listening the singing of little birds
And feeling the sound of the bitter wind
People born and die alone
Is loneliness already gone?
Despite its gone we must be scared
By a heartless ghost who's gonna kill us all
In the count of "one two three" start running
But I lost the strength so I feel so weak
And counting in reverse "three two one" 
I will be waiting right here

Heartlessghost

Sweet gift, kiss me
Warm hugs, sweetie 
Heart beating, I
Your eyes, blue sky
Cherries, love
Red hair, you
Blue hair, so much
You are so kind

Kiss me sweetie
I love you so much
Kitties and hearts
You are so kind

Kiss me sweetie
I love you so much
Kitties and hearts
You are so kind

You are so kind <333 (demo)

Fill my lungs with smoke
So I will die slow 
Cigarettes, joints found
Fly around the world
Dreaming with a goat
Wait till your turn
Swallow more than one
Fucking a bunch of dolls
Don’t lemme go
Headache fissured bones
Cerebral cortex drunk
Greetings miss teardrop stoned

Greetings miss teardrops stoned

Wait till the sunrise 
You will feel warm
My pretty firefly  
My besties are part of my heart
They mean a lot to me
So lovely

Memories flashing before my eyes
Nostalgic I wanna cry
I’m so afraid of time
Dance, love, enjoy, before everyone dies
I’m running out of time
And I’m losing my mind

Time Vol. 2

Sweet gift, kiss me
Warm hugs, sweetie 
Heart beating, I
Your eyes, blue sky
Cherries, love
Red hair, you 
Blue hair, so much
You are so kind

Kiss me sweetie
I love you so much
Kitties and hearts
You are so kind

You are so kind

Thousand days ago 
My mind wasn’t lost
My hope is all gone
I’ll die by a shot
My eyes are falling down
My body is really cold
Cuz I can’t keep go on
I wish I was wrong 
But I’m not

I don’t feel in my home
I have felt so alone
I don’t know where to go
What can I do
I don’t want to stay alive
That’s why I wanna die
Cuz I can’t keep go on
I wish I was wrong
But I’m not

I wish I was wrong

Now do it
Just kill me
Fall down blood in my knees
Please help me
Scream loudly 
Alone tearing slowly 

Keep going
Can’t do it
I’m trying
I’m crying 

I will die so lonely below willow trees

I will die so lonely below willow trees

This song makes me remember my sister and I from 2013

Stolen dance - milky chance (cover)

Red roses like her hair color
Eyes color like Forget Me Not
Stunning flowers will not rot
Begin to bloom when they feel your soul
Mind’s been lost for way too long
And I really miss your touch
Did I really fall in love?
Do you feel it? Or am I a cunt 

Stunning flowers will not rot
Begin to bloom when they feel your soul
Red roses like her hair color
Eyes color like Forget Me Not

Foget Me Not

Home - edith whiskers (cover)

Writing songs abt depression stuff
I'm 17
She/they
'I’ll run so far away you won’t ever see me again’

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