mixed by @six-days-after-christmas

dreaming of the winter
on a warm sunny day
dreaming of the summer
when its to cold to go out and play 
dont forget her face 
cus she'll go for once and for good 
dont forget her smile 
cus she was just misunderstood 
soo dooont
please dont leave me alone 

dreaming of her touch 
when shes out and away 
when shes here for you brother 
you say you need space

don't forget her

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

you're such a bore and i'm not patient anymore
and i'd adore my fucking body as a corpse
i don't care anymore and now my pride is on the floor
can't go back to before sit in silence and ignore

waste

you're just a memory

@kaysnoto
such a silent girl
like what did i do
ya im tryna be right with u
but now your picking and choosin
ya im up in ruins
like what am i doing
like what am i doing
look at what your doing
like what am i doing (what did i do)
like what am i doing (what did i do)
look at what your doing (what did i do) 
what did i do
what did i do
what did i do
what did i do
oooooo
what did i do
what did i dooo
oh you take my soul
and your running away with it
oh you take my home
and now your stuck up and your livin in it
such a silent girl
like what did i do
ya im tryna be right with u
but now your picking and choosin
ya im up in ruins
like what am i doing
like what am i doing
look at what your doing
like what am i doing
@wasitbroken

silent girl w/wirt

last night i saw you by the door
heart skipped beats like never before
tried to act like i didn’t notice
but i can't hide it anymore
i was thinking about what i should say
but the words just never come my way
so you looked at me then turned around
and i just stood staring at the ground
and it’s i want you but you don’t see me
your voice is a song that unravels me
if you’re my dream then let me sleep
you’re the kind of hurt i’d choose to keep
i thought love would feel like falling reckless
but with you it’s weightless almost endless
every thought bends the space between
why are you everywhere even in my dreams?

that kind of hurt

@menthol100s @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i get high for most of my life, and i can't count the times i survived
she just wants to blow your mind, i swear to god that i showed her this time
acetone'll burn in my soul 'til i get high, it's black just like coal
wake me up before you go, just say what you mean, or i'll never know

walkin' and it's haunted, your heart begins to rotten
but you would say today
it feels like i'm on the tv, but i don't want them to see me
it's so mellow today