I genuinely wanna blow my fucking brains out

i wanna kill myself

subaru speech

subaru speech rezero x inside out - duster

Subaru speech+F song

subaru speech x chamber of reflection (sped up)

SUBARU SPEECH - SEX FOR BREAKFAST

SUBARU SPEECH - STRAWBERRY GUY

thorfinn - why should death be something everyone has to fear (call me)

"there is nothing easy about giving up" Alex G - Mary

i hate myself. (subaru x telephones)

Subaru speech

"I Saw A Dream... A Dream That Wouldn't End" (Money - The Drums) (By Vertzer)

I love this guy, man. I get why people hate him, whether it be from familiarity or a lack of understanding. But I never could. Never. Subaru Natsuki is amazing in every sense of the word, and is an inspiration to the strength behind humanity. The complexity of his character, mixed with his relatable sense of self-satisfaction, alongside his inability to become strong - his problems being hard to solve, having to suffer with no real easy answer - is just how life is. For some of us.

How could I ever hate Subaru Natsuki, when I myself am the lowest of the low? I do not hate myself for what I am, or what I do... But for what I haven't done, and I fail to be.

Subaru "I Hate Myself" X Mis (Slowed and Looped) - Alex G

Subaru Natsuki Speech to Rem (Cry - Cigarettes After Sex)

what the hell am i doing here? X untitled

Subaru Speech x Nope your to late I already died (slowed instrumental)

Subaru Natsuki x Telephone by Vacation

I've been returning by death (re zero, waiting leverfall)

Rem, Steal my reason to die X Ur to late i already died (instrumental)

Subaru Natsuki x Emilia Speech x Nope Too Late I Already Died

Re:Zero − Starting Life in Another World

Subaru Natsuki 'Dream' Speech x Test & Recognise (Slowed) | Seekae

Life... it is fleeting, fragile, and utterly transient. A mere blink in the eternal flow of time. To be born, to grow, to die—these are the inevitable cycles we are all bound by. But why should we resign ourselves to such limitations? The truly powerful are those who transcend this cycle, who refuse to accept death's finality. I seek immortality, not as a means of escaping the world, but to understand it more deeply. To study, to experiment, to unravel the mysteries of existence itself. The pursuit of life beyond death is not a denial of life, but its fullest expression. I have seen the limits of human ambition, the pitiful striving of those who fear the unknown, and I reject it. Power is not simply the ability to command others it is the ability to command fate itself. To live forever is to escape the shackles of time, to gain the freedom to shape the world as I see fit. You may call me selfish, you may call me mad, but tell me what is the purpose of life if not to surpass our own boundaries? We are born with the gift of thought and ambition, and those who do not use these to carve their own path are merely wasting their existence. I am no longer bound by the human limitations that others cling to. I will continue my quest, no matter the cost, for I know that those who seek the truth of life must be willing to give up everything. If immortality is the price for understanding life's deepest secrets, then it is a price worth paying.
"I don’t believe in fate. I don’t believe in anything but myself. If you want to rise above, to stand on top, you need power. Power is the only thing that matters in this world. Weakness is a sin, and the only law is the law of survival. I will do whatever it takes to achieve my goals, and I don’t care about the methods. If someone stands in my way, they will be crushed without hesitation."

I am Fang Yuan, and I alone will carve my path through this world. I will not let anyone or anything control me. I do not have the luxury to care for emotions or morality. I will break every rule, I will deceive, manipulate, and kill. The world is a cruel place, and only those with the strength to claim their destiny can survive. I will not be a pawn. I will be the master of my fate. This is the way of the world this is the only truth.

Do you truly understand what it means to live in this world? You talk about peace, about fighting for a future, but all I see is endless suffering. People die. They betray. They fight for causes that mean nothing in the end. Everything you hold dear is lost in an instant, and all that's left is the pain.

I once dreamed of a future where I could protect the people I loved. But what did it bring me? Nothing but despair. Everything I fought for was destroyed, and the people I trusted turned on me. The world… it doesn't care. It never has. It will never change. That’s why I will create a world where pain no longer exists. A world where no one has to suffer, no one has to lose anything ever again. I’ve seen enough of the world to know that peace through illusion is the only way. You think I'm wrong, but you’re wrong to think that this world is worth saving. This world is broken, and the only way to fix it is by severing the ties that bind people to this never-ending cycle of pain. The Infinite Tsukuyomi will be the end of all this suffering. It will be the end of everything.

The universe is filled with mortals, and these mortals... they are all flawed. No matter how hard the gods try to guide them, they only bring harm to themselves and others. They live in ignorance, killing each other and polluting everything around them. I will rid the universe of these abominations and create a new world where only the gods remain. Only the gods have the power and the wisdom to govern, to preserve justice and order. It is the ultimate justice to wipe away the corrupt and the imperfect. I will not let anyone stand in my way. This is my destiny as a god.

Cogito ergo sum I think there for I am am.

i wanna kill myself

Azreal_Owari-Sama