Jocelyn Flores

https://G59Records.com
G59Records@gmail.com

My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can't

KILL YOURSELF (Part III)

luna has risen

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this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

luna

download

lite brite ✨

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//私の軌道の悪魔//

i can't thank you guys enough for the endless amount of love & support you've given me since the start. i never thought in a million years we'd be where we're at right now & it's crazy to me that we still continue to grow. it's always been a release for me to let loose on a track & hear what you guys think of it. it's always been for the people & for myself. i love waking up every morning & reading every single comment, every single message, etc. you guys put the biggest fucking smiles on my face & i hope you all know i'm here for you as much as you're here for me. i've struggled with my anxiety & depression for years & to know a lot of you are going through the same things is somewhat comforting. we're in this together. i couldn't do any of this without you guys. we're gonna strive & do great things, i promise. don't let your demons get the best of you. i hope you enjoy this one. i love you

check out the music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtv87HVgnpo&t=1s

art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
goo.gl/asxd7w

music video

demons in my orbit

XXXTENTACION - Carry On

MUSIC VIDEO
https://youtu.be/Tu2TnagcIVc

APPLE MUSIC
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/angeldust-feat-emo-fruits/1356302503?i=1356302512

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/4MCJAWLCv4kpZp1EpFdFHn?si=FzFrp2qyTB-eaYqURGs2uQ

emo fruits:
soundcloud: @damiyen
twitter: myemofruits
instagram: emofruits

pink cig
instagram: @pinkcig
twitter: @pinkcig

AngelDust - single
pink cig & emo fruits - Girls, Drugs, & Dying


LYRICS:
[pink cig]
          hook:
she heard the songs i wrote about her now she hate my guts 
i've seen people trippin less while they on angel dust 
either way you'd always say i'll never be enough 
don't forget that you're the reason i don't give a fuck
[emo fruits]
         verse 1:
Drugs I'm tastin 
Cars I'm racin
Cocaine laced in
Still gon face it 
They won't think I'll make it 
But bitch im bouta make it 
I don't think she love me 
But in my bed she naked 
Dyin cuz it hurt too much 
Cryin cuz she hate my guts
She don't care 
I'm in her guts 
Shawty catch my angel dust 
Drugs I'm tastin 
Cars I'm racin 
Cocaine laced in 
Still gon face it 
I don't really got friends 
I don't really got you 
Yeah you tell me that it hurts 
But drugs they be helping u 
Yeah u trippin off of shit 
Yeah i'm trippin off of u 
Yeah I'm all in ur head 
Yeah ur all in mine too

(hook)

[pink cig]
          verse 2:
codeine up inside me
bad bitch right beside me
praying that the devil never find me
shawty wanna fuck me like she like me
why u wanna know shit 
i be on my own shit 
demons in my circle don't get muthufuckin close bitch
wanna fly away
just another day 
thotty said she love me 
do not trust a word they say
          outro:
i dont think i know what love is
i think ive had enough of this
i dont think i know what love is
ill just stick to my activis

i dont think i know what love is
i think i had enough of this

AngelDust - single

pink cig & emo fruits - AngelDust *prod. Roman RSK*(MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC.)

Lil Peep - Big City Blues

Produced by @williamvanzandt

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#SCFirst

Alone

Produced by @williamvanzandt 
Additional Production by Blake Slatkin

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#SCFirst

Love Me // Leave Me

Leave Me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Life Is Beautilful

Life Is Beautiful

XXXTENTACION-Slipknot

Dark Matter

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//安定したあなたの呼吸//

i can't begin to thank you guys enough for everything we've accomplished, even just this year alone. i never imagined i would reach this point, but i am incredibly grateful of it & i promise it's only up from here. i'm sorry for a lack of releases lately, but i've kept busy with touring & meeting all of you beautiful people & i can't wait to do it again with these tours comin' up next year. i love you guys.

merry christmas <3

lyrics
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now that i'm back on the road
you're in your bed all alone
it's alright i'm doing okay
and in my mind you're in the doorway
now that i'm back in my zone
i smoke till my seams come unsewn
you could not take this away from me
you could not take this away from me
work so damn hard on my own
sit in my bedroom alone
i did this shit all in one take
you could not touch what i'm on mate
steady your breathing it's cold
and your eyes are made out of coal
crying but your tears are snowflakes
and this car that's comin' got no breaks

i've been livin' my life to the fullest
anxiety comes but it won't sit 
got tossed in the bag but it won't zip
cause i killed my mind all in one hit
blast to the past & i feel it
the days we put stars on our ceilings
the tape on my hearts always peeling
and i do not find that appealing
so maybe i
contemplate strategize ways to ease my mind
sit awake and i bake all through the night
touch base with your face being close to mine
and maybe you
can't sleep cause your dreams never seem to soothe
so you spark in the dark tryna make your move
touch me & i fall but i play it cool

(lost in your embrace and i'm longing for your taste love
said we'd runaway but you hardly ever say much)

now that i'm back on the road
you're in your bed all alone
it's alright i'm doing okay
and in my mind you're in the doorway
now that i'm back in my zone
i smoke till my seams come unsewn
you could not take this away from me
you could not take this away from me
work so damn hard on my own
sit in my bedroom alone
i did this shit all in one take
you could not touch what i'm on mate
steady your breathing it's cold
and your eyes are made out of coal
crying but your tears are snowflakes
and this car that's comin' got no breaks

snowflakes

convolk - A Million Messages; No Response [prod. deject]

KILLSTATION - SARCOMA

TRACK #5 FROM "THE TWO OF US ARE DYING".

ARTWORK BY KYLE J THOMPSON.

COMPOSED, ARRANGED, WRITTEN, PERFORMED, RECORDED, PRODUCED, ENGINEERED, MIXED, MASTERED & RELEASED BY KILLSTATION.

PAREIDOLIA (PROD. KILLSTATION)

Thank you for 11.8k streams. Means the world.
"Megan" available everywhere via $NOT https://open.spotify.com/track/1knQ6EwuwvGvHUqsboBetU?si=7tcTLRNyTEq6rkU6yOFCzA&utm_source=copy-link
This track by $NOT is officially released by him but due to him taking down songs whenever I uploaded this as an archive as to whenever and if he deletes this track that it would be engraved here. Enjoy

$NOT - MEGAN

photo by 50Landing

turn the lights on
i can stay a while bet you wanna get me off
think i don’t say enough
i won’t be running back long as i’m faded and
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
i turned to someone i could hold onto
i didn’t understand how it would have backfired
wonder who i am
man
who the fuck am i
i can’t take a lie back now it’s stuck outside me
i can’t take this shit lightly
if you want an ear you know where to find me
high on ig flirting with a couple homies
i said i’m too eager couldn’t keep you
and she told me keep it low key, only rule is staying open
i’m like where my line go you just stole it

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna fuck you again
i’m past that i just wanna fuck all my friends

and i no longer plan to hide in the snow and wait till you hold my hand
now there’s a four in five chance that she’ll bring her fine friend and i’ll be a nine ten to em
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
turned into someone people come onto
i didn’t understand how i could’ve macked yall gon wonder who i am

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah 
i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna love you again
i’m past that I just wanna fuck all my friends

Bob

KayDee