"I'd rather be on a lower frequency, and emanate the deep waves;
consciousness and energy, on green meadows we will lay..

We are but children in the garden of God - we are the dirt that marches onward in the way we've always gone.
And if the stars revealed another way I would not be surprised - the universe is here to say that:
VASTNESS lays inside.. "

the garden

atom

come wake the sweet sleep, atomic bomb - i long to see the waves; i long to see the brick walls fall. oh, come wake the sweet sleep, atomic bomb - i long to see the way the fog rolls upon the bay..

atomic bomb

from the depths, handpicked, come a few favourites from last year. tracks feature the lovely Kendra Pratt and Sahada Buckley, amongst other mysterious snippets from my massive private collection. let's see if it will finally upload correctly.

little things (sahada buckley)(may 2014)

birds have this attitude (sahada buckley)(may 2014)

0 (april 2014)

heavy supreme (december 2013)

jamie (strfkr)(september 2013)

Sweep the lonely flowers underneath your bed;
there's no sense in wasting time, counting
the hours in your head.
The sun has set for this dream now;
set fire to your pink clouds,
and flowers in your bed.
Don't waste your time.
Don't waste your time...
Sweep the starstruck maybes out of your head.
There's no use in laying soil 
for flowers to be dead.

maybes

roses in the garden

alas the clock tics three
and i'm begging on my knees
at the foot of the only seed i've ever sown

cataclysmic sea, i'm the moon that carries thee to a
memory, a song you used to know

oh slow
me down
lead me down to the holy water
call me artemis - wild daughter

i've met you before,
don't you know?
don't you know?

oh turn
me on
lead me out to the holy water
i'm your artemis - golden archer

in this life,
i will recall your name -
dear constellation, 
dear fate

moon river and me and the huckleberry leaves it's a catacomb of dreams i know, i know

ORION

oh, the walls came down
with a hushed whispering sound,
and the mote dried up
like bourbon in your summer cup.
and i was limp in your hands,
and i barely could stand -
when the walls came down
with the maddening crowd.

castle vermilion

i i i 
you you you 
i i i 
you you you 
i i i

rotations . frequencies

stranded here now (2014)(improv with kendra prat & sahada buckley)

obsidian gut

ode . unfinished demo

guts

000000000 (2013)

we long to be
fog in the bay;
soft fabric 
in the waves.

weaving through
weaving through 
weaving through
weaving through
like serpent rolling over rooftops
like tumbling harbinger -
oh you 
oh you

you let it all unwind
you let it all unwind
you let it all unwind 

when fog crawls belly first across the ground
whispering whispering
when fog crawls belly first across the ground
with claws all out
with claws all out

licking the soil,
licking the lanterns,
licking cement,
licking the wandering.
licking the city,
licking at ankles,
licking at seems,

licking at all
the hairs on my temple,
giving curl to the
many
small
red 
threads.

you let it all unwind
you let it all unwind
you let it all unwind
you let it all unwind
like serpent rolling over rooftops -
like honeycomb, all flooded and sweet:
oh, you !
oh, you
give to me.

~

harbinger

ODE TO FOG P. I (demo)

atomic

8011935 instrumental

holy 9

purple ring winter (ARC first cut)

shyiei venst wvvhiye

slight cover of 'she loves me that way' by grouper

to harris

adobe baby I

i just discovered all the music from 2013-2018 i'd lost in a computer crash was on google drive and i'm crying

astrid

alla (2014)(ps i'm about to make a new account)(fuck premiums)

stillness is an invisibility cloak to most (2014)

this was my second incarnation.
links to current page and others below.

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