damn (tdf)

thr33 - piken (prod. tdf)

Composed by: Kinara
Produced by: Kinara
Mixed/Mastered by: Kinara


[Chorus 1]

Huddled at the corner of my room
Wondering what the fuck am I supposed to do
Should I rot here ’til I lie in a tomb
Or should I get out there and find the real truth?
I can’t seem to sleep at night
My mind’s been telling me lies
Yet I fall for it all the time
Is this my cycle of life

[verse]

Do people really like the way I dress?
I’m just trying to be the best from the rest
I know I slay but what would they really say?
At this point, the truth is harder to convey
I really wonder what gave them that look of fright
Is it my out of pocket jokes or is it just my style?
Is it normal for me to be this wild?
The overwhelming thoughts make me wanna cry
I’m beautiful and this and that they always say
I end up self-degrading on the same day
My other pride and joy is my curly hair
But now I feel like that’s the only thing they care

[Chorus 2]

Huddled at the corner of my room
Wondering what the fuck am I s’posed to do
Should I rot here ’til I lie in a tomb?
Or should I really deal with this incertitude?
My brain is in hysteria
Time feels like claustrophobia
How much more will it take
For me to not be so scared

[Verse 2]

I suffocate from every breath that I take
Every step I make my lungs start to ache
I start becoming envious ‘cause I can’t breathe the same
Ironically to cope, I start to vape
Started exercising but it comes with a price
Once a month I have to fight for my life
Have to wake up every morning to a smoggy sky 
What’s worse is that I am immuno-compromised

[Chorus 3]

Still huddled at the corner of my room
Don’t know what the fuck am I supposed to do
Remain in comfort within my own gloom?
Or shed this former self and start anew?
Music is the only way
That I can communicate
This happens every now and then
I just want all of this to end

[Outro]

The more I try to socialize
The more I’m left so far behind
I really cannot shake that feeling
That I am just too fucking boring
Ideas that I try to muster
Always ends up so lackluster
I’m full of insecurities
What’s there to even love about me

CORNER OF MY ROOM!

AA2X! - 2face (glory) [slipbrick exclusive]

w/ @chewy @prodelxnce @gr0lth @gmodravemix @faintthearted @earthlydesireisbeyondme @ovk5555555 @beenherebefore (sampled him) @bbyazul4k @dreamno7e @popilization @epictina @ticoxxx @vampiremutual


0:00-2:43 (solo)
2:43-3:35 (w/ heroine)
3:35-5:52 (solo)
5:52-6:43 (w/ heroine)
6:43-7:30 (solo)
7:30-8:42 (w/ grolth)
8:42-9:39 (w/ og)
9:39-10:25 (w/ elxnce)
10:25-11:11 (w/ popilization and dull)
11:11-11:52 (w/ dull)
11:52-13:02 (w/ prettylovebites)
13:02-14:01 (solo)
14:01-14:38 (w/ heroine)
14:38-15:30 (w/ scribe)
15:30-16:26 (solo)
16:26-17:42 (w/ heroine)
17:42-21:35 (w/ sys)
21:35-23:02 (solo)
23:02-24:03 (w/ heroine)
24:03-25:05 (w/ grolth)
25:06-26:19 (w/ been - sample: https://soundcloud.com/beenherebefore/youre-so-lucky)
26:19-27:33 (w/ heroine)
27:33-30:21 (w/ bbyazul)
30:21-31:03 (solo)
31:03-32:00 (w/ dreamnote)
32:00-32:58 (w/ popilization)
32:58-34:00 (w/ tina/inspyite)
34:00-34:55 (solo)
34:55-35:50 (w/ ticox)
35:50-36:51 (w/ sydney runner)
36:51-38:47 (solo)
[end of beats]

38:47-40:47 (solo epilogue i played this entire thing in one take)
*inspired by ricky eat acid and blithe field*

CORNER OF MY ROOM!

Kinara

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