Written by Booli 
Prod. yuerry

Lyrics

I guess it’s time to dig up all these wretched thoughts again
From my head, nothing gets behind my broken trust defense
Ripping rotten petals- off the battered spinal mesh
Pain swells and wallows deep within this achy hollow chest
Dissecting treasured memories my mind is at an apogee ¬
And yet I tread the earth til I collapse into depravity
Desperate and alone my severed head won’t orbit sanity
Bruises soothe skin my lonely heart is slowly blackening
Take in broken halos trans mutate 'em into ample horns
Head is hanging low like the rotten fruit I’m aiming for
Life is labor and every day is just a hazy blur
Brutalized for sport I hate the way these days occur
Lonely still amongst the herd I’m lost within a sea of hurt
Drowning feels like home in everyone I see the worst
I quench infinite thirst exposing poison in these birds of prey
Pecking orders over murders flock my sanguine Pollock spray

I’m the kid who watched the final straw snap the camel’s back
Writing on the walls in blood, behind my eyelids trapped
In a lonely stupor as the after-image aftershocks
Demons feast upon my light, this is not an act of God
Panoramic post traumatic, life is just a losing fight
Noose is tight, carrot bait, inside mind and out of sight
Poisoning my brain with painful memories that I hate
Jam in the projector still replaying all these violent tapes
Feel the pain maybe I could feel it in a different way
Drop the blade, etch in black, pen is stronger anyways
Dreaming of a better place but still I wake up to the same
Euthanasia on my mind 'cause I don’t want to feel this way
Fake smiles choking back the pain I can’t take anymore
Kind souls become sick like secrets never told
The stiffest upper lip still quivers at the sight of lavender
Bruises on my neck and the scene that came right after

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