Some mistakes never leave you — this one’s about owning it and feeling every consequence. Let me know what it hits in you. I read every comment.

A raw, emotional country ballad about regret, consequences, and the kind of love that doesn’t just fade — it lingers. I Am Paying for It follows a man haunted by the weight of his mistakes, replaying memories he can’t undo, and realizing too late what he had. The lyrics are honest, painful, and deeply human — echoing the feeling of lying awake at night, wishing you could go back and do it right. With warm acoustic guitars, subtle steel, and Southern-inflected vocals full of sorrow and grit, this track is made for long roads, quiet nights, and broken hearts. It captures that country truth we all know deep down — some lessons hurt more because we earned them. If you've ever lost someone and had to live with the reason why, this one's for you.

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Lyrics
I am Paying for It

Since you have been gone I have tried to move on
I have even dipped the toe and other parts
I am not innocent since you walked out the door
But every time I’ve ventured out it goes south
Very hard to look in someone’s face and move forward
When the face I see is yours, not the one that I’m with

I cannot let go of what we had, I know I blew it
I know I probably do not deserve another chance
I can tell you God is punishing me every time I try and move on
He reminds me what I did wrong, every time I see your face
He reminds me that I had you — I’m such a disgrace

I made a mistake and even though you’re not here, I am paying for it
I guess when you're as foolish as me and what I did
I deserve to be reminded, over and over again
I have learned my lesson, and if I could take back time I would
To be with you again — and I would still have your love, doing what I should

Since you have been gone I have tried to move on
I have even dipped the toe and other parts
I am not innocent since you walked out the door
But every time I’ve ventured out it goes south
Very hard to look in someone’s face and move forward
When the face I see is yours, not the one that I’m with

I made a mistake and even though you’re not here, I am paying for it
I guess when you're as foolish as me and what I did
I deserve to be reminded, over and over again
I have learned my lesson, and if I could take back time I would
To be with you again — and I would still have your love, doing what I should

I’m going to come your way today and plead my case
You’ll have every right to turn your back and walk away
This love for you keeps kicking me in the rear and I need to make it clear
That you are my only true love — and losing you, the cost is too dear
That you are my only true love — and losing you, the cost is too dear

Keywords
emotional country ballad, regret, consequences, acoustic guitars, steel guitar, Southern vocals, heartbreak, lost love, country storytelling, raw lyrics, broken hearts, sorrowful voice, country truth, late-night reflection, painful mistakes

#countrymusic #countrylove #countryballad #countryartist #newcountry
#heartbreaksong #southernsoul #acousticcountry #honestlyrics #realmusic #countrylife #lostlove #regretful #emotionaltrack #slowcountry

I am Paying for It

I Am Paying for It - Every Day Without You

https://youtu.be/L5wQtWx5QL8

" L'océan " en audio sur YouTube Music :
https://youtu.be/7l4D03xBo_4

Lien pour télécharger le titre :
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Musique : Arman Prod
Enregistré, mixé et masterisé aux AK Studios par Alexandre Roux

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#Ocean #Summer #Water

Gamin je rêvais d’océans de lointaines terres et de géants 
Mais pas d’y trouver le néant en allant dans l’océan 
Aspiré par un béant trou j’y ai perdu l’élan 
Au milieu des éléments déchainés comme un dément
Qui m’attirait tel un aimant dans les entrailles évidemment 
Du vide à des lieues de maman où rien ne fut comme avant 


Bravant les flots je domptais des eaux agitées 
Suivant le courant pour ne pas lutter [pas lutter]
Cherchant le réseau afin de remonter [remonter]
À la surface pour enfin m’échapper
De la mélodie qui m’entraînait malgré tout vers le fond 
Parodie de chants de sirènes provenant du tréfonds
Des abîmes ou bien de mon être puisque l’on confond 
Lorsqu'on est sous pression le vrai du faux par inattention


Refrain (x1)

Dans l’océan je m’enfonçais tant bien que mal tout en essayant 
De ne pas paniquer pour autant 
Dans l’océan j’ai tout tenté pour occulter mon sort effrayant 
Tout en me débattant 

J’ai tout tenté pour l’oublier tout en me débattant 
En essayant de ne pas paniquer pour autant 


Malmené par les vagues je dérivais tel un fétu d'paille
Au péril de ma vie parmi les mailles d’un filet sans trouver la faille 
Pour passer au travers de ces tenailles naturelles
Qui s'apparentaient plus aux phénomènes surnaturels 
Qu’aux dangers bien réels auxquels j’étais confronté 
Comme une ultime épreuve qu'il fallait surmonter
Pour que ce jour ne fut pas le dernier de ma carrière écourtée 
Car si je m’étais résigné j’aurai bien fini par couler 


Sous une avalanche d’eau  j’y aurai laissé ma peau 
On aurait baissé le rideau sur ma vie mais mon égo
Jugeait cela beaucoup trop tôt de partir ainsi sans échos 
Dans le silence le plus atroce sans avoir écrit un mot 
À mes proches à l’abandon à qui je léguais que des questions 
Sans réponses et sans raison de disparaître de cette façon 
Sous une avalanche d’eau 
Je voulais pas y laisser ma peau
Sous une avalanche d’eau 

Refrain (x2)

Alors j'ai nagé sans arrêt pratiquement pour me dégager 
Sans avoir le temps de douter de mes capacités 
Malgré l'énorme trajet déroutant qui me séparait 
De cette plage [de cette plage] accueillant les naufragés 

Alors j'ai continué de nager pratiquement pour me dégager 
Sans avoir le temps de douter de mes capacités 
Malgré l'énorme trajet déroutant qui me séparait 
De cette plage [de cette plage] accueillant les naufragés 

Outro

J'ai pu l'atteindre
Comme j'ai pu atteindre mes neuf ans 
L'océan 
L'océan ne me fait plus peur dès à présent 
L'océan n'a plus rien d'un géant 



L'océan (Arman Prod)

DJ Rascal - Electric Dreamscape

Ton regard perdu me fait fondre 
Tu es la reine de mon monde
Sublime geisha, tu m’ensorcelles
Dans tes yeux, les promesses du ciel

Tokyo girl
Tu m’envoutes for ever
Kiss the sky
Heaven in your eyes

Dans les rues, fière, tu m’échappes 
Sensation si je t’attrape 
Ton regard triste me retourne 
C’est perdu, la roue tourne

Tokyo girl
Tu m’envoutes for ever
Kiss the sky
Heaven in your eyes 
Kiss the sky
Heaven in your eyes
Kiss the sky
Heaven in your eyes

Kiss the sky
Heaven in your eyes

Tokyo girl
Tu m’envoutes for ever
Kiss the sky
Heaven in your eyes 

Dans les rues, fière, tu m’échappes 
Sensation si je t’attrape 
Ton regard triste me retourne 
C’est perdu, la roue tourne…

TOKYO GIRL

Baraka

EDM Dance Explosion🔥🔥🔥🚨

All Of Me

Harmony

Picked up Frank,

The Stars are Calling.... 

Look Up, Listen... 

and simply Sense the Entanglement between every atom and quark in your body and the Stars!  

Destiny awaits...


Composed Arranged and Produced by Anomon
Vocals by 'O'

© Gary Courtland-Miles  2025

The Stars Are Calling *

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All songs, lyrics, and recordings are the intellectual property of Keith Jones (Jonesy200). Unauthorized use, reproduction, or distribution of any content without explicit written permission is strictly prohibited.

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I write every word. These songs are built using technology to show you how they could sound, not replace you.

AI didn’t write them — I did.
My name is Keith Jones, I’m a songwriter from Hervey Bay, Australia.
I’ve written over 160 songs — each one ready for the right artist to make it real.
If you’ve been skipping past thinking it’s AI-made, you’re missing something special.

Let’s make music that matters.
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🎶 Keith Jones | Songwriter & Multi-Genre Artist | Artist Name: Jonesy200
I’m Jonesy200 — a multi-genre songwriter with 168 and counting original songs available for licensing by serious performing artists. If you're a vocalist ready to perform meaningful, emotional tracks that can create impact (and returns) — I’ve got songs built to make waves. I write across genres: Country, Hip Hop, R&B, Pop, Soul, Rock — because life doesn’t fit in a box, and neither should your music. Tracks like “I’m Still Standing” are more than songs — they’re my truth. Born with epilepsy, shaped by ADHD, I fought to stand on my own — and now the world is starting to listen. Over 150,000 listens on SoundCloud, 39,000 in the last month alone — and not a single dime spent on promotion. Real music. Real listeners. No fake plays. This is organic growth — powered by heart, not hype. Now we expand. Spotify. SoundCloud. YouTube. Audiomack. One channel at a time — breaking down the music industry wall the way it should be done: with songs that matter. And voices that do them justice. Listen here: Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2qzn8X3AOQUokEPJlIHsY8 SoundCloud: @keith-jones-281413858 YouTube: www.youtube.com/@KeithJones-xs1jr Audiomack: audiomack.com/kandltjones
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Keywords
Australian Songwriter & Multi-Genre Artist
Country, Rock, Pop, EDM, Hip Hop, Rap, Alternative
Crossover Artist with Storytelling Lyrics
Original Music for Artists & Performers
High-Energy Tracks & Soulful Ballads

#AustralianMusic #IndieFolk #CountryRock #PopHits #RockAndRoll #EDMMusic #HipHopBeats #RapLyrics #AlternativeVibes #MusicWithMeaning #TimelessTracks #NewMusicAlert #MultiGenreArtist #Songwriter

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