[intro]

[verse]
Here I am feeling, the broken bones-in my spine,
Pushing through-to find, Nothing new-in this bind,
As the body is broken and a hero defined.

[Chorus]
As villains finally gain the upper hand 
Every breath burns as life begins to end,
No need for mercy, no need for rest,
All I can do is be defiant to the last.
I exist out of spite, despite your best.

[Verse]
They tried to bury me, shot me down 
Laughed as they watched me in blood I drown
Joke's on them, I never died. 
I crawled back up, broken but alive.
I ain't here for your approval
Not playing by your attempted removal

[Solo]

[Chorus]
As villains finally gain the upper hand 
Every breath burns as life begins to end,
No need for mercy, no need for rest,
All I can do is be defiant to the last.
I exist out of spite, despite your best.

[Bridge]
I'm still here, I'm still breathing
Built from spite, hate, and bleeding
You can try, but you can't kill 
Something running on pure will

[Breakdown]
I don’t pray, 
I don’t kneel I don’t beg, 
I don’t give in to feeling.
Every hit, every lie 
Only gave me more reason to rise

[Solo]

[Final Chorus]
I'm still here, I'm still breathing 
Built from spite, hate, and bleeding
You can try, but you can't kill Something running on pure will

[Final Chorus]
Spite keeps me standing! Spite keeps me strong! I wasn't meant to make it— That’s why I hold on!

[Solo]

Out of Spite

[intro]

[verse] 
Hey-there, I know you can hear me! Open up the door I only want to play a little 
Hey-there, You can't keep me waiting. It's already too late For you to try and run away 
Hey-there, I see you through the window Our eyes are locked together I know that we will be forever. 

[pre-chorus]
Hey-there, You can't keep me out here peering Embrace what you are fearing The dance is almost over. 

[Chorus]
We-are, The truth you are not seeing A clarity not seeking We-are, The path at it's ending That your not accepting Please just let me in! 
[solo]

[Verse]
Hey-there, You can't call the cops now. You know they won't find anyone Just open up the door and accept your fate. Hey-there, Let go of that hate please. Your torment is an self inflicted disease You can stop any-time now. Hey there, Do it not for glory, Do it not for fame, It’s for the self worth I can’t contain. The quiet will to stand up tall, To rise above all. 

[Chorus] We-are, The truth you are not seeing A clarity not seeking We-are, The path at it's ending That your not accepting Please just let me in!

 [Solo]

[Outro]
Fine-fine Be that way I’ll walk alone, just for today. Fine-fine Hide your self for one more day But I will never go away...

Please Let Me In

[intro]

[Verse 1]
They come cloaked in charm, wolves veiled in lace,
Serenading her with counterfeit grace.
She sees right through the hollow frame,
Eyes like tombs, no soul, no flame.
While I arrive in smoke, thought I was a joke
Ashen armor, shadows almost broke 

She walks through chaos, serene and whole,
While I’m debris—fractured soul.
Yet in her gaze, tectonics shift—
She touches scars I dare not lift.

[Pre-Chorus]
She don’t seek statues carved in lies,
But bleeding truths behind the eyes.

[Solo]

[Chorus]
She sees me—
Not the fiction, not the frame,
Not the fracture, not the blame.
She sees the furnace that won’t recede,
A will ablaze, a primal creed.
She sees me—
Where the fractures intertwine,
Where the pain becomes divine.
She don’t crave illusion’s gleam—
She wants the beast behind the dream.

[Verse 2]
They offer petals laced with fraud,
While I bring iron touched by God.
They build their castles out of breath,
I offer echoes kissed by death.

She laughed at wrath, she drank my ache,
Held my ruin, let it quake.
“Let them judge,” she said with flame,
“They chase masks—I know your name.”

[Pre-Chorus]
No sovereign crown, no holy brand,
Just fire-born truth within my hands.

[Chorus]
She sees me—
Past the silence carved in stone,
To the marrow, to the bone.
She fans the blaze, she cracks the shell,
Turns my wreckage into spell.
She sees me—
Where redemption rides the edge,
Where love is carved in blood-etched pledge.
She don’t want the sugar scene—
She wants the rage that kept me clean.

[Solo – fusion of minor scales and tremolo-picking madness]

[Bridge – Spoken, gradually building into chant]
I am not your parable.
Not your saint.
Not your tale of safe restraint.
I am the dark
You cannot cage—
But she?
She meets me on that stage.
She never flees.
She never begs.
She dances ‘round my shattered legs.

[Final Chorus – double time, relentless percussion]
She sees me—
Not the myth they manufacture,
But the chaos, raw and fractured.
She takes the jagged, makes it art,
Lays her hands upon my heart.
She sees me—
Not the title, not the role,
But the firestorm in control.
She don’t want a fantasy—
She wants the war that made me whole.

[Outro – Clean fingerpicked guitar fading into silence]
She sees me...
Through ruin, through flame...
And still—
She stays.

[Solo]
[Solo]

[Bridge – Spoken, gradually building into chant]
I am not your parable.
Not your saint.
Not your tale of safe restraint.
I am the dark
You cannot cage—
But she?
She meets me on that stage.
She never flees.
She never begs.
She dances ‘round my shattered legs.

[Final Chorus – double time, relentless percussion]
She sees me—
Not the myth they manufacture,
But the chaos, raw and fractured.
She takes the jagged, makes it art,
Lays her hands upon my heart.
She sees me—
Not the title, not the role,
But the firestorm in control.
She don’t want a fantasy—
She wants the war that made me whole.

[Outro – Clean fingerpicked guitar fading into silence]
She sees me...
Through ruin, through flame...
And still—
She stays.

She Sees Me

[intro]

[Verse 1]
We’re not bound by touch,
Nor by time or sound.
A silver thread connects us
When the stars come down.
You stand on distant soil,
But when the night turns blue,
I lift my eyes in silence,
And I know you’re looking too.

[Chorus]
We’re under the same moon,
No matter the miles.
A thousand quiet moments
Still carry your smile.
No words are needed
To feel something true.
You’re far, but I’m closer—
When I’m under the same moon.

[Verse 2]
A quiet thought drifts softly
Through the folds of night,
Hoping the wind will guide it
In the hush of light.
A breath held between us,
A memory that blooms—
Our hearts still find each other
In the space between the moons.

[Chorus]
We’re under the same moon,
Though oceans divide.
The sky becomes a letter
We both read with pride.
No sound can replace it,
No distance undo
The bond that remains
While I’m under the same moon.

[Solo]

[Bridge]
Maybe one day
The stars will align.
Time may reveal
What’s been left behind.
For now, this quiet
Is more than enough—
A whisper, a presence,
A soft kind of love.

[Final Chorus]
We’re under the same moon,
As constant as air.
Though I can’t reach you,
I know you are there.
When night feels heavy,
Just look for the light.
I’ll meet you in silence,
Beneath the same night…
Under the same moon.
Under the same moon.

Under the Same Moon (feat by Brad Perry)

[Intro]

[Machine Noise & Whispers]
System fault
Body glitch
Incoming crash
No reset switch

[Verse 1]
Wake up broken—again
Different day, same war within
Skin feels electric, bones on fire
Trapped beneath invisible barbed wire
They say "mind over matter"
But matter is tearing me apart
This isn’t weakness—it’s the fight
To survive a body falling apart

[Pre-Chorus]
Their cure is silence
Their help is blame
But I keep moving
Through aches and pain

[Chorus]
I am not their sympathy
Not a cause, not their tragedy
Nerves are faulty circuitry, bones rusted steel,
But every jolt I feel
They don’t see what breaks inside
They just see the mask I wear to hide
I'm not weak—I'm running hot
Fighting battles a system forgot
Permanent Error!
Permanent Error!
Permanent Error!

[Verse 2]
Schedule ruled by pills and pain
Forecast locked in nerve and strain
They talk solutions like a prayer
But I’m the one chained to this metaphorical chair
Stares like scanners, judgment scans
“Must be faking,” “Look, they stand”
You don’t see the reboot cost
The hours, the strength, the energy lost

[Pre-Chorus]
This isn’t life, it’s adaptation
Each breath a forced calibration

[Chorus]
I am not their sympathy
Not a cause, not their tragedy
Nerves are faulty circuitry, bones rusted steel
But every shock I still feel
They don’t see what breaks inside
They just see the mask I wear to hide
I'm not weak—I'm running hot
Fighting battles a system forgot
Permanent Error!
Permanent Error!
Permanent Error!

[Break]
[Solo]
[Solo]
[Solo]

[Bridge – Mechanical Break, Spoken Over Industrial Beat]
Chronic isn’t a phase
It’s the architecture of every day
I don’t “get better”—I persist
Through every crash, every twist

[Breakdown – Distorted Vocal & Crushing Beat]
Permanent error—diagnosed and denied
Permanent error—rewired and alive
Permanent error—no end, just loop
Permanent error—and still, I move

[Final Chorus – Slower, Heavy Layered Vocals]
I am not their sympathy
Not their pity, not their prophecy
I am forged in endless strain
Redesigning strength from pain
They'll never know the toll it takes
To wear a smile while my body breaks
But I’m still here, and I won’t rot
I am the system your world forgot

[Outro – Low, Mechanical Whispers]
System reboot incomplete
Vital signs: adapt… repeat

Permanent Error

[Verse 1]
I watched you weigh my every word
Listening, but not heard
Like a prosecutor thirsting for a flaw
No context, no intent
You smile when I’m silent
Twist it when I speak
Every time I try to care
You frame it as deceit

[Verse]
Tried to meet you halfway
You just moved the line
Tried to make things better
You redrew the crime
Proved I wasn’t guilty
You said “let it go”
But the next time you needed a villain
You staged me as the show

[Chorus]
I’m the devil in your eyes
The scapegoat for your pain
You rewrite the past
Just to make me wear the blame
No matter what I give
You see a hidden price
You never wanted truth
Just someone to sacrifice
I’m done
With the silence, the guilt, the disguise
I see it now
I’m just the devil in your eyes

[Acoustic guitar solo]
[Acoustic guitar solo]
[Acoustic guitar solo]

[Verse 2]
You kept a ledger of offenses
That only ever pointed one way
Didn’t matter what I offered
You just kept saying that I betrayed
I watched you bend every memory
To suit a new complaint
When I wouldn’t play your version
You’d repaint me with restraint

[Pre-Chorus]
I kept receipts, kept calm
You kept sharpening your blade
Told myself you just misunderstood
While you were busy digging my grave
Now I see the pattern
It’s not confusion, it’s a role
You needed someone to carry the weight
So you didn't have to feel at all

[Chorus]
I’m the devil in your eyes
The one who’s always wrong
You build your case with silence
Then scream it loud and long
You say you want connection
But only on your terms
Where you’re act like the one who’s wounded
But I’m the one who burns
I tried
But I won’t beg or apologize
I won’t keep living
As the devil in your eyes

Devil of your eyes

This is an event that would take place though out my life in relationships and once i new there was another person involved i moved on

Time To Say Goodbye

Once upon a time there was a self thinking individual,
This individual was constantly harassed by society,
A society that wanted him to obey and follow their rules.
This person had something to say about that,

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
I was never taught, but I had the desire,
Turned dead ends into my empire.
Now I write in bold over for all to see,
where the oppositions names used to be.

[Verse 2]
I don’t chase glory—I won't obey,
Bend time and tide to clear my way.
Most play for pride, I play to win—
And I never start what I won’t end.

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t just rise—I choose to ascend.
Every move designed to end.

[Chorus]
I’m the voice you don’t command,
The storm you never planned.
Built my empire with my own hands—
I’m the Master and Commander.
I don’t kneel, I don’t ask,
I set the pace, I choose the path.
If this is a race I am faster—
I’m the Master and Commander.

Master!
Master!
Master and Commander!
Master
Master 
Master and Commander 

[Bridge]
Step by step, I built the fame,
On my own, I crushed their claim.
They Say I won’t—then watch me do.
They draw the line—I’ll break that too.

[Verse 3]
I don’t run when the war drums start,
I stand when others will part.
I'm not the loudest—just the last,
Built to lead, I will not stand back.

[Final Chorus]
I’m the cut they couldn’t suture,
The threat they dressed as rumor.
No throne was left—I made my own—
I’m the Master and Commander.
No claims. No creed. No guiding hand.
Just will they never understand.
I wrote the rule, I pulled the banner—
I’m the Master and Commander.

Master and Commander

[Verse ]
I see you there through stained glass light, from afar,
Your eyes a light, like a guiding star.
But there's a line I cannot cross,
A barrier built, a love at loss.

You say your heart is open wide,
With arms that welcome all inside.
But here I stand, shut out and torn,
Branded by faith I never wore.

[Chorus]
I see you there through stained glass light,
You walk the path, claim truth and right.
But you’ve failed the simplest task,
To be accepting of whoever asks.
A heart so open, yet so closed,
To love a soul you never chose.

[Verse 2]
You call for kindness, say we're one,
But that bridge crumbles when I come.
I’m not the words from ancient page,
Quietly shunned, an invisable cage.

Am I the flaw, the lost, the wrong,
For feeling hope to belong?
To see your world, to see your face,
But always kept in a hollow space.

[Chorus]
I see you there through stained glass light,
You walk the path, claim truth and right.
But you’ve failed the simplest task,
To be accepting of whoever asks.
A heart so open, yet so closed,
To love a soul you'll never chose.

[Solo]

[Bridge]
Do I need belief to show I care?
Is there no worth if it’s not there?
The walls you build tore us apart,
Yet love's the faith I hold at heart.

[Chorus]
I see you there through stained glass light,
You walk the path, claim truth and right.
But you’ve failed the simplest task,
To be accepting of whoever asks.
A heart so open, yet so closed,
To love a soul you never chose.

[Outro]
So I stand here,  through stained glass light,
Realizing I lost the fight.
You on the other side,
Holding my heart, using your faith as a shield to hide.
Maybe love’s not as strong as we say,
When faith itself stands in the way.

Saintless Love (Remix)

I'm a fool, bared to the bone,
Trusting Phantoms, loving specters,
Pouring my essence into voids of indifference,
Your laughter wounds my tears eternal,
Loneliness, my relentless tormentor.

I yearn for a soul to truly care,
For arms to hold me in the abyss,
A world shattered for one genuine heart.
Just a whisper of consideration,
A love untouched by conditions,
A scar in someone's haunted memory.

[Pre Chorus]
To be the first in someone's eyes,
To be seen, known, loved.
This darkness envelops me,
I can't endure it much longer...

[Chorus]
I will not vanish in this endless reach,
Even the coldest tide can’t claim me.
Through the weight of all that’s been lost,
I rise — paying the cost.

[Verse 2]
I have walked through days that swallowed sound,
But each step writes its mark into the earth.
No mirror can erase what I have become—
A presence unshaken, a pulse that endures.

[Verse 3]
I have shared my days with silence,
Let it sit beside me like an old friend.
In its stillness, I found my own voice,
And learned that even alone, I remain whole.

[Solo]

[Chorus]
I will not vanish in this endless reach,
Even the coldest tide can’t claim me.
Through the weight of all that’s been lost,
I rise — not waiting for permission to live.

[Outro]
Every mark on me is a chapter kept,
Every silence, a field where courage grew.
Even the longest shadow fades at its edge—
And I will walk until I find that horizon.

Endure Redone

[intro]

Laaaaaaah laaaaaaah, laaaaaaah laaay laaah!
La Lua La La La La lay laaah
Laaaaaaah laaaaaaah, laaaaaaah laaay laaah!
La Lua La La La La lay laaah
Laaaaaaah laaaaaaah, laaaaaaah laaay laaah!
La Lua La La La La lay laaah

[Verse]
Rising up, they call my name,
But who the hell am I to save?
Blindfolds on, marching in line,
Is it freedom, or just waste of time?

[Pre-Chorus]
Screams of the people, they're callin', they're cryin',
But the weight of the world’s left me hollow inside!
Lift up your fists, but what are we fightin’?
Heroes are broken by the rules they defy!

[Chorus]
Stand tall! Fall down!
I’m the hero that you wanted,
Take a bow, burn the crown,
But the victory’s so haunted!
Fight back! Fall fast!
I’m a martyr for the masses,
In the end, you’ll pretend,
That you never saw me crashin'!

[Verse]
Bloodstained hands from justice made,
Is it worth the price I’ve paid?
Broken hearts for a dying land,
Who’s the hero? Who's the damned?

[Pre-Chorus]
Cheers from the crowd as they burn down the liars,
But I’m trapped in a cage, setting my soul on fire!
Tearing apart what I thought was the answer,
Heroes are forged but we’re drowning in cancer!

[Chorus]
Stand tall! Fall down!
I’m the hero that you wanted,
Take a bow, burn the crown,
But the victory’s so haunted!
Fight back! Fall fast!
I’m a martyr for the masses,
In the end, you’ll pretend,
That you never saw me crashin'!

[Solo]

[Verse]
Old heros become the villains in time,
Because we're just pawns in their twisted design.
They write the rules, pass the chains, make us kneel,
Signing our fate with a pen and a seal.

[Pre-Chorus]
We lift up our voice, but they use it against you,
Label you the villain for going against their view!
Power’s a game, and we’re all just the pieces,
No one’s a savior when control never ceases!

[Chorus]
Stand tall! Fall down!
I’m the hero that you wanted,
Take a bow, burn the crown,
But the victory’s so haunted!
Fight back! Fall fast!
I’m a martyr for the masses,
In the end, you’ll pretend,
That you never saw me crashin'!

[Bridge]
They'll rewrite the books, with a smile on their face,
Bury the truth in a hero’s disgrace!
I’ll fight 'til I’m dust, till my bones hit the floor,
But in the end, what was I fighting for?

[Outro]
Who’s your hero now?
Who’s your hero now?
When the world burns down,
Who’s your hero now?
When the lights go out,
Who's your hero now?
It’s never enough…
NEVER ENOUGH!
It’s never enough…
NEVER ENOUGH!

Hero No One (final)

In 2021 I started out making electronic music on my phone so I had something to listen to on the way to work that wasn't mainstream radio and it grew from there.

Taking the band name Omshaie (ohm shay) after a character from one of my favorite games.

I started getting requested to share my music with friends and their friends and eventually led to the release of my first album in March of 2023.  Second album release Oct 2023.

Still improving and learning.  Recently expanded to rock/metal.  Can't wait for good things to come.

On July 22 my metal Album: Loresmith - A Warrior of Pride launches on all major steaming services.  Please support and go listen!

Out of Spite

Omshaie/Loresmith

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