been away for a little while feels great to be back

lyrics:

baby what I told you
is a lie
and I’m stupid for thinking it was over
surrounded by clovers
soon to fall over
am I a weeping willow
surrounded by trees?
wonder when you’re gonna sit next to me
wonder how you think of all the ways I’ve changed
do you?

and this ain’t the same
body I was in when I met your skin
don’t know why I’m so anxious to win
and I think about this often
am I the fucking worst
attempt at a coverup?
my identity’s equivalent worth
(fuck)
take out the power in me

(its almost like I know what I’m talking about)

baby what I told you
is a lie
you cried when you read my journal
I died when you crossed that hurdle
and you labeled me as stupid and running away from my life
soon enough you’ll get why I’m over it already
it’s not that important to me anymore
I’d rather spend time walking with my friends
or playing the show of my life
maybe I was just too invested in it

baby
what I told you straight up is a lie
you say you’re okay inside
yea well so am I
or at least I hide it well
I live so confided in my shell

and this ain’t the same
body I was in when I met your skin
don’t know why I’m so anxious to win
and I think about this often
am I the fucking worst
attempt at a coverup?
my identity’s equivalent worth
(fuck) 
take out the power in me

Same Body

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lyrics:
[Intro]
Two, two, three, four

[Verse 1]
Slipped out of focus
Weight of the stars
One thousand locusts
No, we aren’t getting far
Tried to reach, I really did
Dreaming of the water’s edge
Where I lie
A fear of flight, and a leap of faith
The winding roads, and the summer rain
I fell in love
Sky came crashing down
Hell from above
But impassive now
Moved on, somehow

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment you walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Verse 2]
You were the muses in my head (In my head)
Still, I find some things better left unsaid (Left on read)
Tried to let it go
Yet I fall right down against
I lied and said I won’t
But I felt my knees give in
Laying down by the lakeside, I
Tried to stall but it ain’t worth my time
And I was in heaven then
My dream was irreverent, no
Somewhere so familiar
I stand, and stare
Like “how’d I get here again?”

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment I walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Bridge]
Yeah, that sounds about right
Yeah, sure
Whew

[Verse 3]
Hazy views of peaks
I rocked myself to sleep
Swing-set dreams
And it’s all that I really need
It’s all that I really need from you
I been up for too long
Tried to find where I went wrong

[Verse 4]
Empty parking lots
Nose bleeds from vertigo
Visions idolized
Hurricane, over the coast
Soil swallow me whole, I don’t wanna go home
Garden on the wall, don’t take me away from you
I’ll be back someday
I don’t wanna fade out
I fold under the weight now
There's something in the way now, oh no
I’ll be back someday

[Bridge]
Tried to shout, but I can’t talk
Higher cliffs, farther drop
“It’s hard, isn’t it? Letting go, I mean. Whatever.”

[Outro]
You told me “it won’t be forever”
Yet I’ve been wasting forever away
Told me this “wasn’t a goodbye”
And “I’ll see you another day”
Those were the last words you said to me
And they’re words I wish you didn’t say
Though time heals all eventually,
It’s time I’d rather waste
Waiting for you

garden on the wall

“fear of heights" 🦉

Featuring: 4cf @dead4cf
Prod. Bond. + Stoney + Kari + Dez Forman
@prodbystoney1 @karimusicc @dezforman
Cover art: @suhzeyy (IG)

Lyrics:

verse 1:
my head fell right through my hands
i can't even catch myself when i stand up
should've saw the look in your face
i swear you saw a phantom in my room
i don't wanna haunt you
then i said that I'd be home soon but i-

Chorus:
fell over the edge right into my mind
always been afraid of heights
i see you in a flash of light
but i can't hear a sound
i don't wanna waste my life
see you when I close my eyes
i don't know if I'll be alright
i don't wanna hit the ground

Verse 2:
i don't know how to focus
i know I can't stop fallin
swan dive right into your emotions
why is everything i touch broken?
and i almost crashed on the bike ride home
just don't wanna spend my nights alone
i flew too far from home
i can't respond
no i can't respawn
where did you fall?
i don't know where you are

Verse 3 - 4cf:
i think i'm in over my head and i need oxygen
i’ll start it over with some confidence 
cut all my connections, avoid the argument 
came back with more than what i started with 
i treat misdirection as an option and i-
can’t trust the target
got paper planes set in chains and a locket 
i took my name, switched a lane now i’m wanted 
that fear of falling, i can’t change how i got it

Chorus.

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Acrophobia ft 4cf

COVER ART BY @IUCREZIADPHOTOS ON TWITTER

Yeah
(Everybody know that my city friendly)
You said you coming
Did you lie, or is you on the way 
Don’t wanna force shit 
Choking poison, imma die with my lungs open
Baby you don’t gotta cry it’s not that important 
You act like I could feel away
like me and all yo girls we not fucking friendly 
You said you’d rather be alone
Baby don’t tempt me 
I been living on my own keep my heart empty 
But my brain full up 
Think I lost my mind
Imma tear my shit up,
Keep it stuck
And I think my ego died 
Tryna teach me a lessons
And I be capping in these lines like a fucking impression, I get it worse in the second
Doubt it 
And maybe probably I’m fine
But I’m really extra
Got no plug on the line
I shouldn’t fucking get one 
I barely get up 

That’s a line
That’s a set up 
—-
I can see the other side
Suicides
I just took the doors of my ride 
Tryna see the sky
Twisted, got it back front
Tryna make it right 
I can see on both sides
Imma lose my mind 

they looking at me saying “how do you do it”
I got too many counting on me for the bag to be losing 
And I was born to go stupid
I got it twisted to a science 
And my tech is influenced
I took a couple trips to Paris think my ass getting fluent 

Pass her the bag and she blew it 
She got her friends, imma let ‘em in
That’s how I get to it
They pass the poison to me
Imma take a hit just to do it
I might cuff her but it depends
See how it goes in the end 
that’s how it go right

losemymind (prod. austyn with a y * anem0s)

prod mix master written by me

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Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

im god (sxth sns)

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i hope you're safe

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3/? on EP


Fall a lot of ways til persistence fades away
Starting out the gate I
Just hope you're safe
And though it feels
Like
I've
Been
Doubting
Your strength
And shocked in a way
Cos I thought you'd stay
The same
(The same)
So breath in breath out
til feeling and doubts fade

Said you're caught in a cross-ways
And part of its set ablaze (I just hope you're safe)
Just hope you're safe
And if you wanted a lifeline
Just say that you're not fine
And hold your place
If you feel out of place
Won't you call onto me
Don't fear an unsteady pace
The patience turns out to pay
Said you're caught in a cross-ways
And part of its set ablaze
Just hope you're safe
And if you wanted a lifeline
Just say that you're not fine
Safe
If you feel out of place
Wont you call onto me
Don't fear an unsteady pace
The patience turns out to

But pardon me
Cos all you've seen
Is bittersweet lines
Collecting waves
We sort through past times and
I don't mind it
And so have I and
Go live in
Your ways
And go thrive in
Your patience
And say all that's changed
Is all thats changed
So breath in and out
Til feeling and doubts fade
I just hope you're safe

Said you're caught in a cross-ways
And part of its set ablaze (I just hope you're safe)
Just hope you're safe
And if you wanted a lifeline
Just say that you're not fine
And hold you're place
If you feel out of place
Wont you call onto me
Dont fear an unsteady pace
The patience turns out to pay
Said you're caught in a cross-ways
And part of its set ablaze
Just hope you're safe
And if you wanted a lifeline
Just say that you're not fine
Safe
If you feel out of place
Wont you call onto me
Don't fear an unsteady pace
The patience turns out to

i hope you're safe

i dont want apologies, i'm off it   
dont wanna go down that road, already crossed it
you walked out that door
still got the clothes you wore,
so baby if you're bored just let me know
let me know, let me know, if you go
when you stop picking up the phone just let me know
let me know, let me know, let me know


tell me why, 
with no words
you said goodbye 
now you wanna hit me up 
yeah i'm alright
you were out of sight
out of mind,
every night
I saw that new watch,	guess you finally got the time	
you told me what i was missin
so then i went out and i did it
then i went out and i killed it 
then i got a watch so frigid
new me, new coat, just fitted 
the way these toms hit while im cruisin
guess im a man on a mission    	

tell me why i have lost all my intuition
its been hard going through all these transitions 
im trippin
over things, thought i had good vision
looking through all my positions
i dont know if i'm the villain
i got some money to get,
ima make a new hit, 
and i'm sorry lil bitch, i'm gone
she wanna talk on the past, ima give her that pass
i'm sorry but i've moved on		
no time to reminisce
gotta get that flooded wrist
drown my problems in prada
ignorance is bliss

i don't  want apologies, i'm off it   
dont wanna go down that road, already crossed it
you walked out that door
still got the clothes you wore,
so baby if you're bored just let me know
let me know, let me know, if you go
when you stop picking up the phone just let me know
let me know, let me know, let me know


tell me why, 
with no words
you said goodbye 
now you wanna hit me up 
yeah i'm alright
you were out of sight
out of mind,
every night
I saw that new watch,	guess you finally got the time	
you told me what i was missin
so then i went out and i did it
then i went out and i killed it 
then i got a watch so frigid
new me, new coat, just fitted 
the way these toms hit while im cruisin
guess i'm a man on a mission

tell me why (p. kei)

Mix and mastered: n. wolf
produced: n. wolf
vocals: n. wolf
guitar: n. wolf

weak you're folding
leaves scratches on the knees
but they won't be at my chest
so I could bear to let you know me
my eyes on the goals I'm chasing
still can't fill the hole let's face it
no patience in foundation

I messed up
you waited 
no acid
still basic
I kept a promise that I'll make it
but I don't know what I'm making

cos you said that we could be what we want but you don't believe it

stuck on
a faded makeshift
brakes need maintenance
there’s no replacing
face off
my weighted patience
I wanna make it
make no mistake then

stuck on
a faded makeshift
brakes need maintenance
there’s no replacing
face off
my weighted patience
I wanna make it
make no mistake then

so what the hell am I supposed to feed on 
when there’s no meaning
I can tell that I'm already far gone
But I'm not complacent
I know there's more where this came from and I'm not done faking
cos this corniche gave me money for a run and I might just take it

what a riot, these thoughts that I get
you're the one man
just keep trying
but I already know who I am

so it's back to the basics
I've got a dream but sleep on it daily
wrote some words you’ve probably never heard
but I don't know what I'm making

cos you said that we could be what we want but you don't believe it


stuck on
a faded makeshift
brakes need maintenance
there’s no replacing
face off
my weighted patience
I wanna make it
make no mistake then

stuck on
a faded makeshift
brakes need maintenance
there’s no replacing
face off
my weighted patience
I wanna make it
make no mistake then


stuck on
a faded makeshift
brakes need maintenance
there’s no replacing
face off
my weighted patience
I wanna make it
make no mistake then

stuck on
a faded makeshift
brakes need maintenance
there’s no replacing
face off
my weighted patience
I wanna make it
make no mistake then

so what the hell am I supposed to feed on when, there's no meaning

CORNICHE (remastered)

Daisy's Limerence

Produced By Arys Vance

Lyrics :

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes

And I just wanna go back down
If all that doesn't work then I'ma go my route
Can barely hold it off don't wanan go five rounds
And tired up in places you wanted the truth

Who knew that you're the devil in disguise
I bottle up my feelings, I don't want you to hurt me
I tell you I'm alright
I don't need it the most
I'm good on my own

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes
I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

I don't wanna deal with it anymore
Blacked out drunk then I'm lying on the floor
Mess it all up like I did it all before
Playing hard to get so you wouldn't be ignorin'
Can you buy that trust say
"Hello nice to meet ya"
Don't care if I leave you too soon
I don't want it fair if I did mess up that last time
Whatchu say?
Tell you that I'm boring
Well, maybe I don't have to do it like you, oh my
I do anything that you ask for I'll try my best to

Save it, I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes
I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby

I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes
I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

tell me why (p. kei)

kei

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