"Pills" was created in 5 days time

Lyrics - 
♫♫♫♫♫♫
Crazy how it came to be
In my life all I see
Everything around me, around me
Crazy how it came to be
In my life all I see
Everything around me, around me
I gotta take my pill
Everyday I kill
Am I gonna spill
Weed smoking but still
Baby am I going crazy
Do you love or hate me
Am I going crazy baby
In my head goes on and on
I don't know if I'm the one
All these drugs in my system
Everyday is a new one
Breaking down in my own home
Sadly I was all alone
Breaking down in my own home
Going crazy all alone

(Sabbath)
Crazy how you use to call me baby
said that you would always love me now you hate me
Take my heart and give it to you
Sometimes I wish I could still call you
the nights been wasted, I wish that you'd say it
from their phone you hear me say shit
Honestly wish I didn't say shit
I Honestly wish I didn't say shit
3.5 baby imma face it
Pills in my cup maybe ill erase it
All these drugs but I cant replace it
Girls these drugs just cant replace it
If I gave you my love you think you can take it
Crazy how I gave you all my love and you waste it
Crazy how I gave you all my love and you waste it

Ohhhh
Crazy how it came to be
In my life all I see
Everything around me, around me
Crazy how it came to be
In my life all I see
Everything around me, around me
I gotta take my pill
Everyday I kill
Am I gonna spill
Weed smoking but still


li.sten.to/project_pills

Pills feat. @Sabbath

This song was written at a dark moment for Kekai. He wrote this the day he got out of a 2-year relationship. He felt on top of the world and when this was made he felt low, real low. not his lowest tho. This creation encouraged him to keep dreaming, keep achieving, and keep working. Amazed at how he's come from all the negative in life and is still around to flip it off. This song is a great memory of using art such as music to embrace his emotion for the time.

Lyrics -
♫
Driving around town like I don't give a fuck
who would've known I wish I had luck
back in my home town I had to move on
wish I had love I thought were the sun
♫
Every moment in my head 
I wish I could burn instead
I don't know why I exist
I could be put to rest
(Muffled)
Every moment in my head 
I wish I could burn instead
I don't know why I exist
I could be put to rest
♫
But I hope its good for you
But I hope its good for you
But I hope its good for you
But I hope its good for you

AMAZED :0

This song was created because KekaiUnknown has Xenophobia/thanatophobia (Fear of the unknown/death). He fears the unknown beyond death...

If you or a friend is having suicidal thoughts please reach out to #988 and/or Local medical professionals!

Lyrics - 
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Ok Ok 
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Pull the trigger at the end
I don't like what it is I said so I'm gonna run instead
I don't wanna go home where I know I'm alone
Sitting in my room what can I do
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
♫
♫
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
♫
♫
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head
Take me out put the bullet in my head

Throwaways

BULLET IN MY HEAD

Bridging Hearts was a Wakeup call for Kekai. He noticed he could really jump and go forward in his goals. the first step is hard but not impossible. He created this to push himself to do things he normally wouldn't or to do things he knows he's 100% comfortable with. This song was his step.

Melody by johnny808 (Found on Looperman.com)

Lyrics - 
♫
Let me tell about the story
Of before when I was lonely
I didn't have any homies
all that i had going for me
was the time i can bring
happiness that i can sing
didnt know what to be
so i became your everything
you came by had me look in your mind
i know that ill get by im just scared youll have to hide
from time i gave the time ive prayed
im here to stay dont push me away
running in the dark
i know times are getting hard
i am here im here to guard
i dont ever look that far
all this time ahead of me
i am lost in history
can you please just beg for me
atleast what is left of me
i know what i got no
i am not distrought bro
ive been through a lot tho
i will go through lots more
with all the time that i bring
growing up and being me
i feel i can not breathe
all these people changing me
♫
Sometimes in my brain
ive been growing up the same
nothing ever seem to change
so imma go insane
i dont really know how to feel about it tho
so im gonna fucking go make a brand new fucking home
dont know where that will take me
i want you next to me baby 
youll think that im fucking crazy
i know you will fucking hate me
everybody does it lately
no no questions im to hazy
ive been running out of shows
i aint running out no more

Bridging Hearts While we're Miles Apart

Bridging Hearts

Note to past self

Feb 19Th SetList

𝕽𝖚𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕺𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝕿𝖎𝖒𝖊 [Demo]

Overcome

Care

In my head

Release Date - May 31st, 2024

When you feel alone while in the public its terror. 
Kekai speaks on the proposition of being alone while truly not being alone.
Lucid Speaks on the Perspective of a entity that cannot come to terms.

Lyrics - 
I was in a dream
It wasn't only really me
I was falling as it seems
The void helped me as I pleased (yuh)
No, my minds in the darkness
I know that I'm feeling helpless
All this time I had a deathwish
Came back and I made my bed, shit!
All this time I was on my own
Did everything for my soul
I swear that I had a goal
Making this life up as I go
I don't give a fuck right now
I was six feet down then I had to fucking sprout
I was in a dream
It wasn't only really me
I was falling as it seems
The void helped me as I pleased (yuh)
No, my minds in the darkness
I know that I'm feeling helpless
All this time I had a deathwish
Came back and I made my bed, shit!

Under my bed, where my demons hide
The only things that have been filling my mind
Wondering now, why I'm alive?
Got all these bad thoughts invading my mind
Now I'm wondering, if I should try?
Sitting there, wonder why?
What if it hurts when I die?
What if someone finds my body cold and dry?
I couldn't do, it hurts when I see other cry
That's the reason why I'll never try

I'm gonna stand with my head up high
You'll see me when I make it I'm flying in the sky
The only tears that you'll see in my eyes
Are the tears of joy when I finally die

I was in a dream
It wasn't only really me
I was falling as it seems
The void helped me as I pleased (yuh)
No, my minds in the darkness
I know that I'm feeling helpless
All this time I had a deathwish
Came back and I made my bed, shit!

No, my minds in the darkness
I know that I'm feeling helpless
All this time I had a deathwish
Came back and I made my bed, shit!
No, my minds in the darkness
I know that I'm feeling helpless
All this time I had a deathwish
Came back and I made my bed, shit!
No, my minds in the darkness
I know that I'm feeling helpless
All this time I had a deathwish
Came back and I made my bed, shit!

Helpless/Deathwish

KekaiUnknown & Lucid Majesty - Helpless/Deathwish

Always on the edge, We suffer because I do not know the pledge. As I fall nothing is final but death so when death is nature why hold.

Lyrics - 
Tell me where you want to start
I'm breaking from inside my heart
The deep wounds and made a scar
I was falling way to far...
Tell me where you want to start
I'm breaking from inside my heart
The deep wounds and made a scar
I was falling way to far...

How am I to think with logic and emotional things
A wise man said in-between but what will that bring
You see things that we don't see
You hear things we couldn't believe
I don't what else I can say
Although that I am in pain

Tell me where you want to start
I'm breaking from inside my heart
The deep wounds and made a scar
I was falling way to far...
(discombobulated)

Into the zone
Where there's no where else to go
But the back my head
Still alone in my bed
Into the zone
Where there's no where else to go
But the back my head
Still alone in my bed
Into the zone
Where there's no where else to go
But the back my head
Still alone in my bed
Into the zone
Where there's no where else to go
But the back my head
Still alone in my bed

Way To Far

Way To Far...

Escape

Respect to my pure Vulnerability is all I could ask of you reading this.

This song is built off me mentally suffering without showing hence “What’s Wrong” Its not anyone's deal but mine and I feel I handle myself to my best ability till I can’t anymore and my village (my grateful support system) steps in to come help me. The friends and outsiders truly to my village I have learned to NOT put any of my OWN MENTAL STRUGGLES ONTO YOU out of respect and care towards you. As we all are going through our shit and our lives, I will proudly struggle in my bubble to be better knowing it's less stress on you. Life is a lot and the most internal battle is truly unspoken. I make music to cope with what feeling I’m experiencing and trying to work through in a positive light then negative. I love Art and being a creative free Thinka. YK. I’m proud of myself within this song's art project because I truly let this vulnerable silent struggle that's been pondering begin to be processed and worked through.

LYRICS -

I don't really know what's wrong
I don't really know what I have done
I'm alone here with a gun, Put it to my head (Put it to my head)
I don't really know what's wrong
I don't really know what I have done
I'm alone here with a gun, Put it to my head (Put it to my head)
I don't really know what's wrong
I don't really know what I have done
I'm alone here with a gun, Put it to my head (Put it to my head)

Every time I hear them on
I lose my own fucking thought
I don't understand my wrongs
I don't know what the fuck I'm on
listen to the loudest one
Always up there they up in front
I want you there in the back
You don't seem to like to chat
I don't know how I'd react
If I could just hear your laugh
I gave up there just last class
Everyone's now in my past

I don't really know what's wrong
I don't really know what I have done
I'm alone here with a gun, Put it to my head (Put it to my head)
I don't really know what's wrong
I don't really know what I have done
I'm alone here with a gun, Put it to my head (Put it to my head)

I don't really know what's wrong
I don't really know what I have done
I'm alone here with a gun, Put it to my head (Put it to my head)
I don't really know what's wrong
I don't really know what I have done
I'm alone here with a gun, Put it to my head (Put it to my head)

What's Wrong (Psychological Problems)

Streaming Link - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kekaiunknown/miss-me-

A song of a young man yearning for connection...

Lyrics -
Performed by @KekaiUnknown
_______________________________________
I want you to miss me before the day I'm gone
I want you to kiss me and tell me I'm the one
I want you to miss me before the day I'm gone
I want you to kiss me and tell me I'm the one

I don't know what's wrong with my mind
I'll always want to go die
Since I found out I'm alive
Anywhere with you I rise
I don't know how to feel
I'm scared shitless its real
Don't tell me this wont go far
I want to be your own star
All this time with my own mind
Wondering when ill go die
Nowadays where ill take you
Wonder? well say I do

I want you to miss me before the day I'm gone
I want you to kiss me and tell me I'm the one
I want you to miss me before the day I'm gone
I want you to kiss me and tell me I'm the one

Yuh
Always in my room I don't know what to do
I'm struggling right here in view
I was trying to make it back to school
The day after losing you

I don't know how ill feel
All I know that this real
I don't know how ill feel
All I know that

I want you to miss me before the day I'm gone
I want you to kiss me and tell me I'm the one
I want you to miss me before the day I'm gone
I want you to kiss me and tell me I'm the one (One)

CREDIT
________
Artist: @ KekaiUnknown
Lyrics: @ KekaiUnknown
Producer: @ KekaiUnknown 
Mixing Engineer: @ Bunny

Miss Me (장미)

YALL DONT EVEN KNOW HAHA

KekaiUnknown was born May 9th, 2002 in the sun-drenched landscapes of Yuma, Arizona. Inspirations came from Life Experience, Family, Friends, ect… A Notable Influence is his Grandpa Gerry AhYo, a Vietnam War Veteran and artist who passed away in 2011 when he was 9 years old. Kekai states “My Grandpa was always doing art forms when I was growing up such as Music, Drawing, Writing, Puzzles, Sculpting, and more… He was always doing something creative till the end and that made me always want to be creative.” 

In 2020 I began my recovery from drug addiction and I have been diagnosed with Major Anxiety, Manic Depression, PTSD, & Schizo-Affective Disorder since July of. This knowledge has helped me grow and learn about the awareness one can have of their mind. I bought FLSTUDIO in 2020 with Lucid Majesty Learning what was going on with my mind and having something I love like music worked together to get me to where I am now. Music has become a positive coping mechanism for non-self destructive emotional expression.

KekaiUnknown

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